I felt warm arms around me, and groggily opened my eyes.
'Jake?" I asked. What was he doing at the Cullen house? and then I remembered what happened last night. The hole that had been closed long zamani ripped open in my chest.
"Oh Jake," I sobbed, and the flung myself in his chest, crying.
"Bella?" he asked, mystified. "whats up?"
It hurt to say his name, but I finally choked it out. 'Edward," I wailed, and then buried my head into his chest again.
He let me stay like that for a few minutes, until I finally stopped sobbing.
"Jake, how did wewe find me?" I asked, wondering how he had dared to go so close to the Cullen house.
He seemed slightly uncomfortable. "Well, I was running patrol, a bit outside the boundry lines-"
i cut him off. "A BIT, Jake, wewe were practically knocking on the Cullens front door"
He shrugged. "Anyway, I caught your scent, and then I heard something collasping. I raced, and wewe were there, just laying down. I thought wewe were dead, Bella. What happened to you?"
Now it was my turn to be uncomfortable. "Nothing." I lied. He seemed to sense my hesitation to discuss the subject, and quickly changed it.
"Quil's been hanging down a lot a Claires place latley. wewe know, since he imprinted."
I laughed, grateful. and quicklylaunched into a discussion with him. At the end though, I had to ask him something.
"Jake, can I stay with wewe for a while?"
"sure," he agreed all too quickly. and I laughed again.
*******
It was hard seeing the Cullens again. I couldnt avoid seeing them, at school, their stares were always on my back. All but one. I couldn't face Edward anymore, knowing the pain I had caused him.
At the docters office, Carlisle never treated me coldly, like I thought he might react, but his eyes pleaded with me to come back.
I didn't hurt myself so much anymore, and if I did, I tried to avoid him.
When I went nyumbani from school, in my truck, a silver Vovlo followed me until I hit the border line.
When I was sleeping, i saw him in the trees, watching my every move, waiting for me to open my window back up.
It was hard.
'Jake?" I asked. What was he doing at the Cullen house? and then I remembered what happened last night. The hole that had been closed long zamani ripped open in my chest.
"Oh Jake," I sobbed, and the flung myself in his chest, crying.
"Bella?" he asked, mystified. "whats up?"
It hurt to say his name, but I finally choked it out. 'Edward," I wailed, and then buried my head into his chest again.
He let me stay like that for a few minutes, until I finally stopped sobbing.
"Jake, how did wewe find me?" I asked, wondering how he had dared to go so close to the Cullen house.
He seemed slightly uncomfortable. "Well, I was running patrol, a bit outside the boundry lines-"
i cut him off. "A BIT, Jake, wewe were practically knocking on the Cullens front door"
He shrugged. "Anyway, I caught your scent, and then I heard something collasping. I raced, and wewe were there, just laying down. I thought wewe were dead, Bella. What happened to you?"
Now it was my turn to be uncomfortable. "Nothing." I lied. He seemed to sense my hesitation to discuss the subject, and quickly changed it.
"Quil's been hanging down a lot a Claires place latley. wewe know, since he imprinted."
I laughed, grateful. and quicklylaunched into a discussion with him. At the end though, I had to ask him something.
"Jake, can I stay with wewe for a while?"
"sure," he agreed all too quickly. and I laughed again.
*******
It was hard seeing the Cullens again. I couldnt avoid seeing them, at school, their stares were always on my back. All but one. I couldn't face Edward anymore, knowing the pain I had caused him.
At the docters office, Carlisle never treated me coldly, like I thought he might react, but his eyes pleaded with me to come back.
I didn't hurt myself so much anymore, and if I did, I tried to avoid him.
When I went nyumbani from school, in my truck, a silver Vovlo followed me until I hit the border line.
When I was sleeping, i saw him in the trees, watching my every move, waiting for me to open my window back up.
It was hard.
