First,I want to apologize for not uandishi for such a long time,I was busy with school and this ndoto was supposed to end before school started but I have so much zaidi to write!So,here's the end of the first chapter,and hopefully soon,you'll understand why the story is called like this,you'll see in the inayofuata chapters!Enjoy and once again,I'm deeply and truly sorry...:((

Now,it's Valentine's siku and the movie is over since a mwezi ago.It's morning,and Rose is woken up kwa Michael who brings her a delicious breakfast and it's enough chakula for 3 people,so she's really surprised!Then he gives her some red roses and a little box."Michael,what's with all these?What's in the box?".He smiles and says:"Open it!".She opens it and founds an amazing necklace."Michael,are wewe crazy?Why did you...",but he stops her with a quick kiss and says:"Today it's Valentines siku and I wanted to do something,but the rest it's a surprise,so you'll have to wait and see!",then winked.Then she gave him her present and they hung out.After a wonderful day,they came nyumbani late,around 11 p.m.The whole house was empty,unusually for a Sunday night.They came in and they were tired.They sat on the kitanda and Rose said:"Michael,this was the best siku of my life!Thank wewe so much!I don't know how my life would be if you'd not be a part of it!".He said:"Rose,you're a true bless for me!I thank God every sekunde that I met you!Thank wewe for being you!",then he kissed her.She kissed back,wrapping her arms around his neck,allowing him to hold her tight.The kiss turned from a quick one into a passionate one,and Rose easily moaned and broke it.They stared in each other's eyes breathing heavily,still holding in each other's arms.He got closer and she wanted to get up,but he was holding her too tight,not only with his arms,but with his love...He then kissed her again,and she was scared,so she tried to fight against it,but she couldn't resist to that feeling he was giving her every time they were touching au kissing!She finally gave up and closed her eyes,feeling his passion and discovering hers.Her hands were moving impatient through his hair,while he was leaning over her.When they had to break the kiss so they can breathe,he got up and pulled her up too,then hugged her tight and whispered softly in her ear:"I need you...",then he kissed her neck and he released her,but only the thought of what he told her made her knees so weak that she'd have fell if he wouldn't have held her so tight...He saw that and picked her up and carried her on the stairs,all the way to the bedroom.Once they got in,she wanted to open the light,but he didn't let her,the moon was shining so peacefully,lightening the room...She was at 2 meters distance from him.He closed the door and walked to her slowly,not taking his eyes off of hers,and she wanted him to stop,but couldn't do anything:God wasn't listening to her prayers tonight...She knew that now it was the time for her to deal with her own fears and defeat them if she wanted to be happy!He reached to her and took her face in his hands,then once again kissed her.They both have always been looking for love,and now it seemed like they found it,so they were trying to keep it as long as they could,that wonderful feeling of love!He let go of her and took off his jacket,still kissing her,then quickly pulled her closer.She was so little,so fragile,so warm in his hands,and he was afraid not to break her...She was like a baby,someone who doesn't knows anything and discovers the world!And he had to help her to discover the love...She was trying to hug him,and she felt him taller,stronger,desiring her...They both could feel how well their bodies were fitting together,like 2 halves of one!He broke the kiss and took off his shirt,then suddenly pulled her close to him,holding her really tight,that their bodies seemed now one...They were near kwa the bed,walking slowly towards it.When she hit her leg kwa the bed's border,he went at her back and unzipped her dress.She got scared and he could feel that,but still took it off,then came in front of her and picked her up,and took her on the other side of the kitanda and put her down gently,then came back on the other side and undressed himself too.She was now under the blanket,still afraid a bit,but her upendo for him was strong enough to destroy every doubt that this night will be unforgettable and magic!He came inayofuata to her and started again to kiss her,moving his hands,treasuring every moment.Then he started to kiss her body,and his every kiss was burning her,causing her to easily moan...Their bodies were talking in a language that only they could understand,matching at every move,merging with each other.Every sekunde she had butterflies in her stomach and he felt her moyo and his beating together,in the same rhythm,like a beautiful song...And in that blessed night,they learned how to upendo each other,and they were now married in front of God,with their bodies and souls,forever!Around 3 a.m.,they weren't asleep yet.Michael alisema looking concerned at her,caressing her face:"Did I hurt you?".She looked at him and wanted to laugh about it,but saw that he was serious,so she alisema smiling caressing his face:"No.It was perfect,more perfect than I ever thought that it'd be!",then he kissed her smiling and they finally went to sleep.The inayofuata morning,Rose woke up first around 9 and she saw Michael sleeping...He was sleeping so quietly,so peacefully,like a little baby...She softly ran her fingers through his dark curly hair and thought:'How lucky am I to be loved kwa him!God,thank wewe so much!...I can't wait to see his eyes again!".And as if he heard her he woke up and opened his eyes and the first thing that he saw was her face and said:"This is how I wanna start my every day:seeing your angelic face!".She blushed and he pulled her to him and kissed her.Then,she said:"Michael,I have to take a shower,I'll hurry up as much as I can,ok?".He looked at her and smiled:"Need company?".She alisema as if she was innocent:"Maybe...I don't know,do wewe know anyone?".He then started to tickle her and she said:"Hahaha!Stop it!Hahaha-hahaha!Ok,ok,ok!You can come!Hahaha!".He stopped and kissed her quickly.Then he got up and they went in the kuoga and washed each other between kisses.After that,they went downstairs to eat breakfast.She was cooking something and he set the table,then when he came to take the chakula and place it on the table,he kissed her on the neck.After they ate they went out and had a lot of fun!
