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posted by Jakeluvr101
 He can handle her worst
He can handle her worst
THis is a poem/short story no rhym au reason
His POV

She lies alone at night
She's afraid, he's scared
She's lonely
Who is she
She makes me think,
Who am I?

She cries at night
She stares at the moon
She cries to herself
She thinks no one is there
But I standed
Watching

I upendo her
Who am I
Why am I here
I don't know
All I know
Is that I upendo her
Who is she
I need her
She doesn't know me
So I stand and watch

Sometimes I think she feels me
There are times she smiles
And I like to think
She's imagining me
For,it's all I do about her

I don't know her name bu t
I upendo her som uch
She's my life
My everthing
And I can't have...
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posted by alicegirl309
hold fast to dreams,
for if dreams die,
life is a broken winged bird,
that can not fly.

the night is a big black cat,
the moon is her topaz eye,
the stars are the mice she hunts at night,
in the field of the sultry sky.


the mirror is the magic of man,
for his quest throughout time,
has been to see himself,
to know himself as others do,
and the mirror is his tool,
however, he must remember,
that the mirror shows everything,
exactly in reverse.

wewe are drowning yourself in sorrow,
holding close your memories of regret,
wewe hope then tomorrow,
the memories wewe shall forget,
but they never really leave you,
no, they are always here,
but in time someone will change them,
to memories that are so dear.
posted by HaleyDewit
You're the kinda headache there are no painkillers for
And of all people I wish you'd be the one slamming my door
I'd run away but my hands are tied
So won't wewe come and save me tonight

C'mon, upendo me and need me
Like this will last forever
Don't leave me au wake me
Or say I'd put myself together
Hold me, embrace me
'Cause this could be over anytime
C'mon and save me tonight



You're the kinda moyo that's taking over my mind
And now all I do is think about wewe all the time
I'd run away and leave this all behind
So won't wewe come and save me tonight


C'mon, upendo me and need me
Like this will last forever
Don't...
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posted by HaleyDewit
Ain't it sad
How I'm pushing people away
Refuse to let them in
All because of you
Ain't it sad
How I'm trying to songesha on
But you're controlling my heart
Ever since I fell in upendo with you

And even though I can only think about nothing but you
I still need to wake up and face the truth

'Cause wewe are
Everything I'll never have
I wish I could go back
To where I Lost my head
So I could erase that moment
I'm everything you'll never know
If this is how the story's supposed to go
Then I'd take a piece of paper and my favourite pen
And I'd write it all over again


I won't cry
This pain's too deep
to be lightened with...
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posted by HaleyDewit
Let's start from where it all began
I was just a 13 mwaka old teenage kid
I looked into those blue eyes
And I didn't realize

I soon got a little crush on you
But hardly strong enough to pull through
But recently wewe popped back into my head
And now I understand what I didn't know then

I put myself in the spotlight
Hoping wewe can see me
I scream at the juu of my lungs
Hoping wewe can hear me
But wewe never do
You never do

So, here's what I wish from Santa this year
To get me to wewe so wewe can dry my tears
I've waited so long
And I can't carry on
Without you
So, this mwaka my orodha will be short
It only contains a five...
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posted by HaleyDewit
Got my head on the pillow
Ready for a new night
Got my dreams to hold on tight
Wanna stay asleep forever
‘Cause when I wake up I’ll feel so alone
When I wake up you’re gone

Still I have to believe
That of all this loving can’t be for nothing
Don’t care about other guys ‘cause I made up my mind
It’s wewe au no one
It’s worth the pain
If only I knew it isn’t in vain
But even though we’re apart you’ll be in my moyo forever


I’m keeping my eyes closed
Trying to keep the noise out of my head
Holding onto wewe for as long as I can
Wanna stay in kitanda forever
‘Cause when I wake up I’ll feel...
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posted by HaleyDewit
I'm lying in my bed
As tears roll over my face
I'm staring at the ceiling
Wondering if anyone up there can hear my prayers

Even though we could never be I still want no one else
Guess it's gonna be a lifetime with no one but myself
Unless I

