I was on my way to nyumbani when I saw Cullen's house road. I didn't know what to do. I didn't know if I would die there when I see their rooms empty. with no COLD ONES!

I turned around and decided to go home. I wanted to be strong. But... who was there for me to make me be strong for him?! As I went in my room I recognized something under the carpet of my room. I went closer and got the papers out from there. The title was:

"Last part of me"

It was Edward's gorgeous handwriting. Tears ran on my cheecks before I could even read any of it.

"Edward, Edward...Come back"

With my screams, Charlie was at my door, looking nervous.

"Bella, What is it?"

He took a look at my face and said:

"Not him, again! Bella your dying without knowing it. Can wewe see who you're becoming?!"

"Char...Dad leave me alone, Please!"

I knelt on the floor of my room, hopeless and cold. Charlie closed the door of my room and went to see another baseball game on TV.

I tried to find a good place for those papers which Charlie couldn't reach them and I knew that I could put them under my bed. I told Charlie I was going to get a kuoga and went in the bathroom. I looked at myself in the mirror. I was getting probably too weak. My eyes had dimples around them and I was getting too thin.

Then the thought of cutting my vein came in my mind. There was no fear in me. I could do this. I fulled the bath tub with water and layed in it with my clothes on.

Ouch... My left hand was twinging in pain and I couldn't even say a word. The water in the bathtub was turning red and it was probably a good color. I couldn't even think what would Wanyonya damu do then when I had a bathtub full of my blood.

"Bella No!"

I heard HIM! Was I dreaming?! Was I in heaven?! Where were I?!

"Bella, Don't do this"

I didn't bother to open my eyes. I knew I was dead. And then I could hear Charlie and Jacob. I couldn't hear them well, like it was a distance between us.

"Bella, I'm coming back... I am! Wait... please... for me!"

And then everything went dark.

----------------------------------

My eyelashed were weak and heavy.

"Bella, Can wewe hear me?"

It was a familiar voice. Carlisle?! No, it couldn't be! I was dead ofcourse.

"Bella, Come on! I know wewe hear us!"

Jacob alisema while he tried not to laugh. I opened my eyes and looked at each of them. But somebody caught my eyes.

"Alice?!"

I cried as I throw my arms at her to hug her.

"Bella, I missed you"

"Where's everybody?!"

"They're in the waiting room. We all heard the news and we rushed here!"

"All of you?!"

Alice nodded.

"Dad can I talk to Edward?!Alone?"

Charlie nodded angrily and came in the room after Alice called him.

"Shhh"

I warned him as I analyzed every line of his face.

"Bella, I'm... Sorry!"

"Who are you?!"

"Bella, are wewe alright?!"

I answered angrily:

"Of course, I am!"

"Let me explain..."