"hey bella going to a party dressing like that." alice pointed at my jeans and t-shirt
"alice its my life let me live it the way i want to live it ok"i said. i cant belive i just alisema that. she stared at me shocked.she started pouting."ouh!fine wewe can dress me up. aneways it is a Halloween party." i said"iwasnt gonna tell wewe that wewe had to dress up.but good thing i did!"she said. i stared at her in shock
1 saa later
"alice!"i yelled.iwas to dolled up to go with edward.too late edward came up and looked at me as like i was famouse."bella."he said. it made me blush.
"alice its my life let me live it the way i want to live it ok"i said. i cant belive i just alisema that. she stared at me shocked.she started pouting."ouh!fine wewe can dress me up. aneways it is a Halloween party." i said"iwasnt gonna tell wewe that wewe had to dress up.but good thing i did!"she said. i stared at her in shock
1 saa later
"alice!"i yelled.iwas to dolled up to go with edward.too late edward came up and looked at me as like i was famouse."bella."he said. it made me blush.
sorry if this sucks I'm trying this for the first time.
I herd a knock at my window. "Edward, Charlie is asleep." he came in anyway. I was happy he did. I was all alone. "you should be in bed" he alisema to me. "yeah and wewe should be hunting." I alisema with a laugh "I've already been" he sighed. I saw the longing in his eyes to be human but I wanted so desperately to be a vampire. "Bella go to sleep I'll sing to you" his velvet voice filled my ears. and I then I was asleep I woke to the ice touching my arm. "Bella, Charlie is up I'll see wewe later My love" I woke to see him jump out off the window. "what wewe looking at Bells?" Charlie asked "nothing Dad, I have to get ready. Did mom call?" Rena had been on my case after the accident with James. "no she didn't, hurry up your late" I got up and walked to the bathroom I looked out the window Edward was there waiting on the tree...
I herd a knock at my window. "Edward, Charlie is asleep." he came in anyway. I was happy he did. I was all alone. "you should be in bed" he alisema to me. "yeah and wewe should be hunting." I alisema with a laugh "I've already been" he sighed. I saw the longing in his eyes to be human but I wanted so desperately to be a vampire. "Bella go to sleep I'll sing to you" his velvet voice filled my ears. and I then I was asleep I woke to the ice touching my arm. "Bella, Charlie is up I'll see wewe later My love" I woke to see him jump out off the window. "what wewe looking at Bells?" Charlie asked "nothing Dad, I have to get ready. Did mom call?" Rena had been on my case after the accident with James. "no she didn't, hurry up your late" I got up and walked to the bathroom I looked out the window Edward was there waiting on the tree...
Introduction
What if I told wewe I was a vampire and not the good kind, would wewe believe me? Of course not. wewe live in a world where Wanyonya damu don’t exists. But for some reason, I exist. wewe must not let your Marafiki nor your family see this book, it holds all my life secrets. Once wewe turn this page, and unravel my darkest moments, there’s no turning back. Be warned this story isn’t for the faint hearted.
What I tell wewe is the truth, nothing but the truth, but I don’t expect wewe to believe me, no one ever did. We are brought up in a world where Wanyonya damu aren’t supposed to be real, but wewe my friend will understand that they do exist.
Now before wewe turn this page and enter the most darkest world, I must ask wewe again to keep this book a secret, if wewe don’t, well, lets just say ‘you’ll be begging for my forgiveness.’
wewe may now enter. If wewe dare.
What if I told wewe I was a vampire and not the good kind, would wewe believe me? Of course not. wewe live in a world where Wanyonya damu don’t exists. But for some reason, I exist. wewe must not let your Marafiki nor your family see this book, it holds all my life secrets. Once wewe turn this page, and unravel my darkest moments, there’s no turning back. Be warned this story isn’t for the faint hearted.
What I tell wewe is the truth, nothing but the truth, but I don’t expect wewe to believe me, no one ever did. We are brought up in a world where Wanyonya damu aren’t supposed to be real, but wewe my friend will understand that they do exist.
Now before wewe turn this page and enter the most darkest world, I must ask wewe again to keep this book a secret, if wewe don’t, well, lets just say ‘you’ll be begging for my forgiveness.’
wewe may now enter. If wewe dare.