Lies were all I herd, Now tears feel the silence of you. I thought i did the right thing making wewe leave, But now I miss wewe worse, I tried to call wewe but some girl picked up. I will not beg nor will i plied wewe don't deserve me I'll be a free bird dancing in the song of spring, I'll be a dolphin, flipping above the water to see how it feels. I'll try to cover the untraceable remainders of you. And when I can not hide no longer, I will be myself and I will not loss who I am, I tried to get wewe back, but it's over now. Be with her, and hate me. I'm fine as long as wewe know I'm alive, because if I died I'd be haunting you. And I'd be a spirit in the last depth of the early morning wind.
A special world for wewe and me
A special bond one cannot see
It wraps us up in its cocoon
And holds us fiercely in its womb.
Its fingers spread like fine spun gold
Gently nestling us to the fold
Like silken thread it holds us fast
Bonds like this are meant to last.
And though at times a thread may break
A new one forms in its wake
To bind us closer and keep us strong
In a special world, where we belong.
If I could have just One Wish
If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your moyo beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.
when upendo dies
upendo is the cause of innocent cries,
As when upendo dies,
upendo becomes a lie,
The death of their love,
They mourn,
As their hearts are torn,
Broken hearts drift apart,
As they reminisce on the past,
Of the upendo they hoped would last,
Tears rot into the ground,
As they mourn what they had found;
A upendo that made them feel sound,
Their only hope if for their upendo to unfold,
As without eachother their hearts are cold,
Their only comfort; someone to hold,
Their hopes crushed,
for eachother they no longer lust,
As in eachother they no longer trust,
A thought keeping them awake;
For eachother, should they wait?
au is it already too late?
Can they ever find another,
au were they made for eachother?
Can they withstand not being together?
[ Because]
When upendo dies,
Everything turns to lies,
Because when upendo dies,
We fall apart inside
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upendo is the cause of innocent cries,
As when upendo dies,
upendo becomes a lie,
The death of their love,
They mourn,
As their hearts are torn,
Broken hearts drift apart,
As they reminisce on the past,
Of the upendo they hoped would last,
Tears rot into the ground,
As they mourn what they had found;
A upendo that made them feel sound,
Their only hope if for their upendo to unfold,
As without eachother their hearts are cold,
Their only comfort; someone to hold,
Their hopes crushed,
for eachother they no longer lust,
As in eachother they no longer trust,
A thought keeping them awake;
For eachother, should they wait?
au is it already too late?
Can they ever find another,
au were they made for eachother?
Can they withstand not being together?
[ Because]
When upendo dies,
Everything turns to lies,
Because when upendo dies,
We fall apart inside
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Drip Drop, Drip Drop,
I can hear his tears Hitting the Floor,
A upendo that was once strong,
Has Fallen apart,Has been Ripped apart from its Core,
I knew this relationship wouldn't last long,
But for a moment, i thought that i still had upendo for him in store,
but i was wrong,Maybe im just somewhat of a hoare
i picked up his heart,and tore,
now hes suffering, he feels so torn,
now i dont know what to do,
is it time for us to go
Ive torn someone in two and dont know what to do
Would wewe know what to do,
would wewe know what to say,
would wewe know how hed feel,
would wewe see how hes sad,
would wewe understand his pain,
and let the tears rain,
does what wewe do fix things
au make them worse,
for the better au for the worst,
this upendo must have been cursed
I can hear his tears Hitting the Floor,
A upendo that was once strong,
Has Fallen apart,Has been Ripped apart from its Core,
I knew this relationship wouldn't last long,
But for a moment, i thought that i still had upendo for him in store,
but i was wrong,Maybe im just somewhat of a hoare
i picked up his heart,and tore,
now hes suffering, he feels so torn,
now i dont know what to do,
is it time for us to go
Ive torn someone in two and dont know what to do
Would wewe know what to do,
would wewe know what to say,
would wewe know how hed feel,
would wewe see how hes sad,
would wewe understand his pain,
and let the tears rain,
does what wewe do fix things
au make them worse,
for the better au for the worst,
this upendo must have been cursed
Tears of goodbye
Tears of fear
holding onto wewe
it consumes your heart
it rushes to your head
wewe shake and cringe
wewe stare and wewe wave
wewe grab your chest
as if it is now hollow
wewe whisper a note
wewe whisper a love
wewe turn to walk
but find wewe can't move
wewe take some breathes
and count to 10
wewe hold on to chest
once again
wewe start to calm down
wewe start to see
wewe find a mirror
and see what he now see's
wewe whisper soft
but yet still clear
wewe take one zaidi breath
and start to quiver
wewe shake away the fear
and begin to trust
'how come i could upendo wewe and still it was never enough?'
what happens inayofuata is very suprising
your sure its just a dream
because a girl with a broken heart
just stopped crying her fears
and its then that wewe realised
wewe were zaidi than enough
and wewe always had been
it wasn't wewe
it wasn't wewe and him
it was him that wewe didn't see
who played wewe along
and then who broke apart such a beautiful song.
