rickman_lover

Alan Rickmam, I am yours.
Forever. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita

And now I am crying in my kitanda with the lights down listening to his voice and feeling my moyo burn because I know I will never be with him, I know that, no matter what I do, I can never laugh with him, nor pull him close, nor wake up and see his amazing eyes, nor touch his hand and kiss him gently. I know, it's pretty pathetic, and I feel like plain shit because of the distance between us. I know perfectly well that he is 52 years older than me. But hey, upendo is love. I'd give my life for him. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita

Exactly one mwaka ago, I fell in love. It is not what people expect from a 14 mwaka old. It is not a crush au simply being attracteed to the person. It is true love. I know because everytime I hear his voice my body shivers; because everytime I see his smile my moyo does a back flip; because everytime I see him holding another woman, pressing his lips sweetly against hers, I feel my stomach aches; because when I look into his eyes I feel myself in paradise. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita