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29111995 said:
Of course I have.
Well, when I'm still in the first grade on high school, I thought that I have a best friend. We always together. Whether in school, au even outside of school. We even have nickname for each other. She is 'Soul' and my self is 'Mate'. We were really really close. But, at the first semester, a lot of my friend in class hate her. They try to stay away from her. But, as her Best friend, I try my best to protect her and stay kwa her side. I always be there for her. I never alisema bad things about her even once.
The first semester finally finished. And the sekunde semester has began. At that time I have a boyfriend. And my best friend alisema to me that she like someone in our class. But she doesn't want to say who it is. So, I thought "yeah, why I bother try to find out? she will tell me sooner au later". After 3 months dating my boyfriend, we finally break up. The reason we break up, is because I was tired of him. He is always selfish, and never understand how my feelings are. At that time, I have a friend (a boy, let's call him Mr. R). If I have any problem, I always tell him. If I need a comfort, he is the one who is comforting me. As time goes by, my feeling towards him became zaidi mature.
One day, when I enter the class, I can sense that all of the kids in my class are staring at me. I try so hard not to thinking about it. I try so hard to ignore it. I was think "at least I still have my best friend and Mr. R" Later on, Mr. R confess his feelings toward me. He alisema that he likes me a lot. But, he doesn't want us to be a lover yet. But, he still want to be a close friend. And I don't know why, but I alisema "OK". siku kwa siku has passed. And the kids in my class started to alisema bad things about me in front of my face. And they also say bad thing about Mr. R. And a lot of kids from outside of my class come to my class just to laugh at me. The one that I called my best friend, is always beside me.
After a mwezi passed, my other friend called me to come over. when I came, she alisema "there is a secret in a secret" I was really confused. Finally, she tells me the truth. Someone who I thought was my best friend was the one who tells everyone in my class to hate me. She lied to everybody that I was break up with my ex-boy friend because of Mr. R. She also tells everyone outside my class about that. She alisema that I'm a two-faced person and also a sanctimonious person. And seriously, I was devastated at that moment. I really thought her just like my sister. I was like "how can she do that to me?" and I was cry like a maniac. After she knew that I found out about that, she never talk to me again. I definitely had such a very very hard time in my first grade in high school. But, fortunately, my friend is not just her. So, I can songesha on with my life. And as time goes on, the gossip finally gone. And right now, I'm already 1 mwaka and 4 months with Mr. R and have a lot of Marafiki who are better than her ^^
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