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posted by xangelx
God help me
I don’t see
How I can live this way
Any I don’t know why he’s
Touching me
Won’t wewe shine in my direction and help me
Won’t wewe lend me your protection and help me

God help me
Believe me
This wasn’t what I wanted, but no
I can’t leave
He’s got me
Won’t wewe shine in my direction and help me
Won’t wewe lend me your protection and help me

Am I guilty au am I just waiting around
For the tide to come in
So the truth can come out
And if I had a dollar for every time
I repented the sin
And commit the same crime
I’d be sitting on juu of the world today
I’d be sitting on juu of the world...
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posted by xangelx
It’s not the time
It’s not the place
I’m just another pretty face
So don’t come any closer
You’re not the first
You’re not the last
How many more?
Don’t even ask
You’re one zaidi dead composer

Do I need you?
Yes and no
Do I want you?
Maybe so
You’re getting warm
You’re getting warm
You’re getting warmer oh
Did wewe plan this all along
Did wewe care if it was wrong
Who’s getting warmer now
That I’m gone

Misery loves company
And company loves more
More loves everybody else
But hell is others

I’m not for you
You’re not for me
I’ll kill wewe first
You wait and see
You devil undercover
You’re not...
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Dead is the new alive
Despair’s the new survival
A pointless point of view
Give in, give in, give in, give in
You play the game
You never win

Dead is the new alive
Life’s only living rival
A casket built for two
Give in, give in, give in, give in
You play the game
You never win

So take me now au take me never
I won’t wait
You’re already late
So say goodbye au say forever
Choose your fate
How else can we survive?
Dead is the new alive

Dead is the new alive
A gothic play revival
The last act of the show
Give in, give in, give in, give in
You play the game
You never win

So take me now au take me never
I won’t...
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I want my innocence back
And if wewe can’t give it to me
I will cut wewe down
And I will run wewe through
With the dagger wewe sharpened
On my body and soul
Before wewe slit me in two
And then devoured me whole

I want my innocence back
I want my innocence back
I want my innocence back

I want my innocence back
And if wewe can’t pacify me
I will break your bones
wewe think I’m bluffing, just try me
I will never forget
The words wewe used to ensnare me
Till my dying day
You’ll suffer for this, I swear (I swear)

I want my innocence back
I want my innocence back
I want my innocence back

And I demand
wewe put my moyo back in my hand
And wipe it clean
From the mess wewe made of me
And I require
wewe make me free from this desire
And when wewe leave, I’d better be the innocent
I used to be

I want my innocence back
I want my innocence back
I want my innocence back
posted by xangelx
“Days of old,” I tell my restless mind
Searching mountains, fields, and meadows green
What is it my moyo can hope to find
All I long for I have never seen
Tales of glory written in the dust
Tapestries of deepest purple gold
Legends carved in stone tell me I must
Journey through the mist and uchungu, chungu cold
Seeking in the corners of the earth
My companions I have never known
Blindly running forth, is honor worth
Endless hours of silence spent alone?

Chorus:
But in this brotherhood I still believe
And for the ones we’ve Lost my soul will grieve
Yet through the world alone I wander for I know somewhere
I will...
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posted by xangelx
I’ll tell the truth: all of my songs
Are pretty much the fucking same
I’m not a faerie but I need
More than this life so I became
This creature representing zaidi to you
Than just another girl
And if I had a chance to change my mind
I wouldn’t for the world
Twenty years
Sinking slowly
Can I trust you
But I don’t want to

I will swallow
If it will help my sea level go down
But I’ll come back to haunt wewe if I drown
I will swallow
If it will help my sea level go down
I’ll take a deep deep breath
But I’ll come back to haunt wewe if I drown

