It was midnight when wewe decided to stood up from your bed. You’ve been toss and turning for about an saa now and sleep hasn’t been part of the plan of your neurons in your brain. wewe walked down the hall only to find peace just kwa looking at a door at the end of the lonely pavement, a feeling you’ve been trying to find for several days now. wewe limped towards the doorknob, making sure not to disturb anyone near you. wewe stopped, knowing the woman behind the door might not want and need you. It took wewe a couple of dakika before wewe set yourself that this will be the night that will change everything both of wewe shared.
Your breath was caught up kwa the view in front of you. She’s there. Silently seated with a book wide open to further add the knowledge wewe undeniably admire. “Hi,” she greeted as her head turned to look at you. Her eyes almost lifted your soul out of your body and it was surprising that wewe could still respond with her greeting and was able to stand in front of her after she did the same. Her eyes were speaking words like yours, words that were ought to be alisema since the siku wewe met but both of wewe were coward enough to admit. As the adage goes, “eyes never lie” indeed it never do because tonight no speech is needed to proclaim how wewe and her wanted this moment to go on since those stares you’re currently exchanging, upendo is in the air.
wewe hate melodramatic moments but still wewe found yourself saying, “I upendo you.” She didn’t say anything in return. Suddenly, fear ran down your veins as the image of what wewe hallucinated about the two of wewe began to flashed in your eyes. You’re afraid she finally knew about it and worst thing, her leaving you, might happen but it was snapped away when she palmed your neck just like what she did, in your hallucination, a siku before wewe got in Mayfield.
“I know wewe do,” she alisema with a smile, “and I do upendo wewe too.”
wewe gave out your most genuine smile as wewe slowly leaned down to kiss her. Her eyes were locked on your lips that only met Vicodin for years before she closed it as wewe did with yours to savor the moment you’ve been waiting for. Lips and tongue finally collided before it resides in the mouth of the other. The first contact brought sparks to your groin region and wewe could tell she felt your erection the moment she gasped under your breath. Your loose hands slowly ran down on her back that only pulled her closer. There were no moments of separation except when wewe two tilted your heads the other way for the comfort of your tongues while her hands were playfully roaming behind your back.
The hallucination was reenacted. wewe pulled her blazer off as she bit your bottom lip; her shati was being pull up and your rough hands finally meet her bare soft skin. Little did wewe know, wewe were moaning too while she discard your shati to meet her garments on the floor. Pants and patashika, longi were undone before wewe heavily, but carefully, pushed her on the nearest kitanda as possible. The heat was so intense that wewe went directly to lick her now exposed clit as she twisted her body in pleasure with hands rubbing your cock up and down.
wewe don’t know what you’re hurrying up to au why, maybe it’s because of the longing wewe had for her. With a glint in her eyes, wewe know she wanted wewe too, in fact, she needed you. It was a cue that made wewe stayed between her legs, to finally push almost all yourself in…which wewe did.
Her head was thrown back as wewe enjoyed the feeling of tightness surrounding wewe at the bottom. wewe looked at her, eyes were shut, sweats running down like drizzle, nipples swelled and abdomen contracted. wewe can’t deny, wewe upendo the view. Your tongue met her throat where wewe felt her larynx vibrate while every moan was released as wewe lick down to one of her nipples. wewe latched, teased it just the way wewe know she likes while wewe hip was moving in a slow, fast, slow motion like it has its own mind to do so. God, Cuddy, damn wewe for feeling so good,
wewe thought, damn you
. wewe buried your face on her shoulder as the thrusting goes on. Your panting brought her smell in your nose. Her smell, is so Cuddy that wewe would want to have her close to wewe every single dakika of your life after this. The familiar shape of her curves that were just ones before your eyes are now under your palm that seemed to stay in your hand lines forever.
wewe know wewe can’t hold on no longer as wewe open your eyes to look at her and knowing wewe were the one who cause her juisi to flow down, it almost brought wewe to your own release. She tightened around wewe as your name came out of her mouth, begging wewe to slow down au she’ll burst but wewe didn’t follow. It took another five thrust before she felt your own seeds swimming inside and wewe collapsed on juu of her with head landing back on her shoulder. Heavy breathing owned the room as wewe felt your cock slowly softening inside.
“House,” she uttered after she calmed down before wewe lifted your head to look at her and your eyes widened the moment your stare landed on her face.
Maybe it’s just wewe au maybe it’s every man’s experience, that post-orgasmic phase not only let wewe meet your kitanda at once but it also wakens wewe up to what reality really held wewe at, either way it sucks. “Audrey?” wewe uttered the name wewe couldn’t even think wewe could. wewe pulled out as the thought of having sex with Cuddy was also being pulled out from your being.
Audrey looked at wewe with such confuse looks that wewe can’t even looked back at her unlike what wewe did earlier as wewe pulled your boxers, trousers and pants on again. wewe first stammered knowing another mistake was brought up in your life’s list, “I’m so sorry,” was all wewe could say.
wewe hate to admit it but wewe knew wewe only used Audrey to satisfy your sexual and emotional yearning for the woman wewe upendo but nobody could blame you, wewe thought she was Cuddy at the first place. The smell, the shape of her curves, the breasts wewe held was actually wasn’t her. Maybe it’s your default description of a woman that made wewe think it was Cuddy before you.
She tried to convince wewe it was okay but for you, it was a sin (for the first time in your life, sex was a sin in you). wewe repeated the words, “I’m sorry” for about three times zaidi until she figured out what was really in your head. wewe ran away towards the door hoping this thing could also run away as easy as that. The door was close tightly behind wewe and there wewe started to hear sobs. wewe knew wewe hurt Audrey but her tears and the sex can not and will never be the reason to replace the woman wewe really are in upendo with.
"You knew you hurt Audrey but her tears and the sex can not and will never be the reason to replace the woman you really are in love with."