All right my true fellow MJ mashabiki I need an opinion on two things: is it an obsession to have pics on everything like a cell phone au even a computer and am I slowly losing my mind for crying most nights? MICHAEL JACKSON mashabiki ONLY,PLEASE.

I think wewe are fine. For all the MJ's he was like a father to us, he taught us many things, it is fine to miss someone that much, we upendo michael and he loves us, that will never change, wewe are completely fine with missing michael that much. Once your are shabiki there is no way out, wewe are stuck on him forever. Michael loves wewe he knows it is hard. Just think he is watching each and every one of us. Making sure our lives are running smoothly without him. I know michael he would not what wewe to be sad, he wants us to be happy. I know having him gone makes us sad, but Michael is causeing the sadness, Michael dosen't want to cause our bad feelings, he just wants to upendo us, so the best we can do is upendo him back with all our hearts.
God bless you.

If it is an obsession, I have it to. BUt wewe know what it is a GOOD obsession. He's on my laptop, my ipod and I even printed thousands of pictures and am using them to make a HUGE scrapbook. So an MJ obsession is a good obsession. Keep up the good obsession,lol. I too cry, I just can't believe he is gone, I hear his voice like on his song speechless and I say why him and I worry about his kids when Paris spoke at his memorial service I bawled my eyes out.I know it is hard but remember SMILE THOUGH YOUR moyo IS BREAKING..

i have a obsession exactly like that, i have hundreds of picha of michael on my computer and over 100 on my phone, i cry ever night just thinking about him, i think about him in my prayers and wish for God to give him the upendo he deserves. i upendo him so much that i want him to be as happy as he can be up in heaven. rest in peace and happiness michael jackson, i upendo you.

No your not losing your mind it like perfectly normal I do the same thing but I don't cry every night because I know that Michael would want us to hold our heads high and smile even tho its breaking but I do pray and talk to michael cause some how I knom that listening I wish that he could talk back to but who know maybe just maybe he will. upendo u michael always and 4eva xxxx

I'm obssesed just like you. I mean, I still can't get over his death, there is not a single place on my wall, on which I'm not hunging Michael's photos, and my phone and computer is full of his picks. All my Marafiki think I'm crazy... but I don't think it's a bad thing to be obsessed like that, well, it surely is much better to loooove him than hate him... i can't even imgine hating Michael Jackson!

omg, your totally like me! everyone thinks im wierd haha. im obsesseeed! i upendo it(: