Im not beautiful, im fat and no man wants to be with a woman who isnt a size 2, im a size 8 no man would want me anyway. If i were a man, i wouldnt want to be with a girl like me......
Lacey closed her journal and looked at her watch. It was almost time for her dance audition. But this wasnt just any audition, she was auditioning to dance for Michael Jackson on his upcoming bad tour. She made her way into the dressing room where many of the girls waiting to audition were waiting their turn. Lacey set down her things and began to take off her sweatpants and sweat shati revealing her leggings and black spahgatti top. As she was placing her sweat shati and pants back onto her bag, girls were starting at her. "I know they think that im fat." Lacey alisema to herself trying to ignore their glances. Before Lacey even had time to make eye contact she was called out onto the stage to audition.
Lacey walked out onto the big stage into the spot light. Lacey wasnt sure what to think of it, it was so huge. The theatre was dark only one lone spotlight lit the stage. Lacey was so busy looking around she forget what she was suppose to be doing. "You dont have to be nervous." a sweet voice said, snapping Lacey out of it. "Huh....oh yeah my audition....this theatre is so massive it caught me kwa surprise." Lacey replied. The voice chuckled, "Thats fine, now what is your name and what song will wewe be dancing to?" the vocie asked. "Um...my name's Lacy Andrews and i will be dancing to "Hide and Seek" kwa Imogen Heap. "Okay begin when wewe are ready." the voice replied. With that alisema Lacey began her dance routine.
When she came out on stage, i admit she probably the most beautiful woman i have ever seen. When she began to dance.....she blew me away. I dont think i have ever seen someone put such emotion in a routine,not only that the song she chose had such emotion. I have a feeling no one is going to juu this preformance.................
part 2 coming soon! Author's Note:
This ndoto deals with a very serious issue that plagues alot of young woman and teenage girls today-Anorexia. To those girls, if wewe are kusoma this fantasy, dont let anyone tell wewe that wewe arent beautiful because wewe are. Im not saying wewe shouldnt lose weight, thats a good thing, but dont try and lose so much that wewe are just skin and bone. Just because someone believes wewe are "fat" doesnt mean wewe are, if they believe wewe arent beautiful because wewe might have a little "Spare tire" then they arent seeing your true beauty and thats on the onside. Dont worry if it takes some time for the right one to come along and see your inner beauty, because it will be worth it. Please if wewe feel wewe might be struggling with Anorexia please reach out to someone, dont feel like wewe have no one and that they dont care because wewe do have people that care about you. Dont be afraid to get help and just be wewe and upendo who wewe are because thats how god made you. :) <3
I hope wewe guys enjoy this ndoto part 2 should be up soon! <3