I've liked the great ..singer, Michael Jackson, for a while back..I remember when I was a kid and I was watching TV and I was hearing about MJ..and I've always loved his music.
But just the rythm. I used to like the songs. They were awesome !! I found a notebook from when I was younger and there's this section with my fav songs and MJ's Earth song and Thriller are there.. I liked the songs.. The rest I didn't care about..I remember being afraid of his face..I don't know..weird memory..
But I loved his music.
I grew up and I got the meaning of the lyrics..and I was amazed..His lyrics are so beautiful..
I remember joining this spot and then leaving it because I didn't like the spot icon..stupid right ? :(
It was all back then.
Well...he..died. I joined this spot after he died again but..
The inayofuata siku after his death.. I thought about joining the spot again..
wewe see, before, I didn't know Michael had done such amazing things. I didn't know about the speeches. I didn't know about the kids he's helped, the money he gave for great causes. I just liked the music..about the charges.. I didn't think he was guilty of doing bad things (I remember even now watching TV and there was the trial problem and there he was under the umbrella)..because his lyrics were too great so he had to be amazing too.. But I didn't know him.. really know him. I knew about the singer, the dancer, not the person.
And his..his....his death....his ..after he died..I .. since he's left, I've been trying to find out zaidi things about him, memorise things he's said, remember the moments I lived in my childhood.. seeing him on TV and all that..I've been trying to gather zaidi and zaidi information so I can let the world know I am his shabiki and I want to make him live forever.
I want to keep him alive..I don't want anyone to forget him.. my family and everybody in this world.. I want to know things about Michael because he is the kindest person in the world. The kindest I know.
I now know this is the right way and the world has to see it too. I am trying to onyesha the world I have been blessed with upendo and I want to give it to everyone..so that we can all live in love.
But...actually things are awful if I think of it this way - :( I feel angry with me. I feel terrible because I realise.. I discovered all this after he died.
I sometimes feel ..he had to die so I could see how wonderful he was ? I hate it. I hate myself for that. I wish he were alive to keep giving. He was amazing. And I wish I could see all this before..
I hate that I've known zaidi about him since he passed. And when I hear these people..saying "ooh..you are a fake MJ fan. I upendo him since.. 19_ _ whatever and wewe just think wewe upendo him but wewe don't".. :( " I upendo Michael more" .. "You are not a true fan!"
It's killing me.
What is a true shabiki ?
If someone has a definition and it totally includes really knowing Michael for a long time before his death, I am not a shabiki either.
..I just see people who care. Yes, after he died they started to care but they are people who chose to believe in Michael. People who wanted to know him, who gave him a chance. And if they say they upendo him, that is GREAT. It's great ! How could I judge them ? How could I tell them I upendo Michael zaidi than they do ? Who am I ? How could anyone judge them ?
I am nobody in this world. I only have myself to judge and I wish I had started to be interested in MJ's upendo and life way earlier. But that doesn't mean I upendo him less.
I hate it. He is not here anymore.. and since he died I got to know zaidi about him. And upendo him more. It's so..hard..to live with this..but I bet there are a lot of persons who wish knew MJ before au who wish they were born earlier..and so on..
I just wish everyone would accept that wewe CAN be an MJ shabiki even if wewe started loving him after he passed.
Maybe..Imagining MJ was alive now.. Maybe I would be just another shabiki of his music..as I used to be.
It kills me..but it is true..
And I think that dividing MJ mashabiki in real mashabiki and not real mashabiki is soo sad :(
But just the rythm. I used to like the songs. They were awesome !! I found a notebook from when I was younger and there's this section with my fav songs and MJ's Earth song and Thriller are there.. I liked the songs.. The rest I didn't care about..I remember being afraid of his face..I don't know..weird memory..
But I loved his music.
I grew up and I got the meaning of the lyrics..and I was amazed..His lyrics are so beautiful..
I remember joining this spot and then leaving it because I didn't like the spot icon..stupid right ? :(
It was all back then.
Well...he..died. I joined this spot after he died again but..
The inayofuata siku after his death.. I thought about joining the spot again..
wewe see, before, I didn't know Michael had done such amazing things. I didn't know about the speeches. I didn't know about the kids he's helped, the money he gave for great causes. I just liked the music..about the charges.. I didn't think he was guilty of doing bad things (I remember even now watching TV and there was the trial problem and there he was under the umbrella)..because his lyrics were too great so he had to be amazing too.. But I didn't know him.. really know him. I knew about the singer, the dancer, not the person.
And his..his....his death....his ..after he died..I .. since he's left, I've been trying to find out zaidi things about him, memorise things he's said, remember the moments I lived in my childhood.. seeing him on TV and all that..I've been trying to gather zaidi and zaidi information so I can let the world know I am his shabiki and I want to make him live forever.
I want to keep him alive..I don't want anyone to forget him.. my family and everybody in this world.. I want to know things about Michael because he is the kindest person in the world. The kindest I know.
I now know this is the right way and the world has to see it too. I am trying to onyesha the world I have been blessed with upendo and I want to give it to everyone..so that we can all live in love.
But...actually things are awful if I think of it this way - :( I feel angry with me. I feel terrible because I realise.. I discovered all this after he died.
