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fanpopping tangu August 2012

  • Female, 23 years old
  • Florence, Italy
  • Favorite TV Show: Many many things tbh
    Favorite Movie: Also many many things
    Favorite Musician: T-Swizzle
    Favorite Book or Author: The Hunger Games & Harry Potter
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…………Merry Christmas! ilitumwa miezi 8 iliyopita
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Viole alisema …
HOW DARE wewe TO COME HERE AND NOT EVEN SAY HI??? ripoti NOW!!!!!!!!!!! ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
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panther-jewel alinipa heshima za my articles
Thank you, not only for your kind words, also for checking on me; but I don’t want to pull wewe down, I just needed wewe to know that I don’t have a problem with you. It is just that nobody can help someone as long as that person doesn’t want to feel better and allows help. And I get a satisfaction from my suffering, I don’t want to lose my loyal true self, and deep mourning is the exclusive acceptable way for me and the only thing that causes me to not break down completely. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
panther-jewel ametoa maoni…
The Delena endgame is the only thing that I wish for, the story itself allows no other way to be ended, and I put everything else aside in the last eventful years (taking care of my Dad, mourning with my family after that, making a real start in working life, losing my unborn nephew, feeling with my sister after that, …) and made DE what kept me going through everything because I had no doubt about them truly belonging together and ending up with each other (hints, signs, parallels, …). I am still very hopeful, but I don’t have them that present anymore to get me through whatever I have to face, and I can’t get over all of it until the story – au at least, Damon’s part (the remaining Delena part) – will be over for good. I have never been so obsessed about something, I desperately NEED their happily-ever-after, but my condition already improved in me being able to eat eggplants again and coming back to enjoy watching DE shabiki videos. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
panther-jewel ametoa maoni…
Delena scenes from the onyesha have silent moments that allow me to think, and it is hard for me to deal with times when I have nothing to do and my always present sadness hits me even harder. I have no experience with strong emotions, I have always been a rational person with not many emotions, and I haven’t cried in I don’t know how many years before; but I now tear up several times each siku for already much zaidi than half a year. And I can’t tell many people around me what is wrong, I wouldn’t understand someone being broken because a fictional couple was put on hold, so that I can’t even work things out with other people around. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita
panther-jewel ametoa maoni…
But Delena will always be my true life purpose, and although I am grateful for the on-going DE beauty and have never Lost my confidence in the final end of the story, I am unbelievable sad and devastated as well as incredible emotionally empty and numb at the same time. It can only be healed kwa the Delena endgame, that is the only hope that I have left, while a part of me is probably broken beyond repair for good. zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita