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even though I still hate u xante I thought I would do this(this is no sign of friendship!)
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"Pfft," scoffed Matt, "Who goes to stores?"
"Um...I do. I also do other things." I winked seductively at him. He instinctively sat on juu of me and chuckled. "Oh, I see how it is, muthadude."
"What's that babe? I'm so wrapped up in wewe that I don't have time to listen to your voice."
"Oh shut your face."
He kissed my neck and whispered, "I can't heeeaaar youuu..." I couldn't helped but giggle. Again. Like I always do. "OMG BABE wewe GIGGLED AGAIN! Why are wewe so cute?" He looked at me with his big, blue, puppy dog eyes.
"Matthew Lucien Lake...marry me..." I alisema as I laid back down on the bed. He...
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I woke up groggily on Sunday morning with a headache. "Ugh, every single day...I hate migraines," I complained. It was almost true. Then there's the almost. I was dizzy, still tired, and pretty hungry.
"What happened?" asked Matt as he yawned sleepily. "Is everything okay?"
"Yeah, I just have a headache." I buried my head on the pillow, inayofuata to him.
"Aww, want me to get some aspirin and water?" I shook my head. I can't take aspirins on an empty stomach. I laid back a bit zaidi and relaxed my body. I was so tense and frustrated. He put his arm over my chest and kissed my neck. "I think you'll...
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I upendo his soft brown eyes
and the way that he catches me kwa surprise and he never has to wear a disguise.
I upendo the way that he kisses me
and the way that he misses me.
I upendo the way that he alisema that I upendo wewe first. But baby I really upendo wewe the most.
I upendo wewe the way that wewe just upendo me and only me. This is how life is suppose to be me loving wewe and wewe loving me. I know this is meant to be and that is what wewe told me. Baby I upendo wewe and this is true. I upendo wewe zaidi than words, can ever say, I upendo wewe zaidi when wewe take my breath way. I thank God for wewe everyday.
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Sometimes the one wewe take the bullet for is the one who pulls the trigger. </3

Just before wewe die, wewe see a reflection of the one wewe upendo and wewe realize that wewe gave everything and got nothing.

But sometimes you're just imagining that you're seeing them.

Sometimes, the person wewe take the bullet for is yourself.

Sometimes it's wewe that's pulling the trigger and wewe can't, wewe just don't want to, admit it.

And sometimes, wewe find yourself so Lost in the midst of the blood that wewe don't realize that maybe it wasn't wewe whole pulled the trigger on yourself.

You pulled it on someone else...
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This was what he wrote on his birthday this year:

Two decades - a bit more.
The tears, the scars.
The sweat, the pain.
23 funerals.
The toils of life.
Life itself.
FUCK. The struggle.
I. CANNOT. EVEN.
But today is a different day.
The beginning of a new me.
The end of the old me.
I can lie no longer.
I've got to be true to myself.
All I've lived up to begins to
unravel
to reveal itself.
Today.
No longer am I the
bastard of ole.
The dick of yonder.
I am
XANTONA
ESTAFANO
EVINVALDO
da SILVA
SANTOS
RIVEIROS.
I'm gonna be a fuckin' legend.
I'm gonna be in the books.
But I have already been
bathed
in 21 years:
252 months:
7,560 days:...
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This is an entry from Xante's journal. It was on his dawati and the page was bookmarked:

I shall die forgotten
Yet I live unremembered.
I shall died uncared for
Yet I live neglected.
The hatred.
The push-pull of life.
The tears.
The push-pull of love.
I am not over here.
I am not over there.
I am not purgatory.
I am not nowhere.
So where do I belong?
DO I belong?
How would I know if there's a path worth taking?
What's dark is light.
What's light is dark.
What I once thought was mine belongs to someone else.
I don't even belong to myself.
I shall die unquestioned
Yet I live unasked.
I shall die under-worked
Yet I live...
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Source: Me again because im just so freakin aweshumm
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