The siku of your birth
has been labeled kwa darkness.
Your birth is your death.
wewe have died a thousand times
in your heart,
death shines in your eyes,
following wewe like a limpet.
You've died,
though wewe still breathe,
but life is just a shadow
of your past,
wewe don't see the life.
Your road is spiny,
hope is smothered and distant
to your sight.
You're on the road,
but this road is your life,
and this life is a burden of
your fate,
and past never dies until wewe die.
Your road is full of thorns,
empty and abandoned,
like your heart,
like your life.
The siku of your birth
has been labeled
kwa darkness.
It's everywhere wewe look,
you're on this road alone
and this road is the burden
of your fate,
past never dies until wewe die.
has been labeled kwa darkness.
Your birth is your death.
wewe have died a thousand times
in your heart,
death shines in your eyes,
following wewe like a limpet.
You've died,
though wewe still breathe,
but life is just a shadow
of your past,
wewe don't see the life.
Your road is spiny,
hope is smothered and distant
to your sight.
You're on the road,
but this road is your life,
and this life is a burden of
your fate,
and past never dies until wewe die.
Your road is full of thorns,
empty and abandoned,
like your heart,
like your life.
The siku of your birth
has been labeled
kwa darkness.
It's everywhere wewe look,
you're on this road alone
and this road is the burden
of your fate,
past never dies until wewe die.
hear my
unspeakable words,
those are screaming
inside my
Lost strifes!
See me,
see it through my
frightened eyes,
those will onyesha you,
those will defeat
the peace itself.
That peace,
well-known
to you,
but not to me.
Not to me.
I've seen it only
in their eyes,
while mine were dreaming.
Grabbing my soul,
living inside,
the fear loves me more,
smiling to my
faith.
Hear me,
hear those
unspeakable words,
those are living here,
praying silently,
crying sternly.
Hope is awaken,
but weakened.
Hating fear
and its cruelty,
it struggles
tirelessly,
though
fading...
Fading
along with
unseen dreams,
sleeping
along with
sorrow.
The doors
are locked,
Sun is not
illuminating
my path,
not mine.
Fears sleep
in there,
loving my failures,
listening to my
unspeakable
words,
those are prayers,
unseen
dreams,
fear lives within.
Do wewe remember the song I never sang?
Do wewe remember the words I never said?
Do wewe remember the upendo I never felt?
Do wewe remember the tears I never shed?
Do wewe remember the pain of heart's first fall?
Do wewe remember who put me through it all?
Do wewe remember the way wewe never cared?
Do wewe remember the time I felt so scared?
Do wewe remember holding me in your arms?
Do wewe remember me walking out the door?
Do wewe remember us standing in the rain,
when wewe alisema wewe wanted me back again?
©COPYRIGHT, Waverly L. Harris, 2011, DO NOT REPOST WITHOUT PERMISSION AND CREDIT FOR THE AUTHOR.
Do wewe remember the words I never said?
Do wewe remember the upendo I never felt?
Do wewe remember the tears I never shed?
Do wewe remember the pain of heart's first fall?
Do wewe remember who put me through it all?
Do wewe remember the way wewe never cared?
Do wewe remember the time I felt so scared?
Do wewe remember holding me in your arms?
Do wewe remember me walking out the door?
Do wewe remember us standing in the rain,
when wewe alisema wewe wanted me back again?
©COPYRIGHT, Waverly L. Harris, 2011, DO NOT REPOST WITHOUT PERMISSION AND CREDIT FOR THE AUTHOR.
I'm desire
I'm pain
I'm denial.
Call me whatever you
want me to be.
Call me!
That's all wewe see.
I'm pale
I'm tired
I'm love
I'm desire.
My kiss is so deep.
Can wewe feel my soul
talking?
My kiss is so soft.
Can wewe feel me?
Will wewe dream me?
I give my upendo to you.
I haven't chosen that,
it's just how it meant
to be.
I hide my tears from you,
i lock my the pain inside of me.
That's the place
i wish wewe never find.
That's my soul,
sorrow and desire.
I give wewe all wewe want,
i choose the sweetest words
for you.
My touch leads you
to the highest
power of imagination,
just to onyesha you,
just to have you.
with a seed of grace. The expression
of joy slowly shine on its face.
