Stopping kwa Woods On A Snowy Evening

Remember,

wewe said...

wewe said
wewe would
try to make
this up.

wewe said
wewe wanted
me kwa your side.

wewe said
I would be happy,
I would be
happy this time.

wewe said.

wewe said
wewe wanted
the fresh start
for us,
wewe said
wewe wanted us
back,
wewe wanted
me back.

wewe promised.

wewe said
wewe would
try,
wewe said
that things
would be better
this time,
wewe said
I would feel
better
from now.

Remember,
wewe said.

No zaidi tears,
wewe said,
no more
empty words,
remember?

wewe said.

wewe said
wewe wanted
a fresh start
for us.
wewe said,
no zaidi pain,
wewe said,
no more.

And no zaidi lies
now I say,
sell them
some where else.
Broken promises,
that's all
wewe gave,
no zaidi pain,
that's what
wewe said.

THe world is cruel,

when we are young we ride above the clouds in the bubble of innocence
but as we age we begin to sense the pain behind our parents faces
we see then that really, not everyone is nice.

we begin to understand that "your not invited to my birthday party" is the deadliest threat we can make

and that one siku someone will hate me for who I am and someone will hate wewe for who wewe are,

because your not a cheerleader
because I am a cheerleader

because I have brown eyes
because wewe have white skin

because I have two dads
because wewe have one mom and no dad

because your grandparents were Chinese
because I'm Jewish

And why will people do this?

Because the world is a cruel place.




None of these things are true about me, they are simply examples of the stupid things people will judge wewe by.

Throughout misty forest
wewe seek for spark of hope.
Your life held by
darkness thoughts,
anchor is
some place else.

Bad luck follows wewe
like a hook,
won't let wewe go,
won't leave wewe alone.

wewe smile today,
and cry whole eternity,
like that's your fate,
disturbing thoughts
to lie inside of you,
to take away everything
that wewe hope for.

Devil is calling your name,
leaves wewe not,
wewe don't see the Angel on
your shoulder,
trying to give wewe a strength.

wewe long for life
that wewe don't know of,
wewe seek for peace,
trying to get away
from misty forest
that stains your heart
into black.

why did wewe cheat on me?
why did I deserve that?
I loved wewe so much, I still do,
and if wewe asked for me back,
I would probably come.

that's because I upendo you,
and you've got a hold on me,
why did I have to see you,
with another girl in your arms,
your a cheat that's all I can say!!

I loved wewe and wewe just threw it away,
but that's it im done with wewe now,
im not trying anymore,
I could of been the best thing wewe ever had,
wewe don't know what wewe have got until wewe loose it,
your a cheat and that's all I can say,
now its time for me to go my own way.

sorry for hateing you
sorry for everything

wish i could retrace my steps that day
now your gone moved away
i wish i could stand face to face with you

and say sorry for hurting wewe sorry for everything ive done
i hope your not dead i hope your alive if wewe are hear kusoma this my friend im sorry so sorry

i understand my friend if wewe will not forgive me i chose to be mad at wewe when wewe tried to apolagize
just know this Marafiki are forever

i will keep wewe in my head if i forget ill still have wewe in my heart
and hopefully wewe will keep me in yours now your gone wewe wont see me but wewe have raised me up higher than the mountains

youve raised me up to zaidi then i can be
i was strong when i was on your sholders
i am sorry carolyn kellar for what has happend

I songesha a hundred steps
to fix my pace
but all your love
inflicts my grace
falling
running
trying to get clean
but the confort
your love
it captures me

I songesha behind the lines
to hide from the new
to hide from from addiction
to hide from you
falling
running
trying to hide
but the meledy
the sound
it drags me back

I songesha between the beats
to cover my sins
but everytime your near me
The bottle of gin, gini slowly didapears
falling
falling
sweeter than life
your upendo is a drug
your upendo is my high

As life flutters kwa on Angel's wings

The wind whips my hair as I ride through the desolite night sky

My moyo leaps with joy, and drowns wih sorrow

I'm falling down... farther into the abyss

I grab on to a passing Angel's wings
It's my Angel

I stil fall
Unable to let go of My Angel

My Angel, He's broken
Drowning his sorrows in pain
His pain in sorrows

He has seen this unperfect world
Wanting to fix it, trying to fix it

It crushed his soul, broke his spirit
I have seen this world as he has seen it

It broke me too

And we plumet together
Streatched to our braking points

As life fluters kwa on Angel's wings