Mummy they call me names
They wouldn't let me play
I'd run home, sit and cry almost everyday
'Hey Jessica, wewe look like an alien
With green skin wewe don't fit in this playpen'
Well they pull my hair
They took away my chair
I keep it in and pretend that I didn't care
'Hey Jessica, you're so funny
You've got teeth just like Bugs bunny'

Oh, so wewe think wewe know me now
Have wewe forgotten how
You would make me feel
When wewe drag my spirit down
But thank wewe for the pain
It made me raise my game
And I'm still rising, I'm still rising
Yeah

So make your jokes
Go for broke
Blow your smoke
You're not alone
But who's laughing...

When I'm nervous I have this thing, yeah, I talk too much
Sometimes I just can't shut the hell up
It's like I need to tell someone, anyone who'll listen
And that's where I seem to fuck up

Yeah, I forget about the consequences
For a dakika there I lose my senses
And in the heat of the moment my mouth starts going
The words start flowing, oh

But I never meant to hurt you
I know it's time that I learned to
Treat the people I upendo like I wanna be loved
This is a lesson learned

I hate that I let wewe down
And I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around
'Cause now I'm the one that's hurting, yeah

And I...

Wow there is something going down
Like the storm in the sky
I ain't gonna be played kwa your behavior
How can I trust someone who's lying to me

So bow out go now I alisema bow out and leave
I alisema take your stuff and go
Cuz' you're not for me - no

Mamma knows best when times get hard
And Papa always has a joke to make me laugh
See Mamma knows best when I feel down
To bring me up and always keep my feet on solid ground

See I ain't no old rag doll
That wewe can pick up and drop
And all of this inconsistent upendo yeah
I think it's time that it S.T.O stops

So - bow out go now I alisema bow out and leave
I alisema take your...

I don't wanna be the reason, we don't get down
So imma let wewe do the leading, and follow wewe now
See I just don't usually do this, but wewe bringing me out

All the doubts I had have gone away,
When your touching me I'm not afraid
Knowing the same, going away, here to stay
I just wanna be your girl (your girl)
Tell me, woo yeahh

I can be, all wewe want, what'doyah say
I just wanna be your girl, yeahhh

Cause wewe got my moyo on lock, it's so unreal wewe know
Don't want this to stop, your so damn keepable
Feel your magic touch, it's unbelievable
I gotta have ya, like abracadabra

Ya got my moyo on lock, it's...

I stare at my reflection in the mirror...
Why am I doing this to myself?
Losing my mind on a tiny error,
I nearly left the real me on the shelf ...
"no,no, no, no..."

Don't lose who wewe are, in the blur of the stars
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay...
Sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who wewe are
(Who wewe are)x11

Brushing my hair, do I look perfect?
I forgot what to do to fit the mould , yeah!
The zaidi I try the less it's working yeah yeah yeah
Cause everything inside me screams, "no,no,no,no..."...

When I'm nervous I have this thing yeah I talk too much
Sometimes I just can't shut the hell up
It's like I need to tell someone anyone who'll listen
And that's where I seem to fuck up, yeah
I forget about the consequences, yeah, for a dakika there I lose my senses
And in the heat of the moment my mouth's starts going the words start flowing, ohh


But I never meant to hurt you, I know it's time that I learnt to
Treat the people I upendo like I wanna be loved
This is a lesson learnt I hate that I let wewe down and I feel so bad about it
I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting...