(p.sfor New_moon_master!)
imortality, hurts when wewe have nothing to live for.
the darkness helps, being alone, cutting off all sanity.
bella., her brown eyes. her scaret blush, fragile. beautiful. Isabella.
"Carlisles home, edward please come down and greet your father." esmes thoughts begged. she found any eccuse just to see me act "normal"
i diddnt move, only to continue my rocking back and forth.
"hey carlisle, how was work?" alice alisema joyfully.
"umm ok i guess" he mumled, even up here i could hear everything that was said.
"i saw bella today"
my head jerked up. and i sped down the stairs, the pictures on the ukuta moved from the gust of wind made kwa my speed.
i stopped once i saw of them.
"What?" i gasped. after we left,her. no-one tried to talk au think about bella. my darling girl. my love.
"Edward." sorry edward, i, i forgot, to not"
"What did wewe say" , interupting, i felt a smile form on my face, the first news of bella in 3 years. the only prove that she was alive.
"i saw her today" he sighed, his head fell to the floor.ashamed of breaking to promise.
Everyone gasped, with mouths open.
omg he is going to kill me i shouldnt of brought clothes for her. dammit, sometimes i cant control myself" alice.
Bella!, Bella!, oh beautiful bella!, i miss her so much!- esme
"he what! he is mad!but what are the chance , she is really clumsy she was bound to come to emergancy room sooner au later, proberly from just walking to her car....she was awesome,-emmett
[/i} they thoughts continued, filling my head up, like sitting in a school esembly.
"everyone stop!" i yelled. i was fired up now, i wanted to know now, about my bella.
"carlisle, How?"
"she came in, yelling that her. ... her. herr.."he stopped as though he couldnt say what it was to my face.
[i] dont say it , dont say it. think of nothing, nah nah nahh nahh, dum dum dukmmmmmmm, a b c d e f g ...
Carlisle was hiding something big.
"Carlisle spit it out!" i yelled, really, into the zone. i wanted to know about bella.now. i wanted to know everything about her. her job, her house, her family, her dad. her mum, her smile.
"ok..." his face dropped out of all emotion and continued to stare at the floor.
"she came in saying that her baby girl, wasn't breathing. BUt i saved her. bella is married now with a brand new, little girl, Tanna. edward, she is soo beautiful." he diddnt want to say this. not to me. not to anyone.
bella. baby. married. beautiful.
i coulnt beleive. my knees gave in , and i hit the floor. everyone stood staring knowing not to do au say anything. just let go.
my bella. god how much i wish i had stayed.to hold her to upendo one zaidi time, to see her blush scarlet again, to look at her, and know everything.
married. mother.
i dont know why, but after all this time i had wished that she still loved me, that she is in as much as a state as i am,.
that she wanted me, as much as i want her. that she dreams of me.
But... this is what i asked her to do, to songesha on, to marry, have a family, something that i could not give her. my bella, my love.
Tanna.
Alice come kwa me and picked me up and supported me to my room. these were all things that i could do myself, but, i was blinded, kwa bella.
"edward," she whispered, putting her hand to hard- cold back, i diddnt flinch, jsut stoof lookinga tthe floor.
i alisema nothing in return. what would i even say to her.
she huffed, and gave up, he leaned in to kiss me on the cheek, and he moved her mouth to me ear.
just that way i used to with bella.
her hands now searching for mine in the dark, i offered them to her, she held them tighty in her grasp.
"Oh my sweet brother. i know she loves you, i see it." she whispered softly.
i graped onto her waist and pulled her closer to me, i needed a hug.
i started to pant as all the memories of bella came back. her saying my name in her sleep. first kiss with those oh so tender lips, and seeing her about to die in my arms, in phoenix. Slipping through my fingers like water.
i felt, something wet in my eye.
i pushed out from alice. whats happening?
"edward!" she kneeled down, brushing away the tear that was now flowing down my cheek. it was warm. the only thing in my body that has heat.what bella loved.
The first time a vampire has ever cried before.
over bella.
"Edward. do wewe know what this means?"
"no"
"I dont care what we promised, what wewe promised her when we left, but your going to see her!"
The on-screen couple recently lit up the red carpet at the Twilight premiere on Monday night with the rest of the cast.