A little black maua, ua beautifully
devine. An elegant structure in this maua, ua u will find.
upendo and the joy of
happiness, this shows a black flowers
elegance. the color of
this maua, ua so proudly stand out.
wewe are a little black maua, ua without
a doubt.
Note: I would like to bring this out to a little girl that was killed in chicago where i live. so smart, so nice, so good, but why did she had to die..... she was part of the light and now i must find her in the darkness and bring her back to life.
echo in my head,
seeking for
the truth,
remembering,
memorizing...
Sounds of past
still harm my soul,
but now I'm strong,
I can accept the truth.
Sounds of past
echo in the depth
of my heart,
though some truths
have never been found.
We just see these
through our eyes.
Sounds of past
still echo,
sometimes silently,
but we know
that the past still
lives inside,
as a memory,
as a burning wound.
Sounds of past
still echo
inside.
As a memory,
as a burning wound.
away wewe left
flying far from me
shooken kwa the wind
the pain
we were meant to be
far wewe left
Never to Return
the pain destroyed wewe
wewe were never to be whole
There was nothing left to learn
wewe left me that cold night
Without even a hug
I was left behing
all alone
with just a red lady bug
wewe left me
crying alone
A week had passed
slow and painful
my red lady bug sat dull
wewe were still gone
never coming nyumbani
I couldn't forget wewe
but wewe were still here
the red lady bug was still here
I knew wewe were gone
there was no hope
but somehow I felt wewe
I knew wewe were near'
the Red lady bug was nothing to fear
wewe are still gone
not coming back
I miss wewe
I feel wewe
and all I have left is the red lady bug
flying far from me
shooken kwa the wind
the pain
we were meant to be
far wewe left
Never to Return
the pain destroyed wewe
wewe were never to be whole
There was nothing left to learn
wewe left me that cold night
Without even a hug
I was left behing
all alone
with just a red lady bug
wewe left me
crying alone
A week had passed
slow and painful
my red lady bug sat dull
wewe were still gone
never coming nyumbani
I couldn't forget wewe
but wewe were still here
the red lady bug was still here
I knew wewe were gone
there was no hope
but somehow I felt wewe
I knew wewe were near'
the Red lady bug was nothing to fear
wewe are still gone
not coming back
I miss wewe
I feel wewe
and all I have left is the red lady bug
Left & lonley
Abondoned & destroyed
the doll will seek revenge
The hate and pain have all subsided and left a fiery passion for revenge
The doll will have revenge
In pursiut of unfair justice in an unfair world
The doll will gain revege
The war that rages the hate that raises
All left the doll empty & tattered & broken
The doll will get revenge
The doll left broken kwa the side of the rode
Ignored kwa all mankind
The doll will receive her revenge
Who determines what is just in this unjust world
Not the doll au me au you
In a world of wrong what is right
Not the doll au me au you
Who leads the way in this endless maze called Life
Not the doll au me au you
One zaidi Chance
kwa Cody Herman
Do wewe remember the good old days?
When we used to laugh and play?
Nothing worried au stopped us
We would run until we were breathless
Tell me, when did it stop?
Why did it all drop?
Was it because of something I did?
I know I was stupid
I didn't mean to do it
It came bit kwa bit
It wasn't till the end
That I knew I had Lost a friend
It never worked out
But kwa then there was no doubt
If I could turn time back, I would
Even if it was just to see our childhood
I ask for one zaidi chance
Just to advance
To turn back the clock
For our friendship again to unlock
It was my entire fault
Our comradeship didn't just halt
I wished I never started that romance
Again, I ask for one zaidi chance
kwa Cody Herman
Do wewe remember the good old days?
When we used to laugh and play?
Nothing worried au stopped us
We would run until we were breathless
Tell me, when did it stop?
Why did it all drop?
Was it because of something I did?
I know I was stupid
I didn't mean to do it
It came bit kwa bit
It wasn't till the end
That I knew I had Lost a friend
It never worked out
But kwa then there was no doubt
If I could turn time back, I would
Even if it was just to see our childhood
I ask for one zaidi chance
Just to advance
To turn back the clock
For our friendship again to unlock
It was my entire fault
Our comradeship didn't just halt
I wished I never started that romance
Again, I ask for one zaidi chance
U Grab My Hands Off the blind
I feel Warmth that firstly strange
Where will u take Me??????
u onyesha me Colors,,,
U onyesha Me sadness
What was The truth u meant??????
