Once Nathen came back down from Carlisle seeing how well he was healing we headed back to our house. I was happy again. Those 3 and a half days I didn't smile au laugh the whole time it was to hard of a situation for me. I never knew that something could bring me down so hard. When Nathen had Lost his memory, I didn't have any hope at all that he was going to get it back. I was so sad, well that doesn't even describe the emotions I went through the whole time, but now everything was back to normal and I was zaidi than thrilled. Nathen and I were sitting on the kitanda well i was lying down while my head rested on his leg and he stroked my hair. We stared at each other eyes in silence for the longest until he broke the silence.
What are wewe thinking about? He ask.
How happy I am, and how I'm so thankful that your back to normal. I said.
Me too. I'm sorry that I hurt wewe so much. He told me.
It's not your fault. I said.
Nathen had lifted me up gently and sat me in his lap and kissed me. I don't know how to put it were it wont sound weird but how to put it strait forward. So here it goes, We did it and it was great thats all I want to say. It was amazing! Days went on and everything was normal Nathen didn't do much patroling, I was to scared for him to and for him to leave me again.
Nathen and me were making breakfast one morning when all of the sudden I had to run to the bathroom. I felt horrible. I started throwing up once I had reached the bathroom and Nathen was soon coming in the bathroom after me.
Whats wrong honey? He ask as he was grabbing my so I wouldn't get anything in it.
I manage to say I don't know in between barfing and having dry heaves.
He stayed there and held my hair up and got me a cold washrag from the linen closet. Once I was done throwing up, I didn't have enough energy to songesha from the floor to the bed. I just laid there for a couple of dakika waiting to see if I had felt any better and well it never went away. Nathen finally got fed up with me just lying there so he moved me to the kitanda and then went and got Carlisle.
I feel asleep right when Nathen laid me on the bed. I slept really good.I woke up with Nathen lying beside me.
Hey, how ya feelin? He asked.
Sorta better but then again like crap. I said.My stomach hurts.
wewe want something to eat? He offered.
Not really. How about some Kool-aid! I said.
Okay, be back in a second. He alisema and kissed me on the juu of my head.
Don't kiss me wewe might get what I have. I told him.
Um, Mbwa mwitu loups don't get sick. He said.
Oh okay. I said.
I felt so stiff so I got out of the kitanda and followed him to the kitchen. I walked in there and noticed that I felt huge and fat. I looked down at my stomach and noticed that I had zaidi fat on my stomach than before.
When I was looking at my stomach I ask Nathen if I looked bigger and he of course politely alisema no.
Tell me the truth, please. I told him.
Okay just this little part right here. He alisema coming and touching my stomach.
Nathen gave me a glass of kool-aid and I drank half of the glass and then right when I felt it hit the bottom of my stomach I ran to the bathroom. I was throwing up again. I didn't know what was worse the red kool-aid coming up au the fact that I was throwing up. This time I knew when I was done throwing up so Nathen took me to the kitanda afterwards. I feel asleep again, but when I woke up I was in my old kitanda room hooked up to an IV. Nathen was lying right beside me.I felt horrible this time around. Carlisle walked into the room.
I know why wewe have been throwing up and feeling horrible. He said.
Really. I managed to get out not very loud as I wanted.
Your ready for the news. He said.
Is it that bad? I ask.
No, its wonderful! Carlisle alisema with a gigantic smile on his face.
Ok.. I said.
wewe are going to have a baby. He alisema smiling so big.
Really. I alisema with a hint of questioning to it.
Yes, your going to have a baby. Carlisle repeted.
Wow. I alisema looking at Nathen.
His smile could have lit up a dark a dark room.
Wow, I'm going to have a baby. I said.
Not just one but two. Carlisle said.
I'm having twins! I was thrilled now.
Yep. Carlisle said.
I was in shock now and I guess Nathen was too because he hadn't alisema one word sinse Carlisle told us.
Nathen, are wewe okay? I ask with concern.
Yeah, I'm fine. He said.
Okay. I said, while getting out of kitanda and pulling the i.v. out of my hand.
