I was just fuming. The last thing I needed was them doing this. It hurt so deeply that they didn't trust me. I was responsible. But they didn't see that.
"Rennesmee." My dad's voice came from the stairwell.
"Leave me alone!" I screamed. Couldn't they get the hint? I needed them to go away for a while. To just give me a break for like one second.
"We'll go shortly if that's what wewe want." I didn't regret yelling at him. Which isn't the best quality, but I didn't give a damn at that moment.
~Later~
I woke up from the endless time of isolation, that I had so craved earlier. It was dark again outside, but I didn't need sleep anymore.
I was starving. I hadn't eaten all day, so my stomach was empty.
They had left earlier at my request, and went to Seattle. What they were going to do there, I had no idea, but they were gone, and I was happy.
My brain was racking with all of my thought's of anger and depression at their lack of trust. I was smarter than they were giving me credit for.
I wanted to take advantage of my privacy, but what could I do. Then I realized that now sitting on my kitanda side table, were the documents.
I picked up the rectangle ID, and stared at it for a few sekunde before I came up with my great idea.
If they wanted to not trust me, then why not give them exactly that? I grab my ID and drivers license and ran to my window. My car was parked right outside, and rather than risk getting caught, I went for the easy escape route.
Once I was in my car, I was on the highway and headed for the first place I could think of. I was twenty-one right, so as celebration, I was going to get my self a drink. A real drink, maybe even straight from the bottle.
I pulled up to the small liquor store and got slowly out of my car. The zaidi mature I acted here, the zaidi I could get away with buying.
I walked inside and saw the young clerk staring at me. He looked maybe twenty-four, and was obviously attracted to me.
"Excuse me." I walked over to the counter, and could see him squirming in his seat.
"Uh.... yes.." He stuttered.
"What would wewe suggest is the best kind of," I paused, "drink for a celebration?" How was I supposed to know anything about drinking anyways? My parents didn't drink, well they drank something else, but I thought asking him would give us both satisfaction.
"Um," He turned around and looked through a few boxes. When he finally turned back, he had a small piece of paper in his hands. "I would suggest Baileys. And they're on sale." He handed me the small coupon.
"Thank you." I started to walk towards the back of the store and noticed the bottle on a small shelf. It looked nice, even for a drink on sale. I grabbed a bottle and walked back to the counter.
"That'll be 24.99." I handed him the money and he handed me the Baileys.
Once I had left the store, I drove down the the beach. It was night so there was no one there.
I grabbed my Baileys and headed for the quiet spot over kwa the trees.
I flipped off my shoes, and dangled my feet in the water, while opening the bottle at the same time.
I held it up, wished my self luck, and gulped down some of the Baileys. There was no way I was going to sip this. I wanted to come home, and freak my parents out good. They weren't even going to know what hit them.
It tasted good. It was creamy, and definitely strong, but that's what I had been aiming for.
I had a few zaidi gulps, and felt my self getting a little tipsy. My vision was a little blurry, and it was hard to keep my self balanced. So this is what it felt like to be drunk. Well I was enjoying it, and being drunk, I decided to have a few zaidi drinks before slumping over onto my knees.
I wasn't feeling that great anymore, but it was like I couldn't stop.
The bottle was almost empty, when I heard footsteps coming from the trees.
"Nessie?" I recognized the voice instantly as Jake's.
I lifted my self up slowly, and looked towards him just before slumping over again.
"Nessie, what happened to you?" He was instantly at my side and started to lift me up when he noticed the empty bottle of Baileys.
"You drank a whole bottle of Baileys?" He picked my up and set me in his lap on the ground.
I slowly lifted my head and looked at his face. "Not all of it." I felt my head tipping to the side.
"What got into your head?" I didn't want to worry him, just my parents.
"I...." I stuttered. "I wanted to make my parents mad." My words awere kinda slurred together, no surprise.
"Why?" I closed my eyes and leaned my head back into his arm.
"Because they're sending me away." I looked into his eyes, and out of no where kissed him.
We had kissed before but not like we were kissing now. And he was not just waiting for me to stop, he was totally into it too.
After that inayofuata moment, my life was never the same.
It was weird. We both like Lost control and there was no going back.
"Rennesmee." My dad's voice came from the stairwell.
"Leave me alone!" I screamed. Couldn't they get the hint? I needed them to go away for a while. To just give me a break for like one second.
"We'll go shortly if that's what wewe want." I didn't regret yelling at him. Which isn't the best quality, but I didn't give a damn at that moment.
