Chapter 4: Sunny day

These were the days of peace and happiness.
Days were spent in peace and love.
Jack loved his job, even though he wasn't that patient with children who didn't pay attention on his classes.
But, he knew. He was doing something
important, something useful.
And most of all, he knew that his lovely wife
and beautiful little Gwenny were waiting for him
at home.
Dana was amazing at kitchen.
Jack loved everything she made.
One happy family they were.

Like every morning, Jack would go to work,
and Dana would make a breakfast and some coffee to wake them up.
Morning coffee was something wonderful
for both of them.
After having breakfast, Jack would drink coffee
with Dana, looking at her with the same gentle
and passionate upendo that never fades.
"I'll see wewe later, darling." - Jack alisema and
went to work.

Dana was still sitting and enjoying in the coffee,
watching through the window the sunlight.
She could smell the flowers that were growing
in the yard.

I lied
I lied to them and got caught
I confessed up and told them the truth
but they get zaidi upset
I walk down the dark hallway
into my lonely empty room
I lie on my bed, thinking
I go to songesha and I can't
I fall down
pain shooting threw me
they walk in
saying I'm faking to make them feel bad
they walk out
leaving me on the ground
crying out in pain
I finally give up
crawl over to the closet
get the gun and cocked it
put it to my temple and pulled the trigger
life...filled with hate
I've chased down all my demons
but it wasn't enough
mistreated,misplaced,misunderstood.

I keep my rhythm
I tap in time,
My muziki is my world
An angry beat inside.
It can crash like a waterfall
au gradually trickle down,
It can make wewe laugh and cry
That powerful sound.

My headphones on my head
The lyrics flowing though,
Filling up my brain
muziki is the chakula I chew.
It can be beautiful, strange
Crazy and cool,
I couldn't live without music
There's a style to suit all.

muziki is like a brand new life
Jumping around your mind,
Each instrument that is played
Is an ingredient to find.
There's nothing quite like music
There's nothing quite like me,
wewe can always find a friend in music
muziki will always be.

The pain wewe caused isn't what scarred me
The burning tears wewe left me to shed isn't what burned me
Your last words aren't what hindered me
It was the Legend.

That endless struggle to win
To fight back
To not toss and turn in my bed
That secure feeling I had before you
To feel as a sharp as a pencil lead
Now that loneliness I feel without you
A constant reminder

Feeling my moyo beat again
Done with the breathtaking moments
And the heart-skipping kisses
To breathe again
Over and Done with

It wasn't those tears
It wasn't those words
It wasn't all that pain wewe left me to bare.

It wasn't the legend wewe were when wewe were here
But the legacy in my moyo that wewe left!

There I was. *sigh* Just sitting there, waiting for him. Who? wewe ask? My crush, Patrick Wellsiben, he was the one for me. Let alone, him being THE most maarufu boy in school, I was known as a loser. I was the omega of the mbwa mwitu pack. What am I talking about? Nevermind. My conscience says "Ask him out!", but my guts say "Don't do it you! He's gonna say no!" I don't know what to do! He comes near me and says "Hey." I stand there like a scarecrow smiling. "I feel stupid." "So stupid." Why shouldn't I get the attention from populars? I have short, thick black hair, I wear tank tops all the time, regular jeans and converse. So much for fitting in.

It's Funny, I Use To Be Popular. At First Some People Loved Me And Others Hated Me. Now Everyone Hates Me. Even My Old Best Friends. wewe See, I Always Found A Flaw In Everyone And Used It To Hurt Them. Not Physicly Hurt. I Made Them Feel Horrible About Them Selves. I Was The Reason wewe Cried On The Way Home. The Reason wewe Fake Sicked. Of Course Karma Came And Hit Me Like A Ton Of Bricks. I Try Hard To Be Nice, But No One At School Pays Attention To Me. Except Teachers. I Even Tried Sitting With My Old Friends.
"Hey, Guys!" I Said
"What Are wewe Doing Here?" alisema Lexi Illing
"I Just Wanted To Sit With You."
"Well, Their's No Room"
"Yeah, Right There." I alisema Pointing To The Empty Chair At The End.
"Well," alisema Victoria Khan Placing Her vitabu On The Seat. "Now It's Taken."
Everyone Laughed. Except Me Of Course. I Just Walked Away. Wishing, I Had Never Been So Cruel.