Im a werewolf. Im a freaking werewolf. Oh my god. I have to go and apoligise to the Cullens. Im so sorry for what i did to them. But im a werewolf. Im a freaking were-
wewe get the picture. These were just some of teh jumbled thoughts running though my head as I ran back to my house. I thanked my lucky stars that I had left my window open as I jumped into my room. I got changed and then sat down for a dakika to think in private.
Okay, so Im a werewolf. What will Edward do if I tell him. Will i be able to see him again. What if Sam forbids it. I cant go against him. But I just forgave him for what he did. Surley he cant forbid me. But im a werewolf. Im a freaking-
I shook my head. Go to Jacobs house, I ordered my self. Sam told wewe to. They'll all be there, maybe they can help wewe make some sense of what happened.
I Immdiately felt better the dakika I got into my truck and drove up the road to La Push.
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(Jacobs House)
I shut the engine off and walked slowly up to the door. I raised my hand, hesitated, then opened it and walked in. Whatever disscussion had been going on before immdialety stopped as all ten pairs of eyes in the room stared at me as I stopped where I was standing. Some eyes were cold, others warm and welcoming. I couldn't make sense of any of it.
"Bella," Sam greeted me. His expression was carefully blank, his voice controlled and inaonyesha no emotion.
"Sam," I alisema back, my voice betraying my fear. I decided to just ask straght out. There was no point pretending i didn't care. "What the fuck just happened?"
"I have no idea Bella. We're all just as confused as wewe are."
i sensed there was a but coming.
"But" Sam said.I was right "We just want wewe to stay away from the Cullens for a small while."
I stood there, npot realizing what her really had said. Then it sunk in and my legs buckled underneath me. I grabbed the meza, jedwali to hold me up.
"Obviously thats a no," someone muttered under their breath, followed kwa a "Ouch"
Jacob came over and helped me up, his eyes the same as Sams.
"Wsam.." I stuterred out. "sam, I can't do that."
His expression didn't change so I thought I'd continue on with anther pressing question. "Sam, what just happened? I mean, im not a Quiletue ro anything, and I can hardly call myself a Forks girl anymore, so.."
I trailed off. Sma stated emotionlessly, "Bella, I dont know either. The only thing that we can think of is that some of Jacobs werewolf stuff rubbed off on you. Anyway, wewe cant phase at all. Not until wewe can stay away from the Cullens. And wewe cant tell them about us."
I nodded. Not phasing would be hard. "Okay then, I guess Ill go then,"
Sam nodded, and I left for my ouse, feeling zaidi than just a little confused.
wewe get the picture. These were just some of teh jumbled thoughts running though my head as I ran back to my house. I thanked my lucky stars that I had left my window open as I jumped into my room. I got changed and then sat down for a dakika to think in private.
Okay, so Im a werewolf. What will Edward do if I tell him. Will i be able to see him again. What if Sam forbids it. I cant go against him. But I just forgave him for what he did. Surley he cant forbid me. But im a werewolf. Im a freaking-
I shook my head. Go to Jacobs house, I ordered my self. Sam told wewe to. They'll all be there, maybe they can help wewe make some sense of what happened.
I Immdiately felt better the dakika I got into my truck and drove up the road to La Push.
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(Jacobs House)
I shut the engine off and walked slowly up to the door. I raised my hand, hesitated, then opened it and walked in. Whatever disscussion had been going on before immdialety stopped as all ten pairs of eyes in the room stared at me as I stopped where I was standing. Some eyes were cold, others warm and welcoming. I couldn't make sense of any of it.
"Bella," Sam greeted me. His expression was carefully blank, his voice controlled and inaonyesha no emotion.
"Sam," I alisema back, my voice betraying my fear. I decided to just ask straght out. There was no point pretending i didn't care. "What the fuck just happened?"
"I have no idea Bella. We're all just as confused as wewe are."
i sensed there was a but coming.
"But" Sam said.I was right "We just want wewe to stay away from the Cullens for a small while."
I stood there, npot realizing what her really had said. Then it sunk in and my legs buckled underneath me. I grabbed the meza, jedwali to hold me up.
"Obviously thats a no," someone muttered under their breath, followed kwa a "Ouch"
Jacob came over and helped me up, his eyes the same as Sams.
"Wsam.." I stuterred out. "sam, I can't do that."
His expression didn't change so I thought I'd continue on with anther pressing question. "Sam, what just happened? I mean, im not a Quiletue ro anything, and I can hardly call myself a Forks girl anymore, so.."
I trailed off. Sma stated emotionlessly, "Bella, I dont know either. The only thing that we can think of is that some of Jacobs werewolf stuff rubbed off on you. Anyway, wewe cant phase at all. Not until wewe can stay away from the Cullens. And wewe cant tell them about us."
I nodded. Not phasing would be hard. "Okay then, I guess Ill go then,"
Sam nodded, and I left for my ouse, feeling zaidi than just a little confused.
hujambo twi-fans, after seeing New Moon in theaters we all want 2 see it again right? well now there is a release tarehe for the New Moon DVD: March 24, 2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is the prediction tarehe not an official one, it is positive that it will be released early 2010. it is alisema that it may be early cuz of the demand!!!!!!! right now some sites have New Moon available for pre-order!!!! so as of today-November 26, 2009-we have 119 days till New Moon is on DVD!!! oh and 217 days till Eclipse is in theaters!!!!
Preface
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the moyo which will stop beating soon, the moyo which was the reason for me to live, the moyo which she had aliyopewa to me to keep salama just like how I had aliyopewa her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the moyo which will stop beating soon, the moyo which was the reason for me to live, the moyo which she had aliyopewa to me to keep salama just like how I had aliyopewa her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
Okay so I was just looking through my pictures, and I found this:
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what wewe think- does it help at all??
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what wewe think- does it help at all??
Okay so here's a little game that I found. Just like the real bingo, but for when wewe say one of the maoni -and you've probably alisema one of the maoni zaidi then once lol.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure wewe can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so maarufu if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my Marafiki just don't understand lol). How many do wewe think wewe can fill, maoni below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what wewe think please.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure wewe can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so maarufu if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my Marafiki just don't understand lol). How many do wewe think wewe can fill, maoni below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what wewe think please.
So these are, kwa far, my inayopendelewa nukuu from the first 3 books. (I haven't read breaking dawn yet :P)
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I upendo you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I upendo you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD