Kristen Stewart

pretty much a bila mpangilio New Moon one shot as the title suggests. set after Bella becomes Marafiki with Jake but before the bikes are finished.
the italic bits are lines from a play done at the 2009 Tony awards about a depressed woman. i thought it was appropriate. if they sound farmiliar, it's because they have been used on this site previously in a House fanfic.
hope wewe enjoy, feel free to maoni :)



Another day. Without thinking I look towards my window, always unlocked but never opened.
I curled tighter into myself. This wasn’t the way to start my day.
Do wewe wake up in the morning and need...

It happens. There’s no avoiding it. When wewe can see the darkness coming, there’s nothing wewe can do rather than lie there helplessly, waiting. Waiting for the torment to end. Then finally, when wewe know it’s all over, there’s that one ray of hope willing to take your life back. So wewe reach out for it, not wanting to loose it. Lock it in a box and throw away the key.
“Charlie how long zamani was it when wewe found her?”
That calm voice echoed around the large space in my empty head. The light was fading, seeping out the sides of the box that I locked it in. It was escaping fast and...

-Edward-

"It will be fine," Bella says again.

I don't answer. I don't need to.

Renesmee turns, as if sensing my thoughts, and, gathering from her own, she has.
"Dad, I am not going to cease to exist."
"I know."
"So please stop worrying." Her brow creases slightly, just as Bella's used to.

Drifting up the stairs slowly, the sound of the kinanda playing the particular song I had composed for Renesmee, sounded.

"Ready to go?" Bella asks Renesmee.
"Almost," she replies. "Just give me a sekunde to stop hyperventilating."
"Great," Bella says, giving Renesmee one last hug before she hurries downstairs. Rosalie...