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posted by liissaaxx

“I can’t even remember why I chose to marry you!” She yelled. Her beautiful face filled with anger, those sparkling brown eyes that I have loved since siku one, bore into me with no affection. She had alisema them, the words I never wanted to hear.
The fight had been going on for an saa now and I started to yell back, I could no longer control myself. Our first real fight in five years. I knew she would be over it soon and that big bright smile will light up her face, but I was overwhelmed too. I was hurt. But I stopped myself.
There were no lights on in our house; the outside light had...

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Sand

posted by HaleyDewit

wewe think you've got me eating out of the palm of your hand
You think I'm dreaming 'bout being your girlfriend
You think that with wewe I want it all
But don't be mistaken, I'm the one in control

I'm like the sand wewe try to catch with your hands
The zaidi wewe try to hold me, the zaidi I slip away
I'm like the air you're so desperately trying to breathe
You need me to get just through the day
But I won't stay

I think you've got me all wrong
I think wewe need to songesha on alone
I think wewe should've known better than to expect
You could force me into something I would regret

I'm like the sand wewe try to catch...

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Under Your Spell

posted by HaleyDewit

I don’t want to talk right now
I just want to run and crash into a wall
And I don’t want to hit the ground
So, will wewe be there to catch me when I fall

Will wewe be there in good times and in bad
Will wewe console me whenever I feel sad

I’m trying to get over it
I’m forcing myself to forget
But it’s just no use
You’ve got me under your spell
I clear my mind in an attempt
To get wewe out of my head
But it’s just no use
You’ve got me under your spell

I don’t want need wewe like
I’ve never needed someone the way I do now
And I don’t want to share my life
With someone who can’t push me up when...

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Out of the Picture

posted by HaleyDewit

wewe alisema I couldn’t live without you
But I’m doing just fine
You alisema I couldn’t breathe without you
But I’m feeling all right
You alisema I’d feel like a mess
That I’d be consumed kwa loneliness
But I’m still sleeping well at night

Since you’re out of the picture
I feel alive again
You were not what I imagined
And now I won’t ever let wewe in
You let me down
Fooled me around
Sayin’ you’ll upendo me ‘til the end
Now you’re back with your ex, so don’t come around again

You alisema I was cold around you
But wewe never asked why
You alisema I never cared about you
But wewe were the one full of lies...

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Speak Up

posted by HaleyDewit

I came, I saw and I got Lost in your eyes
I tried to cut wewe out but wewe got stuck in my mind
Now it’s already past midnight
But in my moyo the sun still shines
You pass me kwa and you’re never aware
That when wewe do I always stop and stare
I don’t know how I can make wewe care
About me, ‘cause we would be the perfect pair

I’ve found the perfect way to say I upendo you
I just need to get the words out of my mouth
Trying not to think about all the dignity I will lose
When I speak up and wewe turn me down
I was never meant to grow old
Without someone to upendo and hold
I just hope wewe upendo me, too
Now,...

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the spooky saturday night

posted by tiffpayne

To begin on a journey with five freindly freinds. There names are Tina, Anthony, Paul, Tiffany and Abigail. They were going trickle treating altogether. To the freinds trickle treating is easyer to get sweets which are sweet like chocolate.

Turning to the journey the freinds went to there old hiding place. There old hiding place is the largest, oldest hiding place in the world... The old, anteque cottage.

First, they started to draw a map; Secondly, they told each other the way. Then, they looked for some plastic bags, when they finally found the bags they gave them Tiffany to hold. the bags...

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Can't get me

posted by HaleyDewit

So, wewe tell me
That I’m the most beautiful girl you’ve ever met
And now you’re going on
On how wewe can’t get me out of your head
Has no one filled wewe in
That I don’t do things I might regret
So wewe can pack up your little act
‘Cause I’m not falling for that

‘Cause I’m out of your league
You’re not even close to good enough for me
When I open my moyo
It’s gotta be right from the start
I know you’re wildest fantasies
But they don’t match with reality
So wewe can beg on your knees
You can’t get me

Now wewe tell me
That I should be thankful to have wewe around
And that instead of being...

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No Matter

posted by spongebob-buddy

I'm Trying to be me
Why can't I be?
I'm trying to onyesha
why can't this feeling go?
Ohh... can't wewe see?
I'm trying to be me
No matter If you're short au tall
No matter If wewe have this all
Just have your life with whom wewe want
No matter what people has to say
and just songesha on, on your way

Everybody has something to share
and everybody has someone to care... about
people could be real with you
and mostly they could courtesy you

Just forget about them
No matter if you're punk au rock
No matter if wewe have a bad look
Just have your life with whom wewe want
No matter what people has to say
and just songesha on, on your way

Just forget...just forget... Just forget
what people has to say
and just songesha on, on your way!

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Wanted

posted by HaleyDewit

I’m looking in the mirror
Staring at what I’ve become
I’ve come a long way
If wewe know where I came from
Still I have not seen the light
At the end of the tunnel yet
‘Cause inayofuata to all the good things
There’s still one thing I can’t forget

I wanted to have
Everything I can’t get
I wanted to be
Everything that’s out of reach
I wanted to go to places I can’t get to
I wanted you

I go to work everyday
And I chat with my friends
I read, listen to music
And go to the sinema now and then
People say I got my life
All figured out
But when I take a closer look
It’s nothing I dreamed about

I wanted to...

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Made kwa me

added by oreocat134

Source: me!

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Unspoken

posted by bratski2192

Well, I thought I'd share one of my poems that I usually post on my myspace blog. I hope anyone who reads this likes it. Warning though: I tend to put in some dark aspects to it not because my life is that way, but due to the fact that I've always liked adding in that mysterious feel.

Too much drama happening today
Doesn't look like it's going away.
I have written poetry since I was nine
While things weren't fine.
The Devil works on me each time
But he isn't getting a coin of my soul. Not a dime.
It makes me irate when others mess with those I love
But the only one who can help out is The Lord above....

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her diary (part two)

posted by alicegirl309

~ 75 years later~

"Mom, are we here yet?" "Yes Clover, we are here." Clover Jones and her brother Aiden had just moved into a new house with their mother. The house was an old one, right on the corner of the street. It looked worn but beautiful, in a strange way. The house was huge, with its own courtyard, fountains, secret paths and gardens, and a large apple mti with an old wooden swing. Clover dashed right up the old purple/grey path to the house. She wanted in first because she had to get the best room there was. Her mom slowly shuffled up to the door and unlocked it. Clover ran straight...

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bila mpangilio

posted by alicegirl309

fear is black,
it sounds like the laughter of goblins and ghouls on a hazy purple night,
it smells like the blood of ones we have just lost,
it tastes like nothing at all but the dryness in your mouth as wewe struggle to speak,
it looks like all of the evil spirits and creatures that lurk in the back of your mind,
fear feels like being cornered in the dark ally ways of the city,
with no way to get out.

the fireflies dance in the night sky,
shining their lights,
brightening the dark.

the full moon is as mysterious as a black wolf,
lurking through the woods at twilight.

the screech of an owl is like a warning...

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Who is she Who am I?

posted by Jakeluvr101

He can handle her worst

THis is a poem/short story no rhym au reason
His POV

She lies alone at night
She's afraid, he's scared
She's lonely
Who is she
She makes me think,
Who am I?

She cries at night
She stares at the moon
She cries to herself
She thinks no one is there
But I standed
Watching

I upendo her
Who am I
Why am I here
I don't know
All I know
Is that I upendo her
Who is she
I need her
She doesn't know me
So I stand and watch

Sometimes I think she feels me
There are times she smiles
And I like to think
She's imagining me
For,it's all I do about her

I don't know her name bu t
I upendo her som uch
She's my life
My everthing
And I can't have...

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dreams/night/mirror

posted by alicegirl309

hold fast to dreams,
for if dreams die,
life is a broken winged bird,
that can not fly.

the night is a big black cat,
the moon is her topaz eye,
the stars are the mice she hunts at night,
in the field of the sultry sky.

the mirror is the magic of man,
for his quest throughout time,
has been to see himself,
to know himself as others do,
and the mirror is his tool,
however, he must remember,
that the mirror shows everything,
exactly in reverse.

wewe are drowning yourself in sorrow,
holding close your memories of regret,
wewe hope then tomorrow,
the memories wewe shall forget,
but they never really leave you,
no, they are always here,
but in time someone will change them,
to memories that are so dear.

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Save me

posted by HaleyDewit

You're the kinda headache there are no painkillers for
And of all people I wish you'd be the one slamming my door
I'd run away but my hands are tied
So won't wewe come and save me tonight

C'mon, upendo me and need me
Like this will last forever
Don't leave me au wake me
Or say I'd put myself together
Hold me, embrace me
'Cause this could be over anytime
C'mon and save me tonight

You're the kinda moyo that's taking over my mind
And now all I do is think about wewe all the time
I'd run away and leave this all behind
So won't wewe come and save me tonight

C'mon, upendo me and need me
Like this will last forever
Don't...

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Erase

posted by HaleyDewit

Ain't it sad
How I'm pushing people away
Refuse to let them in
All because of you
Ain't it sad
How I'm trying to songesha on
But you're controlling my heart
Ever since I fell in upendo with you

And even though I can only think about nothing but you
I still need to wake up and face the truth

'Cause wewe are
Everything I'll never have
I wish I could go back
To where I Lost my head
So I could erase that moment
I'm everything you'll never know
If this is how the story's supposed to go
Then I'd take a piece of paper and my favourite pen
And I'd write it all over again

I won't cry
This pain's too deep
to be lightened with...

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Without wewe

posted by HaleyDewit

Let's start from where it all began
I was just a 13 mwaka old teenage kid
I looked into those blue eyes
And I didn't realize

I soon got a little crush on you
But hardly strong enough to pull through
But recently wewe popped back into my head
And now I understand what I didn't know then

I put myself in the spotlight
Hoping wewe can see me
I scream at the juu of my lungs
Hoping wewe can hear me
But wewe never do
You never do

So, here's what I wish from Santa this year
To get me to wewe so wewe can dry my tears
I've waited so long
And I can't carry on
Without you
So, this mwaka my orodha will be short
It only contains a five...

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When I wake up

posted by HaleyDewit

Got my head on the pillow
Ready for a new night
Got my dreams to hold on tight
Wanna stay asleep forever
‘Cause when I wake up I’ll feel so alone
When I wake up you’re gone

Still I have to believe
That of all this loving can’t be for nothing
Don’t care about other guys ‘cause I made up my mind
It’s wewe au no one
It’s worth the pain
If only I knew it isn’t in vain
But even though we’re apart you’ll be in my moyo forever

I’m keeping my eyes closed
Trying to keep the noise out of my head
Holding onto wewe for as long as I can
Wanna stay in kitanda forever
‘Cause when I wake up I’ll feel...

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Take a chance

posted by HaleyDewit

I'm lying in my bed
As tears roll over my face
I'm staring at the ceiling
Wondering if anyone up there can hear my prayers

Even though we could never be I still want no one else
Guess it's gonna be a lifetime with no one but myself
Unless I

Take a chance and take a trip to the UK
Tell wewe face to face
That you're the only one for me
It would take a lot of courage
But nothing's asked too much
If it bring me to the one I need
'Cause wewe belong with me

But as I think it over
You might turn me down and tell me to look elsewhere
And my moyo will break
But of that wewe won't be aware

Tears leave my eyes but you...