Addi, get back into bed. Nathen told me.
No, I'm fine. I told him.
Addi. Nathen alisema with authority.
Nathen, I'm fine. I said.
I looked down at my stomach and it was now way bigger than the last time I saw it. It had to be atleast 3 times as bigger. I went and found Carlisle in his office.
Carlisle can I speak with you? I ask.
Certainly. Come in sit down. He told me.
Um, this isn't a normal pregnancy is it? I ask.
No, Addi it's not.He told me.
Oh okay. I don't know what to do. I said.
I know your are 10 weeks along and they are growing fast. He said.
Wow, I didn't know it would be that fast. I told him.
Yes, it is because they have half of Nathen in them and Mbwa mwitu loups grow faster. He said.
Will they grow at the rate of Renesme? I ask.
No once they the size of a full baby thier growth will slow down and it will be zaidi like your growth than Nathens. He said.
Oh okay, thats weird. I said.Thanks.
Your welcome. He said.
Wow, I couldn't believe it I was going to be a mother. I walked down stairs and everyone was sitting in the living room.Alice was the first one over to me.
Can we go shopping? She ask smiling.
Sure,of course but not right now. I said.
Okay, just let me know! She alisema and danced away.
I went to the jikoni and got me some icewater. I didn't want to chance myself with throwing up again. Carlisle walked into the kitchen
Addi, can I take a look at your wrist? He ask.
Sure. I alisema and followed him out of the room and upstairs. Carlisle ended up cutting the cast off and taking x-rays of it. It felt fine so while the x-rays were developign I went and found Nathen.
What are wewe thinking about? He ask.
How happy I am, and how I'm so thankful that your back to normal. I said.
Me too. I'm sorry that I hurt wewe so much. He told me.
It's not your fault. I said.
Nathen had lifted me up gently and sat me in his lap and kissed me. I don't know how to put it were it wont sound weird but how to put it strait forward. So here it goes, We did it and it was great thats all I want to say. It was amazing! Days went on and everything was normal Nathen didn't do much patroling, I was to scared for him to and for him to leave me again.
Nathen and me were making breakfast one morning when all of the sudden I had to run to the bathroom. I felt horrible. I started throwing up once I had reached the bathroom and Nathen was soon coming in the bathroom after me.
Whats wrong honey? He ask as he was grabbing my so I wouldn't get anything in it.
I manage to say I don't know in between barfing and having dry heaves.
He stayed there and held my hair up and got me a cold washrag from the linen closet. Once I was done throwing up, I didn't have enough energy to songesha from the floor to the bed. I just laid there for a couple of dakika waiting to see if I had felt any better and well it never went away. Nathen finally got fed up with me just lying there so he moved me to the kitanda and then went and got Carlisle.
I feel asleep right when Nathen laid me on the bed. I slept really good.I woke up with Nathen lying beside me.
Hey, how ya feelin? He asked.
Sorta better but then again like crap. I said.My stomach hurts.
wewe want something to eat? He offered.
Not really. How about some Kool-aid! I said.
Okay, be back in a second. He alisema and kissed me on the juu of my head.
Don't kiss me wewe might get what I have. I told him.
Um, Mbwa mwitu loups don't get sick. He said.
Oh okay. I said.
I felt so stiff so I got out of the kitanda and followed him to the kitchen. I walked in there and noticed that I felt huge and fat. I looked down at my stomach and noticed that I had zaidi fat on my stomach than before.
When I was looking at my stomach I ask Nathen if I looked bigger and he of course politely alisema no.
Tell me the truth, please. I told him.
Okay just this little part right here. He alisema coming and touching my stomach.
Nathen gave me a glass of kool-aid and I drank half of the glass and then right when I felt it hit the bottom of my stomach I ran to the bathroom. I was throwing up again. I didn't know what was worse the red kool-aid coming up au the fact that I was throwing up. This time I knew when I was done throwing up so Nathen took me to the kitanda afterwards. I feel asleep again, but when I woke up I was in my old kitanda room hooked up to an IV. Nathen was lying right beside me.I felt horrible this time around. Carlisle walked into the room.