An insider reveals the secrets behind the set about the couple to the magazine: “Kristen and Rob bonded from the moment they met. They got along so well that people were convinced they were secretly in love. She [Kristen] and Rob had a lot in common, and it didn’t take long for them to develop a very close relationship.”
The insider also had to share: “They were very touchy-feely around each other and they seemed to share a lot of inside jokes.”
Maybe there’s zaidi than just movie magic going on, but we highly doubt it. Kristen, 18, has been dating actor Michael Angarano for, as she puts it, “forever.”
in the mood to be bila mpangilio again. *sighs*
I wrote a makala Last week on how Twilight found me, saying that the Cover did in fact haunt me.
but since i finally cave in and read. i realize that the Haunting is not over.
I'm Obsessed it's true, but this is turning scaryyyyy
I'm a Disney shabiki okay, majorly and well..i was watching "101 Dalma.." wewe know, anyways, i was watching it to get my mind off of Twilight for once...
and something just jumped up in my face i thought i would share.
one of the Charaters is named Jasper.
the "Call" that the mbwa do at night to send a message, is called
TWILIGHT Bark.
yeah...am i going insane? i think so..only i put in "21" with Jim surgess okay..and at the end of the movie he did something completely crazy he alisema a line from the Book.
"so, do i Dazzle you?"
I decided to turn off the TV and go to bed..sad thing is, the only thing i dream about is Edward.
should i be scared? O_______o
I wrote a makala Last week on how Twilight found me, saying that the Cover did in fact haunt me.
but since i finally cave in and read. i realize that the Haunting is not over.
I'm Obsessed it's true, but this is turning scaryyyyy
I'm a Disney shabiki okay, majorly and well..i was watching "101 Dalma.." wewe know, anyways, i was watching it to get my mind off of Twilight for once...
and something just jumped up in my face i thought i would share.
one of the Charaters is named Jasper.
the "Call" that the mbwa do at night to send a message, is called
TWILIGHT Bark.
yeah...am i going insane? i think so..only i put in "21" with Jim surgess okay..and at the end of the movie he did something completely crazy he alisema a line from the Book.
"so, do i Dazzle you?"
I decided to turn off the TV and go to bed..sad thing is, the only thing i dream about is Edward.
should i be scared? O_______o
Okay so I was watching an interview that Twilight Lexicon did with Taylor Lautner when they were filming the scenes in La Push.
(you can watch it here link)
Taylor talks about the general things, what they're filming etc. We also find out that he's giving the truck to Bella.
And then it gets interesting.
Near the end he mentions the werewolf transformations, and how he wants to know what he's going to look like. He also says that hair and make-up and wardrobe are having meetings with the director.
Hmmm..do wewe think that we'll see the mtu-bweha in this movie, au will there be a New Moon movie? Fingers-crossed!
Tell me what wewe think please.
(you can watch it here link)
Taylor talks about the general things, what they're filming etc. We also find out that he's giving the truck to Bella.
And then it gets interesting.
Near the end he mentions the werewolf transformations, and how he wants to know what he's going to look like. He also says that hair and make-up and wardrobe are having meetings with the director.
Hmmm..do wewe think that we'll see the mtu-bweha in this movie, au will there be a New Moon movie? Fingers-crossed!
Tell me what wewe think please.
I have recently visited Stephenie's Official site. I have become indefinitaly horrified.
Midnight Sun has been postponed indefinitaley.
Because stupid wh*r*es have ilitumwa up the beloved work of Midnight Sun that Stephenie had aliyopewa them with trust.
I am completely speechless with anger and sadness.
But, thankfully, and unfortunately, Stephenie has ilitumwa up the whole rough draft that was incomplete onto her Official site. I can't believe who would be so cruel as to not even care about the author's right and post up Midnight Sun with no authorization.
I deeply regret what has happened. I can't even imagine how hurt Mrs. Meyer is, but I hope she can come back from this awful experience.
Midnight Sun has been postponed indefinitaley.
Because stupid wh*r*es have ilitumwa up the beloved work of Midnight Sun that Stephenie had aliyopewa them with trust.
I am completely speechless with anger and sadness.
But, thankfully, and unfortunately, Stephenie has ilitumwa up the whole rough draft that was incomplete onto her Official site. I can't believe who would be so cruel as to not even care about the author's right and post up Midnight Sun with no authorization.
I deeply regret what has happened. I can't even imagine how hurt Mrs. Meyer is, but I hope she can come back from this awful experience.