~Later~
I woke up from the endless time of isolation, that I had so craved earlier. It was dark again outside, but I didn't need sleep anymore.
I was starving. I hadn't eaten all day, so my stomach was empty.
They had left earlier at my request, and went to Seattle. What they were going to do there, I had no idea, but they were gone, and I was happy.
My brain was racking with all of my thought's of anger and depression at their lack of trust. I was smarter than they were giving me credit for.
I wanted to take advantage of my privacy, but what could I do. Then I realized that now sitting on my kitanda side table, were the documents.
I picked up the rectangle ID, and stared at it for a few sekunde before I came up with my great idea.
If they wanted to not trust me, then why not give them exactly that? I grab my ID and drivers license and ran to my window. My car was parked right outside, and rather than risk getting caught, I went for the easy escape route.
Once I was in my car, I was on the highway and headed for the first place I could think of. I was twenty-one right, so as celebration, I was going to get my self a drink. A real drink, maybe even straight from the bottle.
I pulled up to the small liquor store and got slowly out of my car. The zaidi mature I acted here, the zaidi I could get away with buying.
I walked inside and saw the young clerk staring at me. He looked maybe twenty-four, and was obviously attracted to me.
"Excuse me." I walked over to the counter, and could see him squirming in his seat.
"Uh.... yes.." He stuttered.
"What would wewe suggest is the best kind of," I paused, "drink for a celebration?" How was I supposed to know anything about drinking anyways? My parents didn't drink, well they drank something else, but I thought asking him would give us both satisfaction.
"Um," He turned around and looked through a few boxes. When he finally turned back, he had a small piece of paper in his hands. "I would suggest Baileys. And they're on sale." He handed me the small coupon.
"Thank you." I started to walk towards the back of the store and noticed the bottle on a small shelf. It looked nice, even for a drink on sale. I grabbed a bottle and walked back to the counter.
"That'll be 24.99." I handed him the money and he handed me the Baileys.
Once I had left the store, I drove down the the beach. It was night so there was no one there.
I grabbed my Baileys and headed for the quiet spot over kwa the trees.
I flipped off my shoes, and dangled my feet in the water, while opening the bottle at the same time.
I held it up, wished my self luck, and gulped down some of the Baileys. There was no way I was going to sip this. I wanted to come home, and freak my parents out good. They weren't even going to know what hit them.
It tasted good. It was creamy, and definitely strong, but that's what I had been aiming for.
I had a few zaidi gulps, and felt my self getting a little tipsy. My vision was a little blurry, and it was hard to keep my self balanced. So this is what it felt like to be drunk. Well I was enjoying it, and being drunk, I decided to have a few zaidi drinks before slumping over onto my knees.
I wasn't feeling that great anymore, but it was like I couldn't stop.
The bottle was almost empty, when I heard footsteps coming from the trees.
"Nessie?" I recognized the voice instantly as Jake's.
I lifted my self up slowly, and looked towards him just before slumping over again.
"Nessie, what happened to you?" He was instantly at my side and started to lift me up when he noticed the empty bottle of Baileys.
"You drank a whole bottle of Baileys?" He picked my up and set me in his lap on the ground.
I slowly lifted my head and looked at his face. "Not all of it." I felt my head tipping to the side.
"What got into your head?" I didn't want to worry him, just my parents.
"I...." I stuttered. "I wanted to make my parents mad." My words awere kinda slurred together, no surprise.
"Why?" I closed my eyes and leaned my head back into his arm.
"Because they're sending me away." I looked into his eyes, and out of no where kissed him.
We had kissed before but not like we were kissing now. And he was not just waiting for me to stop, he was totally into it too.
After that inayofuata moment, my life was never the same.
It was weird. We both like Lost control and there was no going back.
i couldn't let myself even think for a sekunde that i could ease Rosalies Pain.
i never thought that anyone could, not even Emmett at his full best, and here i sit with everything she ever wanted, and i dont even want it. how could i be so selfish to tie the knot and give up the chance that i might regret for a long time adn might risk a wonderful friendship.
What about Alice, and esme? They may not have asked but i know they would pass up the oppurtunitie.
And what about myself. I've already had a baby, ive got a daughter, but i will regret this later too.
I have the most precious gift for a vampire in my grasp and idont want it, if only i could give it away.
What would Happen to me, if i did use this. would i die, really truely die,
and jacob, his pack wouldnt not agree. i cant please anyone.
