I had just fallen asleep when the sun appeared, and woke me up from my slumber. Even though I've been asleep for all of two dakika I feel like, like,hot chokoleti on a cold winters night, au a cool breeze on a summer's day. My moyo leaped with joy, a happiness I haven't felt since my best friend died. I had no reason to be this happy, but yet all the reason in the world. I pushed the covers from over my head, got up I felt stronger, not muscle strong, but like a I'm going to make it stronger, like there is nothing I can't do! The whole world is mine, and I am no one's.
"Scarlet, Breakfast!" My mother called to me, I bounced down the stairs, "Good Morning, Mother, Father, how are wewe today?" I kissed each of them, they looked stunned. I smiled "It's a Great siku isn't it?" They looked at me "Well its time for me to head on to school, I upendo wewe guys." I left my parents stunned, and shocked for words. On the way to the bus stop my friend Nathaniel Fahrenheit, ran up to me. "Hey girl, whats got wewe so happy?" He embraced me with a hug, "I haven't seen wewe this happy since...." He trailed off.
I smiled "since Lyric died. Yeah I know, I think I finally made peace." Nathaniel nodded, "Well it's good to see your smile again Scarlet." He looked at me again, "something else is different about wewe though, your not only happy, your like glowing'" I shrugged my shoulders, "I don't know Nat, I just feel Great! Like I can do anything. Be anybody!" Nathaniel grinned, "That's my girl, I've missed you, I'm glad your back." Nathaniel was/is my boyfriend, after Lyric died, things weren't the same between us.
He kissed me, and I kissed him, we both kissed each other. It felt so great, It feels so great, like I'm floating. Now on juu of feeling like i can do anything, and be anybody, I feel like I'm on a personal high. We stopped when we heard the bus approaching "Wow, Wow!" Nathaniel said, "That was, That was Wow." I giggled, "Wow your self Mr. Man." Nathaniel took my hand, and we walked on to the bus.
While on the bus, I kept on hearing an annoying beeping noise. I turned to see where it was coming from, but when I did, I ended up in my bed. What how'd I get here? I was Just on the bus! I got out of my kitanda this time I felt like, like everything in my world was dark. Like the siku I found out Lyric died, but this time its worst. I feel stupid, unloved, and like a very bad mistake.
"Scarlet, Breakfast" I went down stairs, "Mom didn't I-" She wasn't paying any mind to me, her and dad were glaring at each other, like they wanted to rip each other apart, instead of kiss passionately, and other things. "Mom?!" She looked at me "What honey?" My dad looked at me too, "Didn't I already come down here? I was on the bus a few dakika ago." My parents looked at me like I belonged in the asylum. "No honey, wewe didn't now go on to the bus."
I left with out a backwards glance, maybe Nathaniel would know what happen. I ran to the bus stop and he was already there, so was Rosemary. Nathaniel spotted me and quickly moved away from Rosemary. I pretended not to care "Rose, Nat, What goes on?" Nathaniel moved to my side, "Not much, Rose, was just, um Rose was..." He looked at Rose "I was just checking up on my past, seeing how everyone is."
It was a lie, "oh" was all I said, "Well Scarlet, how are you? wewe know ever since Lyric died, I haven't seen wewe around." "I'm good" I answered a bit harsher then what I wanted, "Good, good, and since were all good here Nat has something he would like to tell you." I looked at Nat, and got a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach, "Scarlet, we- we need to talk." I couldn't believe it, "Your braking up with me." Nathaniel shook his head, "No, No I think we should just, take a brake for a while see other people."
"Nathaniel ray Fahrenheit wewe can not do this to me! wewe promise we'd be together forever. FOREVER Nathaniel, wewe and me, wewe alisema nothing about Rosemary, and her fake....everything!" No one alisema anything, "Nathaniel look at me!!" He did, "I upendo you, don't do this to me, to us." Nathaniel averted his eyes, "I'm sorry- I just can't."
I wanted to run home, but the bus came and it was to late. I set in the back, and ended up sitting in gum, Then to juu it all off, I left my book bag at home, and I don't have my cell on me. I went to class, alone, no one talked to me and it felt as if the whole school was avoiding me. Even the teachers looked over me, didn't call on my name, skipped me when handing out papers. Lunch was even worst, everywhere I go someone would cough and then stair at me like I did something wrong.
I went to the one person who would tell me what was going on no mater what. "Maria, Maria" I ran down the hall way trying to catch up with her. "Wait up!" She stopped, but looked around like she didn't want to be seen. "What's up, why is everyone treating me this way?" She looked down "I can't talk to you." Then she walked away leaving me with haijajibiwa question.
Then the beeping stared again, it was louder then before. I turned around, and found my self back in my bed. "Ugh!!" I sighed in exasperation, "why dose this keep happening to me!!!!????" I laid back on my mto and closed my eyes Only to have my Mother bust in to my room. "Your still in bed?" "Come on get up its time for school! Oh and Lyric is here to see you." Lyric, my dead best friend came in to my room. I looked at her.
"What? I Thought wewe were dead." Lyric looked at me, "Wow Scarlet wewe have got to stop drinking sprite before wewe go to kitanda wewe know it mess with wewe mind. Now hurry, before wewe get us late." Lyric stared digging threw my closet, "Put this on and lets get going." She threw me a pair of Jeans, My I <3 Paramore T-shirt, and my all stars. I got out of bed, and went over to her. Poked her "I have got to be dreaming" Lyric looked at me.
"Are wewe okay? Maybe wewe shouldn't go to school." I shook my head, "I'm okay, i've just been haveing...Dreams." Lyric looked at me, "Well you've got to tell me all about it, later. Right now we need to hurry up and go to school." Some one stared to throw rocks up at the window. It was Nathaniel "you girls coming au what?" He yelled up to the window. Lyric looked down, "yeah yeah don't get your boxers in a bunch." Lyric looked at me, "Ready?" I nodded and we were off to school.

~Before I go, I'll leave with this. Are wewe really Awake?~