wewe always helped me with all my troubles
and i'd do the same for you
when i alisema no one cared about me
you'd say wewe do

wewe stopped me from hurting myself
and ending my life
wewe came to my rescue
and put down the knife

wewe told me wewe would be nothing
if I wasn't there
those words showed me
wewe really cared

but there's another secret
that killing my soul
one that made me realize
wewe made me whole

it's that i upendo you
and even though were friends
i would always upendo wewe
until the end

I hope that one day
maybe you'll upendo me too
and I'll be waiting for that siku to come
and you'll say I upendo you

I used to be in upendo with my best friend (if wewe read my privious makala youd understand this better) but now i cant look at him with out feeling sick. See he was dating this one girl and I accdently walked in on them doing "somthing" (hint hint) and now ya. I cant even talk to him anymore ethier. It was DISGUSTING. Lucky for me my other bff (he's a guy) was there and is really sweet to. I dont think i like him like dat but he's good at helping me over my prevous guy. Way to much drama lately. I dont know what im gonna do. :/

Sometimes I wonder who invented hand holding
Just like i used to wonder why we were born with spaces in between our hands wewe know what i mean??
Holding my hand up to the sunlight...
Seeing how small it looks ...
Thinking how good it would look in a bigger hand :D
Especially if that hand was yours...
Yeah I have held many hands in my lifetime...
But i wanna hold THE hand... I want your hand entwined in mine
wewe know what i mean??
As long as wewe hold my hand...
I could care less about the person who invented hand holding....
For all i know it could have been you


XOXO~~~BEE~~~~XOXO

Once upon a time, I was falling in love. We were a happy couple, blind to the troubles of the world around us. He was perfectly shaped for me, and I for him. He was the sun for my darkest night. I only felt complete when I was with him. The times we had together were the some of the best memories I ever had. We laughed, we hugged, we kissed. We spent hours in his room au mine, playing our secret lover games. We talked on the phone into the early hours about anything and everything. There were no secrets between us. I knew what made him happy, what made him sad, what kept him running when it seemed impossible. Once upon a time, I was falling in love. Now I'm only falling apart.

I'm an amateur poet, and I just wrote this last week. Tell me what wewe think. :) Gracious!


An unspoken promise passed through our eyes.
A message so true, and undisguised.
Your arms fit perfectly around my waist, and I inhaled your breath's sweet taste.
My head fit just right in the crook of wewe neck, and my thoughts were a rather crazy wreck.
I tilted my face to look at yours, greatly anticipating what was in store.
I puckered my lips just like I was taught,
and wewe bent your head down before we were caught.
Fireworks exploded at the touch of our lips, indeed it was a very magical first kiss. ^-^

Even in the worst of storms i’ll see your face that always keeps me warm
I’ll never be alone
Remember when we first me? I do
That was when i knew you’d be the one to keep me salama from harm

If i had to live my life without wewe i’d die this second
But now your here i’ll live forever
Life without wewe it’d be hard i know, but would I be smiling like I am today?
And I will wait for the siku when wewe come and take me kwa the hand

When the siku comes when my moyo will never leave your hands
Because from then on wewe will always have the key to the lock
My moyo is forever yours
No man au god shall ever tear us apart, a promise that’ll last forever

The roots of my upendo runs deep for wewe like the roots of a mti for mother nature
Are yours as deep?
The siku when we meet, our roots shall intertwine for eternity
Always together, never leaving, never dieing