Tears of fear
holding onto wewe
it consumes your heart
it rushes to your head
wewe shake and cringe
wewe stare and wewe wave
wewe grab your chest
as if it is now hollow
wewe whisper a note
wewe whisper a love
wewe turn to walk
but find wewe can't move
wewe take some breathes
and count to 10
wewe hold on to chest
once again
wewe start to calm down
wewe start to see
wewe find a mirror
and see what he now see's
wewe whisper soft
but yet still clear
wewe take one zaidi breath
and start to quiver
wewe shake away the fear
and begin to trust
'how come i could upendo wewe and still it was never enough?'
what happens inayofuata is very suprising
your sure its just a dream
because a girl with a broken heart
just stopped crying her fears
and its then that wewe realised
wewe were zaidi than enough
and wewe always had been
it wasn't wewe
it wasn't wewe and him
it was him that wewe didn't see
who played wewe along
and then who broke apart such a beautiful song.
As wewe know, I live in New Zealand, a place abundant with clouds, mountains, and kondoo (I know, right!!!). This means that whenever we go on a school trip we're seeing lakes, au mountains, or, and this is my personal favourite, kichaka ('cause that never gets old). This time it was Mount Holdsworth.
After the trip we were asked to write some poetry that the kichaka had inspired. There was all that "If beauty could speak" cr*p, and some "Listen to the whisper of the trees", wewe know, all that. This is what it inspired for me...
ATTEMPT #1
The water running over the rocks,
makes me want to pee,
I think of Niagra falls,
The pee trickles down my knee.
ATTEMPT #2
The wind whistles in my hair,
makes me want to itch,
I scratch my hair a little bit,
Whoops, there goes a flying nit.
ATTEMPT #3
The bird chirping in the trees,
Makes my ears real sore,
Dad pulls a gun from his bag,
BOOM! Birdy chirps no more.
After the trip we were asked to write some poetry that the kichaka had inspired. There was all that "If beauty could speak" cr*p, and some "Listen to the whisper of the trees", wewe know, all that. This is what it inspired for me...
ATTEMPT #1
The water running over the rocks,
makes me want to pee,
I think of Niagra falls,
The pee trickles down my knee.
ATTEMPT #2
The wind whistles in my hair,
makes me want to itch,
I scratch my hair a little bit,
Whoops, there goes a flying nit.
ATTEMPT #3
The bird chirping in the trees,
Makes my ears real sore,
Dad pulls a gun from his bag,
BOOM! Birdy chirps no more.
Drift apart, this world is an art.
How so many people can come together as one,
and they learn to have fun.
It's amazing how, in times of need,
we all can overcome, and be one indeed.
No one wants to remember the bad times,
but those things can rule our lives.
Happiness is all that matters
until the happiness is shattered.
All we really need is each other
to grow and upendo another.
I think too much time is spent being sad,
when all we really should be is glad.
We have light, color, beauty, sound!
So why are people sad when no one is around?
It's the thought that counts, that's what people say,
so we'll be fine as long as we keep them in our hearts everyday.
How so many people can come together as one,
and they learn to have fun.
It's amazing how, in times of need,
we all can overcome, and be one indeed.
No one wants to remember the bad times,
but those things can rule our lives.
Happiness is all that matters
until the happiness is shattered.
All we really need is each other
to grow and upendo another.
I think too much time is spent being sad,
when all we really should be is glad.
We have light, color, beauty, sound!
So why are people sad when no one is around?
It's the thought that counts, that's what people say,
so we'll be fine as long as we keep them in our hearts everyday.
P1 - I swear i stil do
Is this the way we are going to end?
I still remember those days when we held each others hands.
And let out our feelings.
Those days when we never had a fight,
Those great nights we spent just looking at the stars.
How can we just leave like this?
How can we not believe one another?
Because everything I alisema was true.
And when I alisema I upendo you, I swear I still do.
P2 - Catch me
I thought wewe would be there through the times that I needed wewe the most.
I thought wewe would be there to help me
When your upendo was needed the most,
But I guess I was wrong.
I guess I was just so blind to see that I’ve never fallen so hard thinking wewe would be there catch me.
Is this the way we are going to end?
I still remember those days when we held each others hands.
And let out our feelings.
Those days when we never had a fight,
Those great nights we spent just looking at the stars.
How can we just leave like this?
How can we not believe one another?
Because everything I alisema was true.
And when I alisema I upendo you, I swear I still do.
P2 - Catch me
I thought wewe would be there through the times that I needed wewe the most.
I thought wewe would be there to help me
When your upendo was needed the most,
But I guess I was wrong.
I guess I was just so blind to see that I’ve never fallen so hard thinking wewe would be there catch me.