bella pov

i wake up and saw alice infront of me smiling rose kitanda was already made so she was already out
"hi alice"
hi bella come on i got just the right outfit for wewe today she alisema smiling
what outfit no nono
"thanks alice but i think i can pick an outfit for myself " i alisema
she giggle" well i doubt it this last two days wewe were almost the same clothes i pick somthing really nice"
she pointed at a mini skirt, upindo and a shati
"thanks that sweet but im not going to wear that" i alisema amost yelling uigizaji a bit like a brat

"please bella please" she make puppy eyes and i couldn't resist
"fine fine " i mutter and change
"yay " she alisema

school today was horrible again they stare at me and some guy whislte but stop when they saw my angry face

and to juu the siku rose alice and i went shopping and emmet and jasper came to carry our bags
it wasn't that bad it was really nice alice just pick a bunch of clothes and i just try them on
after probalby 5 hours of shopping the boys and me were hungry so we went to the school restaurant yes this school has a restaurant well actually 3 how cool is that !!!

when we sat and order i notice that some tables foward was a bronze hair and i look and it was edward but he look really sad really miserable it didn't matter that he was a pig and a player but his expression break my moyo so i took a big breath and walk to talk to him
alice and rose didn't notice because they were Lost in emmet's and jasper's eyes
"i have to go to the bathroom" i mutter

i walk to his meza, jedwali
what are wewe doing??? i thought i really didn't knew but seeing that expresion and remembering how i yelled at him i had to talk to him

i sat infront of him he was looking down when he look up his green eyes were red and swollen like he had cry all night

"edward what happen?" i didn't ask if he was ok because he clearly wasn't ok
he look at me not look almost glare but then his eyes turn hopeless
"what do wewe want bella?didn't wewe ask me to leave wewe alone?" he ask
he was right but his expression
"you didn't answer my question" i told him softly and touch his hand i wanted to help him it was as if this was a different edward he was not the player he was like almost a frighten little boy

he look at my hand and then at my face then he sigh
"if i tell wewe could wewe promise to keep it to yourslef?" he ask
i nodded
"is that today 3 years zamani my mother died" his voice broke "that is why my dad send us to this school he was too moyo broken my mom was the upendo of his life . i upendo her too she was zaidi than my mom wewe know when i was a kid i didn't have Marafiki so she was also my best friend" he alisema

i took his hand in both of mine
"im so sorry edward" i was surprize that alice and emmet seem so happy so normal today

edward seem to read my thoughts
" alice and emmet also upendo her and miss her i think but i was closer to her au maybe they just deal with her death better than i do"

he look at me right at my eyes

"you are sure something else bella swan i trust wewe wont tell anyone. i have to go thanks for hearing me i needed that" he gave me a weak smile and walk away
he suddenly turn around and look at me with angry eyes
"bella promise me that wewe will feel the same way wewe felt before i tell wewe this ok i don't need anyones pity" he turn and walk quickly away not giving me a chance to say anything

i was shook poor edward and he was alone although he had many mashabiki girls he was still alone

so was this the real edward cullen ??

i approch to my meza, jedwali
"hey are wewe ok wewe were ther for ages" emmet alisema i look at him and then at alice
"yeah im fine " i alisema

i was mad at alice and at emmet how could they let edward go alone through this !! but probably edward didn't want there pity either

"are wewe sure wewe look really pale bells" alice alisema

"your right maybe a should go to kitanda wewe stay here and eat " i alisema and smile weakly

"ok" they alisema

i arrive to my room and went to kitanda i wish the pianist was there but i didn't heard his muziki i fall asleep thinking about edward