I don’t want to be a legend
Oh well that’s a god damned lie...
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Miss Lucy had some leeches
Her leeches liked to suck
And when they drank up all her blood
She didn’t give a
Funny when the doctors
Had locked her in her cell
Miss Lucy screamed all night that they
Should go to bloody
Hello to the surgeon
With scalpel old and blunt
He’ll tie wewe to the table
Then he’ll mutilate your
Come it’s nearly teatime
The lunatics arrive
The keepers bleed them all until
There’s no one left a
Lively little rodents
Are eaten up kwa cats
We’re subject to experiments
Like laboratory
Rats I’ve dropped a teacup
How easily they break
I’m on my hands and knees until
I pay for my mis-
Take...
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posted by xangelx
How old are you?
I’m older than you’ll ever be
I’ve been dead a thousand years
And lived only two au three
I don’t mind telling you
My life was ended kwa your hand
The kind of murder where nobody dies
But I don’t suppose you’d understand
Call off the search
We’ve found her

If I am Lolita
Then wewe are a criminal
And wewe should be killed
By an army of little girls
The law won’t arrest you
The world won’t detest you
You never did anything
Any man wouldn’t do
I’m Gothic Lolita
And wewe are a criminal
I’m not even legal
I’m just a dead little girl
But ruffles and laces
And Candy sweet faces
Directed...
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posted by xangelx
onyesha your face
Don’t hide
Take off the mask now
Underneath is a deep dark secret
Take me for a ride
Upon your white horse
Take your love
‘Cause I don’t want to keep it
I am out of place
And honey wewe are out of time
I’d tell your fortune
But the words don’t rhyme

Chorus:
I’m not your chambermaid
You’re not my lord
All the fine games we played
Have left me bored
I never want to see wewe come around my castle
‘Cause I just can’t afford to upendo you
I’m not your chambermaid
You’re not my lord

Tell me what I have to do to make you
Understand it’s a Lost cause lover
Tell me while you’re at it how...
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posted by xangelx
wewe can see that I swim
Through the sea of painful
You have watched as I pull
Myself from the floor
And wewe were there when I
Built my tower like pebbles in the rain
Trying to balance all that I had left
With what I didn’t have anymore

Chorus:
But would wewe tear my ngome down
Stone kwa stone
And let the wind run through my windows
‘Til there is nothing left but a battered rose
Would wewe tear my ngome down
Stone kwa stone
And let the wind run through my windows
‘Til there is nothing left but a battered rose

You seem so devoted
Your upendo is unconditional
You were self-promoted
I never asked you
You were my...
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posted by xangelx
Like a dream I had
In subconscious deep
Here wewe come again
Only in my sleep
And I remember you
I remember you
Like a memory
of a time gone by
Many things I’ve seen
Still I can’t deny
That I remember you
Yes I remember the things wewe do to me

Chorus:
When wewe say my name
When wewe hold my hand
When wewe whisper in my ear the things
That only wewe could understand
When wewe say my name
When wewe hold my hand
When wewe touch me softly in the way
That only wewe can do
I remember you
I remember you

Every other touch
Runs as cold as ice
If I get too close
I may pay the price
But I remember you
Yes I remember the things wewe do...
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posted by xangelx
Marry me, he said, through his rotten teeth, bad breath, and then
Marry me instead of that strapping young goatherd, but when
I was in his bed, and my father had sold me
I knew I hadn’t any choice, hushed my voice, did what any girl would do and
When I’m beheaded at least I was wedded
And when I am buried at least I was married
I’ll hide my behavior with wine as my savior

But, oh, what beautiful things I’ll wear
What beautiful dresses and hair
I’m lucky to share his bed
Especially since I’ll soon be dead

Marry me, he said, god, he’s ugly, but fortune is ours
Running in the gardens enjoying...
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posted by xangelx
I’ve been racing for wewe honey
But wewe take your love
From under my feet
The very moment I arrive
I hold the invitation in my hand
You smile and I don’t understand
When wewe tell me the uandishi ain’t yours
You were the one thing I could count on
Even if your apathy was what I expected
Oh darling I waited and waited to feel your footsteps
And to hear your breath
But maybe I just wanted someone to wait for

Chorus:
You were ever in my mind
You were behind my soul each time
I held it to the flame
You were ever in my precious thoughts
I’d leave a room of angels
Just to be alone
If only to say your name
I never...
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posted by xangelx
She’s locked up with a spinning wheel
She can’t recall what it was like to feel
She says “This room’s gonna be my grave
And there’s no one who can save me”
She sits down to her colored thread
She knows lovers waking up in their beds
She says “How long can I live this way
Is there someone I can pay to let me go
‘Cause I’m half sick of shadows
I want to see the sky
Everyone else can watch as the sun goes down
So why can’t I