U takes me in different Way,,to Love
That was Not also Kiss,,,Hugs,,,Playing
U onyesha Me Care,, Joy,,, And deep
that was Not about how birds can Flown away..
this is how to feel when they r Flying,,,
It was not to watch the Blossoms come...
it Learn about How to Wait until it Blooms....
U makes Me that cry was a way out too...
u make me believes that Laughs Also hides in the sadness
Now I know...
ur Loves Changes ME...
I feel Warmth that firstly strange
Where will u take Me??????
u onyesha me Colors,,,
U onyesha Me sadness
What was The truth u meant??????
U takes me in different Way,,to Love
That was Not also Kiss,,,Hugs,,,Playing
U onyesha Me Care,, Joy,,, And deep
that was Not about how birds can Flown away..
this is how to feel when they r Flying,,,
It was not to watch the Blossoms come...
it Learn about How to Wait until it Blooms....
U makes Me that cry was a way out too...
u make me believes that Laughs Also hides in the sadness
Now I know...
ur Loves Changes ME...
When I think of wewe
A tear falls and I start to cry
And brings me to sleep like a childs lullaby
When I see wewe
I have to look away
And pray that my hurt can come another day
So I can feel better
When I hear your voice
I have to tune it out not that I have a choice
We may like each other
But if we come together and start
We would burn our soles and fall apart
Your like moto and I'm like ice
When we touch we hurt each other
We will never be able to be together
And for now all I can do is wish
A tear falls and I start to cry
And brings me to sleep like a childs lullaby
When I see wewe
I have to look away
And pray that my hurt can come another day
So I can feel better
When I hear your voice
I have to tune it out not that I have a choice
We may like each other
But if we come together and start
We would burn our soles and fall apart
Your like moto and I'm like ice
When we touch we hurt each other
We will never be able to be together
And for now all I can do is wish
She hates the irony, and the pain is too much.
She cannot see his face;
He has advanced from behind.
But she does not need too,
She knows his face too well.
His kisu digs deeper into her soft cheek.
He is carving a heart;
Mocking her obsession of him.
He whispers something incoherent to her.
She wishes she had listened closer.
He caresses her unmarked cheek with his gloved hand.
She closes her eyes,
Half wishing it was over,
Half wishing it would never end.
-Emily Rose-
7-20-10
~*As she rolls the dice*~
~*I must think twice*~
~*About who I stand by*~
~*If we lose the bet*~
~*I'll surely get*~
~*A big shot to the head*~
~*I will be dead*~
~*I will be dead*~
~*At least for a while*~
~*No one ever understood*~
~*Why he killed an innocent child*~
~*I will be dead*~
~*I will be dead*~
~*It surely is true*~
~*I will wait until wewe die*~
~*So I could be with you*~
<3
~*I must think twice*~
~*About who I stand by*~
~*If we lose the bet*~
~*I'll surely get*~
~*A big shot to the head*~
~*I will be dead*~
~*I will be dead*~
~*At least for a while*~
~*No one ever understood*~
~*Why he killed an innocent child*~
~*I will be dead*~
~*I will be dead*~
~*It surely is true*~
~*I will wait until wewe die*~
~*So I could be with you*~
<3
She picks up the knife, ready to end her life.
She tightens her fists, ready to end all this.
As tears roll, she starts to feel droll.
She feels numb, why did they call her dumb?
She still, about to take a pill.
He comes in, hopeing she her depression wouldn't win.
He feels dumb, but ready to run.
He lays in kitanda with her, she's cold and dead.
He thinks " I'm too late, she met her fate."
He takes a knife, wishing she could be his wife.
He thinks to himself "I upendo you, I wish wewe where here to say wewe do too."
They both ended there lives. Entering the light they see eachothet, and hold one another tight.
it drounds wewe in its deepiest sorrows.. wraps around your body ... addicts wewe worse than a drug... itsquese wewe moyo untill its vanished... it kills wewe slowly and pinfully from the inside to the out side... puts the slashes in your wrists and legs... makes wewe feel dead..... inside and outside untill your nothing at alll.... makes me put slashes in my head.... makes me fate my own dread... it keeps comeing... so dround me in my own poison and take the pain away from the upendo that has vanished..