I welcome this pain
beating down on me
Is it your eyes
that choose not to see?
All I would do
if only wewe knew
All of my trust
was aliyopewa to you
Oh, please, this is what I can give
What else do wewe need from me?
I might be sick, broken, torn to pieces
So, whatever this is, this thing that now I've become,
wewe hate it so much, wewe keep on running from it
No matter the distance, no matter how,
no matter how far
I buried this hurt,
concealed in this heart
Go lock all your doors,
these cold steps will warm
Oh, please, this is what I can give
What else do wewe need from me?
I might be sick, broken, torn to pieces
So, whatever this is, this thing that now I've become,
wewe hate it so much, wewe keep on running from it
No matter the distance, no matter how,
no matter how far
No matter how far
This is what I can give
What else do wewe need from me?
I might be sick, broken, torn to pieces
So, whatever this is, this thing that now I've become,
wewe hate it so much, wewe keep on running from it
No matter the distance, no matter how,
no matter how far
No, no matter how far
No, no matter how far
No, no matter how far
No, no matter how, no matter how far
beating down on me
Is it your eyes
that choose not to see?
All I would do
if only wewe knew
All of my trust
was aliyopewa to you
Oh, please, this is what I can give
What else do wewe need from me?
I might be sick, broken, torn to pieces
So, whatever this is, this thing that now I've become,
wewe hate it so much, wewe keep on running from it
No matter the distance, no matter how,
no matter how far
I buried this hurt,
concealed in this heart
Go lock all your doors,
these cold steps will warm
Oh, please, this is what I can give
What else do wewe need from me?
I might be sick, broken, torn to pieces
So, whatever this is, this thing that now I've become,
wewe hate it so much, wewe keep on running from it
No matter the distance, no matter how,
no matter how far
No matter how far
This is what I can give
What else do wewe need from me?
I might be sick, broken, torn to pieces
So, whatever this is, this thing that now I've become,
wewe hate it so much, wewe keep on running from it
No matter the distance, no matter how,
no matter how far
No, no matter how far
No, no matter how far
No, no matter how far
No, no matter how, no matter how far
Bloody flesh,
Empty bottles,
Swollen veins,
And darkened eyes.
Tears rain from my cheeks,
Landing like bombs on the floor below.
Screams claw at my throat…
I suddenly choke up.
Then I drop to my knees,
Praying for God to save me.
“You aren’t real”
I mutter….
“IF wewe are … You’d save them”
I pause and sniff.
“IF wewe are… you’d save my friends”
“Not me… just them.”
I ball up.
“I`m a monster…. Don’t save me”
“Please don’t, God.”
“Save them”
Empty bottles,
Swollen veins,
And darkened eyes.
Tears rain from my cheeks,
Landing like bombs on the floor below.
Screams claw at my throat…
I suddenly choke up.
Then I drop to my knees,
Praying for God to save me.
“You aren’t real”
I mutter….
“IF wewe are … You’d save them”
I pause and sniff.
“IF wewe are… you’d save my friends”
“Not me… just them.”
I ball up.
“I`m a monster…. Don’t save me”
“Please don’t, God.”
“Save them”