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r-pattz said:
Being in a "real relationship" is absolutely terrifying, because wewe don't want to lose that other person. But it's also amazing, and wewe feel like wewe have something that's yours, something that's so precious, but so breakable. wewe want it to last forever, even though wewe know it won't.
First kiss: Like flying. Butterflies, idiotic grins, the whole deal. Don't rush your first kiss, though. wewe want it to be memorable.
First date: Jittery. Your moyo is pounding, your chest feels like it's going to explode. You're nervous, and you're staring at the clock, waiting for him to onyesha up at your door. In your head, thoughts of everything that could go wrong are rushing through your head. wewe check your makeup a million times in the mirror. But there's this little smile on your face, because now you're growing up. Now you're going to go out somewhere with a boy, just the two of you. It's kinda like a whole new part of your life has begun.
*sigh* To upendo and to be loved is the highest high in the world. (Except, of course, for heroin. =P) But it's amazing and unbelievable. It's giggling whenever he sends wewe a flirty text message, it's holding his hand in the school hallways for everyone to see, it's laying in the nyasi and connecting the stars in words of endearment, it's... it's that welling in your chest wewe feel when he's around. There's this surge of emotion that fills wewe up from your head to your toes.
That is what upendo is like.
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