And so the days went kwa and now it's been 2 weeks since that night when they became one.Once morning,Rose woke up at 5 a.m. and went straight to the bathroom,where she threw up a few minutes.She woke up Michael of course and he went to see what happened and found her on her knees throwing up."What happened?",he asked concerned as he rubbed her back and helped her up."Michael,please,leave me alone for 5 minutes,ok?I have to do something."."Ok.",he alisema then left her.After 5 minutes,she went out and Michael asked:"Are wewe ok?".She showed him her hand which was holding something.Michael soon realized what it was!"Rose,is this true?",Michael asked half shocked half extremely happy."Yes...",she alisema crying 'cuz she didn't know if he's gonna like it au not."What's wrong?Hey,why are wewe crying?Come here!Shht...",Michael alisema as he hugged her."I'm sorry...",she alisema sobbing."It's ok,I'm not mad!Actually...I'm...happy!"."Really?",she asked breaking the embrace."Yes!",he alisema smiling wiping her tears."But Michael,we are not..."."Well,we will be!".She looked at him and he smiled:"Will wewe marry me,Rosie?".She blushed and said:"Yes!",then hugged and kissed him.Then they went downstairs to eat 'cuz they couldn't sleep anymore:they were having a baby and going to get married soon,how could they possibly sleep?That siku they told everyone about the good news and Rose's parents reacted pretty good.
Now,next week is their wedding.Rose is not 3 months pregnant and she can't wait to get married and live happily ever after!But God had other plans.Rose wakes up in a morning and she suddenly feels like she wants to go shopping with Alice,'cuz it's her birthday.And while they were walking the streets,Alice suddenly decides to go to the bank and check her account.Right after they come in,a robber comes and starts to shoot in the ceiling threatening everyone to give him their money au else!Everyone does what he says,but the robber notices Rose's engagement ring and demands her to give it to him.She refuses telling him that it's only an old piece of metal,but he doesn't let himself fooled and tries to get it himself.Rose tries to fight and in that stupid fight,the robber kicks her in the belly,causing her to fall and faint.After the robber leaves,Alice calls the ambulance, magari ya wagonjwa and then Rose is taken to the hospital.Michael and his family and her family and their both's Marafiki are very worried and all of them are waiting in the hospital,not wanting to leave until they'll know that Rose's ok.The doctor comes out after a half hour.Michael rushes into him:"How's she?Is she ok?How's the baby?".The doctor takes him in another room and tells him the news.After 10 minutes,Michael comes out and tells everyone:"Rose is fine,she'll be ok...but the baby died...",then he starts to cry and every woman feels an empty space in their stomachs,like they Lost their babies!After 2 days Rose is allowed to go home,but she is finished for good!All she did was crying and she cared so much about that child,and...She thought that Michael only asked her to marry him 'cuz of their child,so she thought that he won't want her anymore to be his wife!Michael heard her crying and held her close and told her:"It's not true!Rose,I want wewe because I upendo you,not because of our baby!He's dead,true,but I loved wewe before that and I'll upendo wewe until the end!We'll still have out wedding inayofuata week,ok?Please,stop crying,you need to rest!".She agreed and went to sleep.In that night,she had a terrible nightmare in which Michael leaves her for some woman who looks way better than her and she wakes up all in sweat.She looks at Michael sleeping peacefully inayofuata to her.She gets up and takes her things and leaves from his house and that town for ever!Or'that's what she thought!In the inayofuata morning,Michael feels he's getting crazy without her,he tries to find her but nobody knew where she went,not even her parents!It seems now that Rose is Lost forever and they'll never see each other again!
After 3 months of trying to find her,Michael gives up.He sits now in his living room,remembering every single moment they spent together:their first kiss,the funny things,the holidays,that night...He finally figured out that she left him 'cuz she thought he won't want her anymore!"If only I would have married her before I...God,why couldn't I wait?!"...But it was a long time zamani now and Rose was now living her life as an actress in another town,far away from him.But,as I always say,God has other plans for them!