"Bella" i tunefull voice whispered outside.
i never thought that anyone could, not even Emmett at his full best, and here i sit with everything she ever wanted, and i dont even want it. how could i be so selfish to tie the knot and give up the chance that i might regret for a long time adn might risk a wonderful friendship.
What about Alice, and esme? They may not have asked but i know they would pass up the oppurtunitie.
And what about myself. I've already had a baby, ive got a daughter, but i will regret this later too.
I have the most precious gift for a vampire in my grasp and idont want it, if only i could give it away.
What would Happen to me, if i did use this. would i die, really truely die,
and jacob, his pack wouldnt not agree. i cant please anyone.
"Bella" i tunefull voice whispered outside.
10 Ways to Annoy Emmett Cullen
10. Tell him he looks like a creepy stalker rapist.
9. Inform him, as politely as possible, that he has grizzly in his teeth.
8. Ask who wears the pants in his relationship.
7. Try to stab him through the moyo with a stake.
6. Tell him brawn is out, scrawn is in.
5. Inquires as to how he feels to be the least-liked Cullen male.
4. When he is around, wonder aloud what Rosalie calls him in bed.
3. Ask if he is overcompensating for something with that Jeep.
2. Ask if he is overcompensating for something with those muscles.
And the Number One way to annoy Emmett Cullen?
1. When he denies the above two claims, respond with “That’s not what Rosalie saaaaaid!”
10. Tell him he looks like a creepy stalker rapist.
9. Inform him, as politely as possible, that he has grizzly in his teeth.
8. Ask who wears the pants in his relationship.
7. Try to stab him through the moyo with a stake.
6. Tell him brawn is out, scrawn is in.
5. Inquires as to how he feels to be the least-liked Cullen male.
4. When he is around, wonder aloud what Rosalie calls him in bed.
3. Ask if he is overcompensating for something with that Jeep.
2. Ask if he is overcompensating for something with those muscles.
And the Number One way to annoy Emmett Cullen?
1. When he denies the above two claims, respond with “That’s not what Rosalie saaaaaid!”
10 Ways to Annoy Bella Swan
10. Ask about Mike.
9. Ask about Eric.
8. Ask about Jacob.
7. Ask about Edward.
6. After asking about all these boys, inquire as to how much she is paying them, and where in the White Pages she looked for fake fan-boys.
5. When she complains about not being a vampire, throw glitter on her and claim she sparkles just like a vampire in the sun.
4. Ask if the thought of Edward biting her makes her… happy.
3. Say that since Edward is technically dead, she is into necrophilia. Tell her that is sick and wrong, and she should stop with her weird fetishes.
2. Tell her we all know about the real reason she married Edward – the honeymoon.
And the Number One way to annoy Bella Swan?
1. Tell her that wewe and Jacob imprinted on each other, and are getting married. Tell her wewe are pregnant, and will be with him forever. Videotape the reaction.
10. Ask about Mike.
9. Ask about Eric.
8. Ask about Jacob.
7. Ask about Edward.
6. After asking about all these boys, inquire as to how much she is paying them, and where in the White Pages she looked for fake fan-boys.
5. When she complains about not being a vampire, throw glitter on her and claim she sparkles just like a vampire in the sun.
4. Ask if the thought of Edward biting her makes her… happy.
3. Say that since Edward is technically dead, she is into necrophilia. Tell her that is sick and wrong, and she should stop with her weird fetishes.
2. Tell her we all know about the real reason she married Edward – the honeymoon.
And the Number One way to annoy Bella Swan?
1. Tell her that wewe and Jacob imprinted on each other, and are getting married. Tell her wewe are pregnant, and will be with him forever. Videotape the reaction.
Rob talks to the Daily Record about everything from his Bel Ami shoot ( when wewe read the makala wewe just know that the Uma Thurman quote is destined to be requoted and rehashed out-of-context for the inayofuata year), to his loss of privacy, to Breaking Dawn.
“He is also set to nyota in the final Twlight film based on the vitabu Breaking Dawn, which may be broken into two films, due to the number of books.
He admits to mixed emotions about the end of the saga.
He said: “”It will be strange but it will be great just to be able to know what I’m doing. Not knowing when Breaking Dawn is going to shoot – because it changes all the time – is a kind of burden, to have this thing where wewe don’t know when it’s going to happen.
“So you’ve got to organise everything in your life around that and that can be difficult.”