Take a chance and take a trip to the UK
Tell wewe face to face
That you're the only one for me
It would take a lot of courage
But nothing's asked too much
If it bring me to the one I need
'Cause wewe belong with me


But as I think it over
You might turn me down and tell me to look elsewhere
And my moyo will break
But of that wewe won't be aware

Tears leave my eyes but you...
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posted by HaleyDewit
Daddy thinks I’m afraid
I’m afraid of never finding a upendo that fits me
Well, he’s right in a way
Because everyday I fear zaidi that we will never be

I’m zoning out on wewe and I can’t breathe
You’re haunting my thoughts so I can’t sleep
And even though I know we could never be
I don’t wanna lose this fantasy

Can I just close my eyes
And imagine wewe are inayofuata to me
Can I just pretend my life
to be so much zaidi than it seems
Can I just ignore the pain
Can I please kuvuka, msalaba your way
It’s so hard to keep it inside
I just wanna upendo you, can I


Mommy mocks the fact I once
I once loved wewe but doesn’t...
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posted by HaleyDewit
I'm staring at the paper
Not knowing what to write
This usually goes so naturally
When you're not on my mind
But telling wewe how I feel
Is so hard to put in words
'Cause as far as you're concerned
I'm just the millionth shabiki girl

But when everything goes wrong
And I'm at the darkest point of my life
There's only thing crossing my mind

I don't wanna fall into pieces
I don't wanna lose control
I don't wanna cry my moyo out
When I tend to be so strong
This feeling of wewe and I forever
It makes me emotional
It couldn't get much better
Then wewe knocking at my door


I'm wandering through the streets
Not knowing where...
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posted by HaleyDewit
I don’t want to look into your eyes
I don’t want to hear your name
I don’t want to talk about you
If we can’t be endgame
I’ve tried to forget about you
I fell in upendo quite some times
But wewe are the only one
Who always stayed in the back of my mind

But I know
It’s impossible, this fantasy
I should let go if I know what’s good for me
I could try to pretend wewe don’t exist
But I doubt that’s gonna change things one bit
It doesn’t matter if this is true love
Because sometimes that is just not enough


I don’t want to cry each time
I come to realize
That this dream of wewe and I
Will never come...
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posted by HaleyDewit
Once upon a time
When I believed in fairytales and was yet innocent
This idea crept in my mind
Of wewe and me together having a happy end
How can I upendo someone
Who I’ve only seen in pictures and in the movies
But yet I can’t make this feeling undone
And knowing you’ll never know is killing me

I don’t want it all
I don’t need the fame
I don’t have to win the lottery
If wewe ‘d feel the same way
Though you’re too far away
I’ll hope and pray
That these words will get to you
‘Cause all I want is you


Don’t want to be obsessive
I just want to tell wewe how I’ve been feeling for the last 7 years...
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posted by HaleyDewit
It was at the age of thirteen
When I first saw you
What did I know about love
There was still so much I needed to see

But now seven years later
And me being all grown up
I’m still in upendo with you
I must be crazy

Don’t say I don’t know what I want
‘Cause I know all I want is you
Don’t say I should turn around and walk away
When all the roads lead to you
I wish my moyo was made of rock
Or at least it had a lock
And wewe couldn’t get a hold of the key
But on and on wewe sneak in and drive me crazy


I know it’s impossible
I keep telling myself
I should try to songesha on
But my moyo won’t listen to my...
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posted by HaleyDewit
Three sisters in one house
That’s how this story starts
One kusoma a simple spell
Making them Forever Charmed
Once normal people
Now witches for all time
No evil creature
Will ever end the Halliwell-line

Night falls and it’s starting to get a little freaky
But they can’t avoid their destiny
When all hope is gone they only have one thing to rely on
And that is the Power of Three

Watch the clock thicking
It’s the moment of truth
Whatever magical mess you’re in
The Charmed Ones will be saving you
Once they have your back
You’ll never get harmed
They’re the protectors of innocence
And that’s what...
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posted by HaleyDewit
I hoped it was over
I hoped no one would try to put me through that again
I suspected a lot of people
But wewe were not one of them
You were my only friend
When I was at the bottom of my desperate mind
And I had the climb out to see the light
and clear my mind to finally realize

That it was wewe all along
You’re the reason why things went wrong
I believed wewe saved me from drowning
But all this time wewe held me under water
You’re a very good manipulator
How could I ever see wewe as my savior
You might as well just say goodbye
‘Cause I’m not in for your lies


I found my way through the traffic
I found a...
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posted by HaleyDewit
What have wewe done to me
Making my walls tumbling down
Making my feet lift up from the ground
Conjuring this happiness, so obvious to see

What have wewe done to me
Taking this depressed mood away
Being the answer to my prayers
Being such a savior I can barely breathe

I'd use no exaggeration when it comes to you
And when I'd wake up alone I don't know what I should do

I can't eat, I can't sleep
'Cause all I think about is you
I'm possessed, I'm obsessed
And only wewe can help me through
I can't breathe, I'm in need
What have wewe done to me


What have wewe done to me
Turning my nightmares into dreams
Making the best...
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posted by HaleyDewit
wewe must be so sure of yourself
Now wewe think I'm in upendo with you
You must have great thoughts of yourself
Now wewe think I'm in upendo with you
But I won't waste my time on a dirt-looking punda like you
I'd rather be alone than thinking 'bout the one wewe think i do

I would stand all night in the rain
I would suffer all world's pain
If it would help to get it into your head
That I'm not in upendo with
You.With every joke wewe make
I'd better wipe my smile away
'Cause everytime I look at you
You think I'm in upendo with you


You must be scared your Marafiki will make fun of you
Now wewe think I have a crush on you
You...
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posted by HaleyDewit
I'll always remember the siku we first met
I was living life in paradise
Now I can assure wewe that I truly regret
Every time wewe were on my mind

I was too blind to see the truth
But now I can see right through

'Cause my eyes have been opened
Now I can see who wewe really are
And I'm not gonna sit and wait here
'Til I can reach your heart
I still believe there's a soul underneath your skin
But I just can't wait for it


I'll never forget the siku wewe screwed it up
You insulted me in a painful way
Next morning it was my time of luck
He was like the answer to my prayers

I was too blind to see the truth
But now I can...
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posted by HaleyDewit
wewe were my first real love
You made me feel alive
I could handle anything
When wewe were kwa my side
And now I can't imagine
How I could just not see
That wewe were everything everyone
Was trying to make me see

Don't hold your breath
You ain't worth it
You were just a waste of time
You gave me wings to fly
But it was just a lie
You were just a waste of time


You never looked at me
But I didn't care
I didn't listen to all the warnings
That I should be aware
And now I can't believe
How it got this far
Before I realized what a motherfucking
Ass wewe really are

Don't hold your breath
You ain't worth it
You were just a waste...
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posted by HaleyDewit
Two months I didn't see you
Except in my dreams
And I could finally get over you
So it seemed

I prepared myself to your beautiful eyes
I prepared myself to your amazing smile
I told myself I would be cool
But who am I playing for a fool

What am I pushing myself through
The only place I wanna be is with you
Saying to myself you're not the one for me
But I can't help but feeling we are meant to be
Why should I keep holding on
When loving wewe won't harm anyone
I just wish I could sleep forever
'Cause in my dreams we'll always be together


I've just seen wewe for one day
It was like the very first time
I guess the...
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posted by HaleyDewit
I'm pretending to be untouchable
I'm playing to be unbreakable
I'm uigizaji to be capable
Of forgetting what wewe do to me
But on the inside it's killing me

If you'd stab my eyes out I would still see you
If you'd cut my ears I would still hear you
If I'd be Lost wewe would still reach me
And it's killing me
That no matter what you'll do
I could never upendo anyone else but you


I'm saying words not coming from my heart
I'm making a totally different start
I'm uigizaji like it doesn't tear me apart
When I try to forget about what wewe do to me
But on the inside it's killing me


If you'd stab my eyes out I would still...
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