Chapter 1
Cuddled up in my kitanda I remember the better days when Edward and I could tell each other everything. But how could I tell him something that could evidently ruin our friendship? I can’t kubeba not to have him in my life, no matter how small au large a part he plays in it I shall keep the secret from him. Jacob knows something is wrong but what does he expect he knows I am in upendo with Edward but won’t let me go. All I am to him is a ngumi, punch bag! I and everyone else in Forks knows how he sleeps around and also wonder why I take him back, but how can I not as hard as it is to admit I upendo him, but I am not in upendo with him. My Marafiki wonder how I can say that but the truth is when he is truly himself he is one of the nicest people wewe will ever meet. It is just a shame that side of him isn’t shown zaidi frequently. Climbing out of kitanda the first thing I am face with is a picha of Edward and I at junior prom, I remember that siku so clearly Flashback E – Bella, wewe know your my best friend? And wewe know how much I upendo you? So will wewe please, please, please go to prom with me – I know wewe hate to dance but wewe don’t need to I promise but please come.
How could I say no to him? I upendo him.
B – Okay Edward I will go with wewe but wewe owe me big time. As soon as they words escaped my lips he pulled me into one of his large kubeba hugs that I upendo so much.
End of Flashback
I stood up and began to get dressed in a white t-shirt and black blazer, today I honestly couldn’t care less what I looked like. As I was about to walk out I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror and I had to admit I looked good. After grabbing an apple for breakfast a small smile spread across my face at how I looked today. I thought how Edward would never be able to take his eyes off me, then that image was quickly removed from my head at the realization that Edward would never truly like me in that way. Then my good mood ended. Grabbing my keys from the dish in the hall I headed out to my Little Ford Ka which I had to admit I loved dearly, as I was about to reverse a mop of brown hair standing behind my car caught my attention. It was Edward a small smile spread across my face as he chapped on the passenger window.(E) Bella, Good Morning Babe, Do wewe mind giving me a lift to school? (B) Ofcourse! What are best Marafiki for. (E)Your right your my best friend in the whole wide world and I hope wewe always will be!
That was it the tears started to appear in my eyes at that, me always being his best friend nothing more? It broke my moyo I quickly wiped the tear way before he noticed and began what was going to be a long journey to school.
Okay people (: So I know its short and I think its crap but please leave maoni to help me that is if wewe want me to continue and I promise I shall try to make it as good as possible ! Thanks!
Lisa.
Ps – I would like to thank CarlislesLover for naming my fanfic !
Cuddled up in my kitanda I remember the better days when Edward and I could tell each other everything. But how could I tell him something that could evidently ruin our friendship? I can’t kubeba not to have him in my life, no matter how small au large a part he plays in it I shall keep the secret from him. Jacob knows something is wrong but what does he expect he knows I am in upendo with Edward but won’t let me go. All I am to him is a ngumi, punch bag! I and everyone else in Forks knows how he sleeps around and also wonder why I take him back, but how can I not as hard as it is to admit I upendo him, but I am not in upendo with him. My Marafiki wonder how I can say that but the truth is when he is truly himself he is one of the nicest people wewe will ever meet. It is just a shame that side of him isn’t shown zaidi frequently. Climbing out of kitanda the first thing I am face with is a picha of Edward and I at junior prom, I remember that siku so clearly Flashback E – Bella, wewe know your my best friend? And wewe know how much I upendo you? So will wewe please, please, please go to prom with me – I know wewe hate to dance but wewe don’t need to I promise but please come.
How could I say no to him? I upendo him.
B – Okay Edward I will go with wewe but wewe owe me big time. As soon as they words escaped my lips he pulled me into one of his large kubeba hugs that I upendo so much.
End of Flashback
I stood up and began to get dressed in a white t-shirt and black blazer, today I honestly couldn’t care less what I looked like. As I was about to walk out I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror and I had to admit I looked good. After grabbing an apple for breakfast a small smile spread across my face at how I looked today. I thought how Edward would never be able to take his eyes off me, then that image was quickly removed from my head at the realization that Edward would never truly like me in that way. Then my good mood ended. Grabbing my keys from the dish in the hall I headed out to my Little Ford Ka which I had to admit I loved dearly, as I was about to reverse a mop of brown hair standing behind my car caught my attention. It was Edward a small smile spread across my face as he chapped on the passenger window.(E) Bella, Good Morning Babe, Do wewe mind giving me a lift to school? (B) Ofcourse! What are best Marafiki for. (E)Your right your my best friend in the whole wide world and I hope wewe always will be!
That was it the tears started to appear in my eyes at that, me always being his best friend nothing more? It broke my moyo I quickly wiped the tear way before he noticed and began what was going to be a long journey to school.
Okay people (: So I know its short and I think its crap but please leave maoni to help me that is if wewe want me to continue and I promise I shall try to make it as good as possible ! Thanks!
Lisa.
Ps – I would like to thank CarlislesLover for naming my fanfic !