Michael Jackson
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Michael Jackson Swali
Now, I know this has nothin to do with Michael but I think I need some comfort. ;'(
Well, my 18th birthday is inayofuata wensday (October 12th) and it's just going kwa so fast. 18 already? Wow. I'm growing up. But there's just one problem. I don't want to grow up. Not anymore. When I was younger, I couldn't wait to grow up. I couldn't wait to be a teenager. But now I am a teenager and it's pretty hard for me. Now I wanna go back to my childhood but I can't. That's impossible. What about when I get in my 20's au 30's? What's that going to feel like? Would it be harder? I just don't wanna lose my kid ways. I mean, what if my kid ways start to fade away as I get older? That's what I'm afraid of. I still wanna be a kid and have fun. That's why I always say"I am a kid" but really I'm not (well kinda). I still think I'm a kid and I'm gonna keep saying I'm a kid no matter how old I get. I just wanna keep feeling like a child and have fun like Michael. He loved having fun and so do I. He was so much like a kid and so am I. There's another thing he and I have in common. We both have a child's heart. What I'm sayin is...I'm gonna miss being a kid. I'm gonna miss the kid me. But hopefully I'll still have some fun and still feel like a kid. (sighs) I think I need a hug ("crying softly")
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