Chorus:
And it’s raining
And the stars are falling from the sky
And the wind
And the wind I know it’s cold
I’ve been waiting
For the siku I will surely die
And it’s...
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posted by xangelx
When wewe are sleeping do wewe dream of me
How strange, how strange
‘Cause wewe know what they say
About the visions in your head and what they mean
How strange, how strange
That wewe should feel that way
I’m not living in an ordinary world
‘Cause I’m not your ordinary good girl
And I don’t believe in playing like I know that game
You’re not heading for an ordinary love
‘Cause I’m not the one that wewe should think of
And I’m not a prize that wewe can claim

Chorus:
You know I think it’s strange
Just a little bit deranged
That wewe think I’m gonna change to make wewe happy
If wewe can tell me why...
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posted by xangelx
It gives me strength to have somebody to fight for; I can never fight for myself, but, for others, I can kill.

I only sleep with people I love, which is why I have insomnia.

I still own my heart, which I know because it hurts so much.

Perfume was first created to mask the stench of foul and offensive odors...
Spices and and bold flavorings were created to mask the taste of putrid and rotting meat...
What then was muziki created for?
Was it to drown out the voices of others, au the voices within ourselves?
I think I know.

And falling's just another way to fly.

I'm not stupid. I know exactly what's going...
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It’s a sunny siku in heaven
And no one is around
To open the gates
And I’m waiting for you
My fairweather friend
Absent in the end
Absent in the end
The one thing I can count on
Is nothing much at all
The one thing that I’m sure about
Is that wewe won’t be anywhere around me when I fall
I’d like to think I wouldn’t die for you, but wewe know I would
‘Cause that’s the fool I am
And that’s the rule wewe bend
Absent in the end
My fairweather friend

The one thing I can count on
Is nothing much at all
The one thing that I’m sure about
Is that wewe won’t be anywhere around me when I fall
I’d like...
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posted by xangelx
The sun goes down the same as it did before
The roses die as their petals fall to the floor
The opera was always an awful bore
So don’t blame me

Your poetry was never in vast supply
So if you’re less than inspired, I wouldn’t cry
Your broken moyo is hardly the reason why
So don’t blame me

You weren’t as good at dancing as wewe evidently thought
You swear that wewe were charming once, I promise wewe were not
So if you’re treated badly now, I’d scarcely be surprised
You’re seen for what wewe really are, it’s time wewe realized
If wewe feel you’re finally going gray
You were a long time ago,...
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posted by xangelx
This is your mission
Should wewe choose to accept it
Well, I hope that wewe do
This is your story
Should wewe choose to remember
Well, I hope that it’s true

I’ve finally a reason
To let it die, let it die
You’ve aliyopewa me a reason
To let it die
Let it die
Like all the words irrelevant and clean
Like all the girls before me, have wewe seen
Somebody walking back from Hell on their own
Well, I hope that wewe do
Why are we talking
As if wewe didn’t know
Well, they know about you

I’ve finally a reason
To let it die, let it die
You’ve aliyopewa me a reason
To let it die
Let it die
Like all the words irrelevant and strange
Like some ancient Prokofieff arrangement

This is your mission
Should wewe choose to accept it
Well, I hope that wewe do
This is your army
And they’re all right behind you
Yes, they’re all right with you
Let it die
Let it die
Let it die
posted by xangelx
You’re in my stars wewe know
Don’t need no crystal ball to tell me so
Whispering in the air
Hoping that my words find wewe somewhere
Even when I close my eyes
I’ll never recreate the time that flies
The consequence is hanging there
The sky will fall but I don’t care

Chorus:
Meet me beneath my balcony and say
No one but wewe could ever fill my night
Be the sunlight in my every day
Underneath my balcony I’ll say
No one but wewe could ever fill my night
Be the sunlight in my every day

Your upendo is haunting me
And all I want is zaidi to set me free
Whispering in the air
Hoping that my words find wewe somewhere
Do wewe hear me call your name
I know we will never be the same
The consequence is hanging there
The sky will fall but I don’t care

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