I know why wewe have been throwing up and feeling horrible. He said.
Really. I managed to get out not very loud as I wanted.
Your ready for the news. He said.
Is it that bad? I ask.
No, its wonderful! Carlisle alisema with a gigantic smile on his face.
Ok.. I said.
wewe are going to have a baby. He alisema smiling so big.
Really. I alisema with a hint of questioning to it.
Yes, your going to have a baby. Carlisle repeted.
Wow. I alisema looking at Nathen.
His smile could have lit up a dark a dark room.
Wow, I'm going to have a baby. I said.
Not just one but two. Carlisle said.
I'm having twins! I was thrilled now.
Yep. Carlisle said.
I was in shock now and I guess Nathen was too because he hadn't alisema one word sinse Carlisle told us.
Nathen, are wewe okay? I ask with concern.
Yeah, I'm fine. He said.
Okay. I said, while getting out of kitanda and pulling the i.v. out of my hand.
Addi, get back into bed. Nathen told me.
No, I'm fine. I told him.
Addi. Nathen alisema with authority.
Nathen, I'm fine. I said.
I looked down at my stomach and it was now way bigger than the last time I saw it. It had to be atleast 3 times as bigger. I went and found Carlisle in his office.
Carlisle can I speak with you? I ask.
Certainly. Come in sit down. He told me.
Um, this isn't a normal pregnancy is it? I ask.
No, Addi it's not.He told me.
Oh okay. I don't know what to do. I said.
I know your are 10 weeks along and they are growing fast. He said.
Wow, I didn't know it would be that fast. I told him.
Yes, it is because they have half of Nathen in them and Mbwa mwitu loups grow faster. He said.
Will they grow at the rate of Renesme? I ask.
No once they the size of a full baby thier growth will slow down and it will be zaidi like your growth than Nathens. He said.
Oh okay, thats weird. I said.Thanks.
Your welcome. He said.
Wow, I couldn't believe it I was going to be a mother. I walked down stairs and everyone was sitting in the living room.Alice was the first one over to me.
Can we go shopping? She ask smiling.
Sure,of course but not right now. I said.
Okay, just let me know! She alisema and danced away.
I went to the jikoni and got me some icewater. I didn't want to chance myself with throwing up again. Carlisle walked into the kitchen
Addi, can I take a look at your wrist? He ask.
Sure. I alisema and followed him out of the room and upstairs. Carlisle ended up cutting the cast off and taking x-rays of it. It felt fine so while the x-rays were developign I went and found Nathen.
Sorry its so short! maoni and rate PLEASE!!!
I felt bad for leaving without one word to Nathen, but I knew I couldn't leave without one word so I said;
Look, I'm sorry I made wewe mad, but... I couldn't even finish my sentence.
No, I shouldn't have gotten so mad it was stupid of me anyways to know if wewe cared where I lived. Nathen said.
Its ok. I alisema with a yawn.
I think someone needs to go to bed. Nathen alisema with his oh so perfect grin that I loved.
Nathen carried me up to my room, like he usually did. I fell asleep against his warm chest. It was great to know that me and Nathen had made up. I didn't like to be mad at anyone. It is hard sometimes for me to forgive people but its usually not that long till I do forgive them.
I told Nathen goodnight and that I loved him and he alisema the same back to me.
I felt bad for leaving without one word to Nathen, but I knew I couldn't leave without one word so I said;
Look, I'm sorry I made wewe mad, but... I couldn't even finish my sentence.
No, I shouldn't have gotten so mad it was stupid of me anyways to know if wewe cared where I lived. Nathen said.
Its ok. I alisema with a yawn.
I think someone needs to go to bed. Nathen alisema with his oh so perfect grin that I loved.
Nathen carried me up to my room, like he usually did. I fell asleep against his warm chest. It was great to know that me and Nathen had made up. I didn't like to be mad at anyone. It is hard sometimes for me to forgive people but its usually not that long till I do forgive them.
I told Nathen goodnight and that I loved him and he alisema the same back to me.