I sometimes feel ..he had to die so I could see how wonderful he was ? I hate it. I hate myself for that. I wish he were alive to keep giving. He was amazing. And I wish I could see all this before..
I hate that I've known zaidi about him since he passed. And when I hear these people..saying "ooh..you are a fake MJ fan. I upendo him since.. 19_ _ whatever and wewe just think wewe upendo him but wewe don't".. :( " I upendo Michael more" .. "You are not a true fan!"
It's killing me.
What is a true shabiki ?
If someone has a definition and it totally includes really knowing Michael for a long time before his death, I am not a shabiki either.
..I just see people who care. Yes, after he died they started to care but they are people who chose to believe in Michael. People who wanted to know him, who gave him a chance. And if they say they upendo him, that is GREAT. It's great ! How could I judge them ? How could I tell them I upendo Michael zaidi than they do ? Who am I ? How could anyone judge them ?
I am nobody in this world. I only have myself to judge and I wish I had started to be interested in MJ's upendo and life way earlier. But that doesn't mean I upendo him less.
I hate it. He is not here anymore.. and since he died I got to know zaidi about him. And upendo him more. It's so..hard..to live with this..but I bet there are a lot of persons who wish knew MJ before au who wish they were born earlier..and so on..
I just wish everyone would accept that wewe CAN be an MJ shabiki even if wewe started loving him after he passed.
Maybe..Imagining MJ was alive now.. Maybe I would be just another shabiki of his music..as I used to be.
It kills me..but it is true..
And I think that dividing MJ mashabiki in real mashabiki and not real mashabiki is soo sad :(
Eddie: All wewe gotta do is sing. Michael Jackson who can sing. And is a good looking guy. But he ain’t the most masculine fellow in the world. That’s Michael’s hook, his sensitivity. Women be saying, “Michael’s just so sensitive.” They eat that **** up. Mike know too, he be usin’ women in concerts. I seen Mike onstage in the audience, “Is it alright if I come down and sing this song to you?” Then if wewe don’t scream [enough during the show], Mike’ll get real sensitive and cry on yo’ ass.
wewe hear that record “She’s Out Of My Life”? Michael goes, (starts singing) “So I’ve learned that upendo is not posession and I’ve learned that upendo won’t wait and I’ve learned that upendo needs expression but I learned too (voice cracks) late.” (breaks into sobs)
Tito, get some a tissue. Jermaine, stop teasing.
wewe hear that record “She’s Out Of My Life”? Michael goes, (starts singing) “So I’ve learned that upendo is not posession and I’ve learned that upendo won’t wait and I’ve learned that upendo needs expression but I learned too (voice cracks) late.” (breaks into sobs)
Tito, get some a tissue. Jermaine, stop teasing.
Ok we need to stop and relize about what we're doing here. There is altot of people who will pretend to be a fan. Of a famouse person,just to make friends. But really we don't have to be a fake fan. We should be Marafiki we both have out likes and dislikes. This is NOT what Michael want us to do is fight. Fighting never ever solve anything so just STOP. Just forgive and forget this ever happend. I just do have to say this DO NOT put any rude maoni on other peoples post. We are not healing the world kwa fighing we're ruining it. Michael would be so upset with us if he was talking to us he will make us take a time out.
I upendo wewe ALL!
THANKS FOR kusoma THIS.
LOVE
THRILLERGIRL18
I upendo wewe ALL!
THANKS FOR kusoma THIS.
LOVE
THRILLERGIRL18
MJHOAXEVIDENCE has ilitumwa a video on YouTube with some of the most incredible evidence we have seen. He ilitumwa screenshots of what he claims to be the official Jackson Twitter account with tweets about Michael coming back in June !!!!!! Oddly, The June come-back is also mentioned in one of the sightings reported below from Michael's personal psychic.Wow! What do wewe think? I don't know what I think.Be sure to check the video out.If wewe can't find it I'll post it.Ok. BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
-mj4ever202
-mj4ever202
Presley 'didn't turn her back' on Jackson:
Michael Jackson's ex-wife Lisa Marie Presley has fought back rumours that she ignored an SOS message from the 'Thriller' singer before his death.
Elvis's daughter was reported to be wracked with guilt over her dismissal of a voicemail from Jackson 2 years zamani in which he alisema he was losing control of his life.
A chanzo apparently told us Weekly: [Jackson] alisema he needed [presley's] help because his life was spinning out of control and begged her to call him But she never did. She kept saying ''I should've done something'' and blames herself.
Presley's spokesperson dismissed the reports as rubbish saying: ''I don't believe this is true''
Michael Jackson's ex-wife Lisa Marie Presley has fought back rumours that she ignored an SOS message from the 'Thriller' singer before his death.
Elvis's daughter was reported to be wracked with guilt over her dismissal of a voicemail from Jackson 2 years zamani in which he alisema he was losing control of his life.
A chanzo apparently told us Weekly: [Jackson] alisema he needed [presley's] help because his life was spinning out of control and begged her to call him But she never did. She kept saying ''I should've done something'' and blames herself.
Presley's spokesperson dismissed the reports as rubbish saying: ''I don't believe this is true''