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This is taken place two years after the events of New Moon.. I warn wewe , it's really long.

Sorry for the typos. I'm really tired.

2.41pm
Sitting on Emily's kitanda for the thousanth time in the last week, was surely a high light.
But the waiting for Jacob was not. He can take far too long sometimes, no doubt he does it on purpose, that way when he finally arrives, I'm almost boucing up and down.

I can tell he likes to see me like that, to see me happy, most defiantly for him.

But I suppose the most fulfilling thing in my growing need for Jacob is watching little Lylia and Dannielle sleep peacefully...
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When life offers wewe a dream so far beyond any of your expectations, it’s not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end.

Bella Swan, Twilight, Preface, p.1

I stared because their faces, so different, so similar, were all devastatingly, inhumanly beautiful.

Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 1, p.19

I peeked up at him one zaidi time, and regretted it. He was glaring down at me again, his black eyes full of revulsion. As I flinched away from him, shrinking against my chair, the phrase if looks could kill suddenly ran through my mind.

Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 1, p.24

I was sure, though, in...
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-Edward bought Bella a small silver phone. The kinds everybody has when there's an emergency. I wonder what's so special about the small silver phone.

Bella holds small sliver phone kwa it's edge. Almost dropping it.

Bella: Euw. It's small. and silver. and it's a phone. Omg its a small silver phone!!

Edward: Silver is sexy. Would wewe prefer a green giant phone instead, Bella?

Bella: No. Not green. I hate green. Green is wet. Green is damp. Green is Forks. I hate Forks.

Edward: If wewe haven't come to Forks then wewe wouldn;t have met me, your sexy, gorgeous, perfect boyfriend who's also a vampire...
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posted by KatiiCullen94
dear Alice.
i don't know why i say alice anymore, i think now i write these emails to myself, to secure me that wewe were real, that wewe all were , that he was.
There is evidence that wewe were here. and was my best friend. But sometimes i dont know wheither i was dreaming au not, But i stop that thought to think again, if it was a dream and wewe diddnt exist,then how did i know your name, au did i make wewe up, along with every one else. Maybe i'm going crazy, from without wewe i dont know. But i want to find out. Do wewe think a crazy person can be the one to digiosed themselves?? Lets hope for...
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posted by Renesmee_XD
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Edward wrapped the blood filled vial around his porcelain, tiled neck, and grinned, looking up at me with those beautiful golden eyes. Only he could make me feel this weak. It never fails - his breathtaking beauty always makes my stone cold, rock hard body feel like warm jello.

Before I was turned, I wanted to do something special. Something that would remind me of who I am, au was. Something for Edward. I also wanted to know exactly how I smelled as a human. I wanted to know what the big deal was. I nearly fainted when I poked myself. I began to shake as I let each...
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posted by Renesmee_XD
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Edward and I have been spending zaidi time alone lately. It was beginning to feel like we never spent time alone, just the two of us. I began to miss the nights Edward would come through my window and sit on my kitanda with me until I fell asleep. In the morning he’d do a good job of making me turn bright red when he would tell me what I was saying in my sleep, too. It was always his name I called, though, and I wasn’t ashamed.

The best thing about not having to sleep, is that there’s zaidi time to be awake with Edward. I would feel like a weak, diminutive...
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posted by Renesmee_XD
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We were out on a hunting trip when we discovered Charlie’s gift. At first, Edward and I had no idea why we couldn’t bring ourselves to attack the deers that seemed to be almost crowding the forest that day. A sudden, inexplicable rush of sympathy washed through my entire body. Edward, too, was unable to bring himself to harm the deer, which we normally refer to as “food.”

Edward and I were confused beyond explanation. Our throats were flaming, we hadn’t hunted in days, yet we couldn’t bring ourselves to harm the deer. I suddenly felt horrible for...
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posted by ebcullen4ever
These are my fave nukuu from the Eclipse book and movie.I hope wewe enjoy them.

The word boyfriend had me chewing on the inside of my cheek with a familiar tension while I stirred. It wasn’t the right word, not at all. I needed something zaidi expressive of eternal commitment… But words like destiny and fate sounded hokey when wewe used them in casual conversation.

Bella Swan, Eclipse, Chapter 1, p.6

It worked — your cooking skills have me soft as a marshmallow.

Bella Swan, Eclipse, Chapter 1, p.9

I wrenched the door out of my way — ridiculously eager — and there he was, my personal...
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I should have mentioned it to them… all of them. I didn’t want Rosalie, Emmett, Jasper au Baylor to become angry with me, so I didn’t tell them of my plans to let Charlie know about what I’ve become. Alice, Esme, Edward and of course Carlisle were the only ones I told.
After Edward called Carlisle to come help with Charlie and his fainting episode, Carlisle then called Esme at the Cullen house to let her know he would be late, and briefly explained what had happened to Charlie. Esme was on the nyumbani office phone thinking no one could hear her when...
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posted by Renesmee_XD
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I have to tell him. At some point, I know he will find out anyway. And, after seeing Jacob literally burst into mbwa mwitu form right before his eyes, I don’t think it should surprise him, too much.
Charlie needs to know. He needs to know the whole story, he needs to know what I am. I can’t keep coming up with excuses about my appearance, Nessie’s extremely fast mental and physical growth rate, and my cold, rock hard body. I can’t keep coming up with excuses as to why I can never be out in public on the rare sunny siku we have here in Forks. Most importantly,...
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Edward had seen how much I’ve been hurting over the past while over Charlie’s shooting. He could see every emotion flow through me, from confusion, to anger. He could also see how hard I was trying to conceal those very emotions, to keep them hidden from Nessie. I never want to make her worry.
Earlier today Nessie showed Edward and I her thoughts. When she touched us we saw her, Charlie, Jacob, Edward and myself gathered in Charlie’s living room. Charlie looked healthy, and happy. We were all laughing and having a good time. It was a simple thought,...
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posted by Renesmee_XD
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I could not help it. I was so angry at those horrible people for putting my Dad through this. Having to see him so lifeless, laying in his hospital bed, unable to do anything… it hurts me.
The bullet had shifted a little closer to Charlie’s heart, and Carlisle confronted me with an option. His option? To turn Charlie. Even though I don’t need to breathe, I somehow felt so out of breath, so confused, so… angry. I can’t believe it has come to this.

I…I… killed the criminals. I hate that word, and I am so mad at myself right now.

After Carlisle told...
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posted by Renesmee_XD
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Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars—points of light and reason… And then wewe shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When wewe were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded kwa the light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore. And there was no zaidi reason for anything.”
-Edward Cullen
New Moon Chapter 23, Page 514

Edward and I had a long talk last night. We do that...
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posted by Renesmee_XD
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As much as I struggled not to think of him, I did not struggle to forget. I worried—late in the night, when the exhaustion of sleep deprivation broke down my defenses—that it was all slipping away. That my mind was a sieve, and I would someday not be able to remember the precise color of his eyes, the feel of his cool skin, au the texture of his voice. I could not think of them, but I must remember them. Because there was just one thing that I had to believe to be able to live—I had to know that he existed. That was all. Everything else I could endure....
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posted by Renesmee_XD
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Remember my 1953 Chevrolet pickup truck? The one Charlie bought for me from Billy Black when I moved to Forks? Well, if you’ve been following my story, wewe would know that Edward purchased me an “after car”, for when I was turned. It’s a beautiful car. It’s fast, too. Different from my old pickup truck, to say the least. It’s a Ferrari F430. Nice to look at, but Edward always knew I missed my old pickup truck. It’s been parked on Charlie’s lawn for the longest time. To my disappointment, it stopped running. I thought I’d never get to drive...
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posted by 1TeamEdwardFan
hujambo guys, this is my first shabiki fic, i don't think i'm a good writer but i just thought i would try. Also thank wewe to Keppie who without her i wouldn't have made half of this story.


Bella's POV


I pulled into my driveway in my old, red Chevy truck, i had, had a very long siku and i was tired and exhausted, all i wanted to do was go too sleep.

*Flashback*

Edward and his family were all on a hunting trip, leaving me behind with nothing to do all siku except go to school. Atleast if they all went this was a short trip, so Edward would be nyumbani tomorrow morning when i wake up. I still remember the...
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posted by KatiiCullen94
i woke with the sun lieing on my legs, and alone,
i rolled to see jacobs side empty, but what could i expect, this was the morning routine, the way it was was since our marriage five months ago.
he had his werewolf duties along side sam.I dont know why this morning felt different to every other.i had a feeling today was different, like for some reason today is a siku i was going to remember and jacob wasnt there to see what it was.
It was early 9.00, and i was shocked to see the sun, out , instead of the gloomy clouds as always.
I had hoped to raise Tanna in Pheonix, in the sun and the heat,...
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posted by meeek
Esme: So Carlisle, hunnybunchsugarpiebubblegumyumyumbabyhuggybear,
as I was saying, i really think that Rosalie should dye her hair red.

Carlisle: And why is that Esme, myonetruelovesentfromheaventosavemefromthepitsofhellinearth?

Esme: Cz i alisema so. *holds knife*

Carlisle:Okay...........

Bella: *sits between them* i thought wewe couldn't kill a vampire with a knife.

Esme: *hides knife* what knife? do wewe see any knives here muffincakes? *glares at muffincakes, ahem, Carlisle*

Bella: you're very forgetful Esme. The one wewe hid just now, silly silly Esme *shakes head. Look! Edward's gracefully skipping...
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posted by Renesmee_XD
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The sun came out today. It doesn’t onyesha it’s face too often here in Forks, and when it does we become hermits. It’s ok though, when wewe have a family like mine. I enjoy spending lots of time with them. We took Nessie to the meadow for a while. Jacob came. His jokes about Wanyonya damu and glitter never seemed to end. Jacob tends to forget that when he morphs back into human form that he is often naked, so Edward and myself have a few jokes up our sleeves too. Edward thinks I’m “beautiful” when I sparkle. He no longer sees it as “the skin of a killer”....
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posted by twilight_fan_8
"Alice, what did I do wrong?" I asked uneasily.

"Bella, wewe did nothing wrong. It is Jacob who is the idiot here. wewe have been going out with him for what, a mwaka now? And, now he just ignores wewe for a week. Unbelievable," Alice answered.

"Should I go to his house?" I asked.

Alice just answered with a shrug. With that I stood up from my kitanda and sprinted down the stairs. I ran out of my house and to my truck. I just had to get some answers. The last time I saw him was on a tarehe just a week ago. He seemed very normal then. I remember when he kissed me goodnight.

"Sweet dreams, Bella. I love...
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