"Hiya"i alisema and everyone looked at me and dad looked at me with pleading eyes i looked away from him.
"Hi Nessie who are you?"alice asked sounding a little sad.
"I'm fine i cant wait to see mum"i alisema back to her.
"Renesmee please"dad alisema in a pleading tone.
I didnt say anything to him i just looked mbele waiting for mum to come.5minutes later i saw mum walking down the hall,when she got to us she went to dad first and kissed him so passionatly and lovingly he doent deserve that right now and i gave out a small dark chuckle.Mum turned to me and said:
"Whats so funny"she sounded really happy.
"Nothing dad really missed wewe thats all"i alisema back to her.
"I missed him too and i missed wewe how are you?"she alisema as she gave me a hug.
"I'm fine"i alisema back to her i will tell her everything when we get back to the house just in case.
Mum gave everyone a hug then went back to dad and he held her kwa the waist.We all went back to the house and sat in the front room.
"Mum i have some news dont worrie its good"i alisema to her.
"I'm pregnant"as i alisema that she smiled.
"I am so happy for wewe honey"then she gave me a hug.
As she was hugging me i was thinking about what i saw dad did then i remembered my gift mum had just saw what i was seeing.I looked at mum she looked hurt,sad and heartbroken.I looked over to dad his face was shocked.Mum turned around to him .
"I am so sorry bella"now he was standing about 4 meters away from mum.
Then i heard alice shout:
"GRAB HER!"
Right then mum jumped at dad but emmett and jasper caught her in time.Now mum was being held back kwa them now she was struggling to go for dad and she was screaming.
"HOW COULD wewe DO THIS TO ME,I THOUGHT wewe LOVED ME,I GAVE EVERYTHING FOR YOU!"everyone looked confused but dad looked sorry,sad,heartbroken.
"What is going on?"esme asked.
"He cheated on me with Tanya!"mum shouted.
"You did what Edward!"everyone shouted at him.But dad didnt say anything.
"Bella i am so so--"before he could finish i shouted at him.
"LEAVE MUM ALONE DAD wewe HAVE HURT HER ENOUGH JUST LEAVE HER ALONE AND ME".Then i walked over to mum.
I put my hands on the sides of her faces and said:
"Mum it is going to be okay wewe are coming to stay with me and jacob come on lets go get your stuff".she didnt say anything she just nodded then jasper and emmett let her go and i took her hand.We started walking and just as we walked past dad when mum said:
"I just need to say something dont worrie i am under controll"she gave me a look and i let here go.
She walked over to dad and stood infront of him.
"I Hate You"she alisema then she slapped him really hard in the face.
Then she walked over to me and we walked over to her and dad's house.
We got there and mum started packing in the middle of packing she fell to the floor and started sobbing.I went over and started hugging her.
"Its okay mum everything is going to be okay"i soothed her but she carried on.
"Its not Nessie it s not he has broken my moyo how can i forgive him e has hurt me so much i hate him how can i forgive him?".i didnt say anything i didnt know what to say.
After a couple of dakika she was done packing and we left the cottage and went back to the house for my car.We got to the house and dad was standing at my car.
"Dad get off my car now!"i alisema to him but he didnt move.
"Dad i have a baseball bat in the car i know it will not hurt wewe but it will please me so get off and leave us alone before i get it"he looked at me in shock but didnt move.
So i went to my shina and took out the baseball bat it was metal and when dad saw the bat he steped off the car.
"Great songesha dad"i alisema and me and mum got in the car.
"Bella please just hear me out please dont leave me i upendo you"dad alisema he sounded so moyo broken it would make wewe cry.
"If wewe loved me wewe would have done this to me"mum alisema then we drove away.
I looked over to mum she looked like she was going to cry,how could dad do this to her.We got to my house and went inside,jake was already nyumbani he was sitting in the front room.He saw me come in.
"Babe your nyumbani how was your mum?"before i answered him mum came in the door jake went over to him and gave mum a hug.
"I wanted to kill him but nessie stoped me i am so sorry"jake alisema to mum.
"D"Up stairs sekunde door on the left"i alisema to her and then she went to her room.
ont worrie about it um where is the guest room?"mum asked in a sad voice.
Then jake came over to me and started hugging me then he said:
"What happened?"
"Mum huged me i was thinking of dad and i forgot about my gift and she saw mum went for dad but didnt get her she alisema she hated him,as we were walking she slaped him,she got her stuff and i almost hit dad with my baseball bat and mum is staying with us".then i put my head into his chest.
"Its going to be okay dont worrie"jake soothed me.
"I dont think it is going to be okay"i alisema back to him.
I fell asleep that night with jacobs arms around me i felt really salama when jake with me but i felt sorry for mum she didnt have dads arms around her to feel safe.Will she ever have dads arms around her.
Slow, we paddle through the lake
Straight to the very center of the darkest water
Where we can embrace the shadows on the surface
The eyes that look up lifeless from our twins below
And though your arms and legs are under
upendo will be the echo in your ears when all is Lost and plundered
My upendo will be there still
True, it's chilling to behold
Up close we stumble backwards laughing in our boat
Till the image sinks away to someplace far but certain
A land of mere suspension where someday we must go
And though your arms and legs are under
upendo will be the echo in your ears when all is Lost and plundered
My upendo will be there still
Though your arms and legs are under
upendo will be the echo in your ears when all is Lost and plundered
My upendo will be there still
Straight to the very center of the darkest water
Where we can embrace the shadows on the surface
The eyes that look up lifeless from our twins below
And though your arms and legs are under
upendo will be the echo in your ears when all is Lost and plundered
My upendo will be there still
True, it's chilling to behold
Up close we stumble backwards laughing in our boat
Till the image sinks away to someplace far but certain
A land of mere suspension where someday we must go
And though your arms and legs are under
upendo will be the echo in your ears when all is Lost and plundered
My upendo will be there still
Though your arms and legs are under
upendo will be the echo in your ears when all is Lost and plundered
My upendo will be there still
If we never found this love
If we never took that road
If we hadn't had the heart
We wouldn't have this home
Love, upendo will take you
Love, upendo will take wewe there
Love, upendo will take you
Love, upendo will take wewe there
In this world the moyo beats slow
In my arms let's share the cold
In my eyes you’re all I've known
Darling let's go home
Love, upendo will take you
Love, upendo will take wewe there
Love, upendo will take you
Love, upendo will take wewe there
Love, upendo will take you
Love, upendo will take wewe there
Love, upendo will take you
Love, upendo will take wewe there
If we never took that road
If we hadn't had the heart
We wouldn't have this home
Love, upendo will take you
Love, upendo will take wewe there
Love, upendo will take you
Love, upendo will take wewe there
In this world the moyo beats slow
In my arms let's share the cold
In my eyes you’re all I've known
Darling let's go home
Love, upendo will take you
Love, upendo will take wewe there
Love, upendo will take you
Love, upendo will take wewe there
Love, upendo will take you
Love, upendo will take wewe there
Love, upendo will take you
Love, upendo will take wewe there
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Life on earth is changing
Life on earth is ending
And time on earth is ending
And time on earth is changing
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Life on earth is ending
Life on earth is changing
And time on earth is changing
And time on earth is ending
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Life on earth is changing
Life on earth is ending
And time on earth is ending
And time on earth is changing
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Life on earth is ending
Life on earth is changing
And time on earth is changing
And time on earth is ending
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Last born of the clan
First one to be free
Lived inside a house
Beneath the hanging tree
Loved them deadly nights
That chilled him to the bone
Words were cried at night
In unforgiving tones
Blood of his men was gone beneath snow
He picked up his kisu and his bow
Killer of Jonathan Low
Violence from without
And anger from within
Crawling through the fields
Informing inayofuata of kin
They all turned their backs
But they all knew his name
And if he could return
They'd probably do the same
Blood of his Marafiki was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
The blood of his Marafiki was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
First one to be free
Lived inside a house
Beneath the hanging tree
Loved them deadly nights
That chilled him to the bone
Words were cried at night
In unforgiving tones
Blood of his men was gone beneath snow
He picked up his kisu and his bow
Killer of Jonathan Low
Violence from without
And anger from within
Crawling through the fields
Informing inayofuata of kin
They all turned their backs
But they all knew his name
And if he could return
They'd probably do the same
Blood of his Marafiki was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
The blood of his Marafiki was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
The moon is always full for us
The road is always clear
That's not what wewe want to hear
One is born so one can die
wewe must wait a real long time
That's zaidi than wewe can bear
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the siku wewe cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
Rolling in on a burning tire
You're gonna set my house on fire
Just to onyesha me that wewe were there
Flowers raised up like a snake
wewe will raise to leave me bait
And always, always take
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the siku wewe cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
The moon is always full for us
The road is always clear
That’s not what wewe want to hear
That’s not what wewe want to hear
The road is always clear
That's not what wewe want to hear
One is born so one can die
wewe must wait a real long time
That's zaidi than wewe can bear
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the siku wewe cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
Rolling in on a burning tire
You're gonna set my house on fire
Just to onyesha me that wewe were there
Flowers raised up like a snake
wewe will raise to leave me bait
And always, always take
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the siku wewe cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
The moon is always full for us
The road is always clear
That’s not what wewe want to hear
That’s not what wewe want to hear
I think I know what’s on your mind
A couple words, a great divide
Waiting in the wings, a small respite
Crowding up the foreground from behind
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
Take anything wewe want, it’s fine
Keep up the slow life for the night
Don’t take it back, I’ll just deny
This constant noise all the time
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
A couple words, a great divide
Waiting in the wings, a small respite
Crowding up the foreground from behind
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
Take anything wewe want, it’s fine
Keep up the slow life for the night
Don’t take it back, I’ll just deny
This constant noise all the time
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
When these pillars get put down
It will be wewe who wears the crown
And I’ll owe everything to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
How much pain has cracked your soul
And how much upendo would make wewe whole
You’re my guiding lightning strike
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
And she attacks me like a Leo
When my moyo is mgawanyiko, baidisha like Rio
And I assure wewe my debts are real
I can’t find the words to say
When I’m confused
I traveled half the world to say
wewe are my muse
Oooohh
Oooohh
Oooohh
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
It will be wewe who wears the crown
And I’ll owe everything to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
How much pain has cracked your soul
And how much upendo would make wewe whole
You’re my guiding lightning strike
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
And she attacks me like a Leo
When my moyo is mgawanyiko, baidisha like Rio
And I assure wewe my debts are real
I can’t find the words to say
When I’m confused
I traveled half the world to say
wewe are my muse
Oooohh
Oooohh
Oooohh
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
So pretty, so smart
Such a waste of her young heart
What a pity, what a sham
What’s the matter with wewe man
Don’t wewe see it’s wrong, can’t wewe get it right
Out of mind and out of sight
Call on all your girls, don’t forget the boys
Put a lid on all that noise
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
wewe stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I hear you’re living out of state
Running in a whole new scene
wewe know I haven’t slept in weeks
You’re the only thing I see
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
wewe stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
wewe stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
No matter what wewe do
Yeah I’ll be true to you
Such a waste of her young heart
What a pity, what a sham
What’s the matter with wewe man
Don’t wewe see it’s wrong, can’t wewe get it right
Out of mind and out of sight
Call on all your girls, don’t forget the boys
Put a lid on all that noise
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
wewe stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I hear you’re living out of state
Running in a whole new scene
wewe know I haven’t slept in weeks
You’re the only thing I see
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
wewe stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
wewe stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
No matter what wewe do
Yeah I’ll be true to you
I was a quick wet boy
Diving too deep for coins
All of your mitaani, mtaa light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
aliiba me a dog-eared map
And called for wewe everywhere
Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
au Lost you
American mouth
Big pill looming
Now I’m a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain streams
Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounding, bleeding
au Lost you
American mouth
Big pill stuck going down
Diving too deep for coins
All of your mitaani, mtaa light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
aliiba me a dog-eared map
And called for wewe everywhere
Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
au Lost you
American mouth
Big pill looming
Now I’m a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain streams
Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounding, bleeding
au Lost you
American mouth
Big pill stuck going down
Should never think
What’s in your heart
What’s in our home
And so I won’t
And you’ll learn to hate me
Still call me baby
Oh, love
So call me kwa my name
And save your soul
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
Before nothing can be done
Try to decide when
She’ll lie in the end
Ain’t got no fight in me
In this whole damn world
Tell wewe to hold off
Choose to hold on
It’s one thing that I’ve known
Once I put my kanzu, koti on
Coming out in this all wrong, ooh
She’s standing outside holding me
Saying oh please
I’m in love
I’m in love
Girl save your soul, ooh
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
And before nothing can be done
‘Cause without me
wewe got it all
So hold on
Without me wewe got it all
Hold on
Without me wewe got it all
Without me wewe got it all
So hold on
Without me wewe got it all
So hold on
Without me wewe got it all
So hold on
What’s in your heart
What’s in our home
And so I won’t
And you’ll learn to hate me
Still call me baby
Oh, love
So call me kwa my name
And save your soul
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
Before nothing can be done
Try to decide when
She’ll lie in the end
Ain’t got no fight in me
In this whole damn world
Tell wewe to hold off
Choose to hold on
It’s one thing that I’ve known
Once I put my kanzu, koti on
Coming out in this all wrong, ooh
She’s standing outside holding me
Saying oh please
I’m in love
I’m in love
Girl save your soul, ooh
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
And before nothing can be done
‘Cause without me
wewe got it all
So hold on
Without me wewe got it all
Hold on
Without me wewe got it all
Without me wewe got it all
So hold on
Without me wewe got it all
So hold on
Without me wewe got it all
So hold on
