yes, and I am dreading the siku I read in people that he got married to some actress au private girlfriend. ( Yes he's my celebrity crush). Bad enough when I see old pics of him and Jennifer upendo Hewitt ( they dated for a yr. in 97-98) dont like her. Sometimes she is okay i guess, but she is kind of pathetic, and a serial dater.
Him and I have gotten married about 20 times in my head and we have 4-6 kids. I have been in upendo with him since I was about 13 when I first watched and fell in upendo with him and his TV character on my inayopendelewa TV onyesha " Boy Meets World". His name is Will Friedle aka Eric Matthews.
It hurts that I will never be able to tell him " wewe know I think I fell in upendo with you." It could be lust, a strong strong crush, but it feels like love. So to me it is. Until someone real in my own life comes along.