maswali part 15

141. Yes
142. Sometimes
143. It's been rocky
144. Yes
145. With my family
146. In due time
147. Night owl
148. No
149. Yes my boyfriend/sister
150. Of course!!!! :D

141. I guess?
142. Yes.
143. I guess it's been treating me okay.
144. Occasionally. I have to be in the mood.
145. ...Make sure I was saved (nope, not joking).
146. Nope, it's a myth.
147. Night owl.
148. Fortunately no, but I have been sick at nyumbani and felt like that.
149. My closest Marafiki and some of my relatives.
150. Sure. :)

141) Do wewe agree with the statement: "I'm not gonna beg anyone to upendo me--you either upendo me au I leave..."?
idk
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142) Do wewe ever feel isolated, even when wewe may be in a house full of people?
had the feel before not anymore
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143) How's this mwaka treating wewe so far/
pretty well
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144) Do wewe still like to watch some of your old TV shows from your childhood?
yeah
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145) If wewe knew that tomorrow was the last siku you'd ever see, what would wewe do with so little time?
not sure maybe freak out
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146) Do wewe believe in World Peace?
no
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147) Are wewe a night owl, au early bird?
both
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148) Did wewe ever have to stay overnight at a hospital, thinking that THIS is how your life ends?
nope
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149) Who do wewe trust with your fears, secretes and/or life?
myself
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150) Do wewe look mbele to zaidi of my questions?
yes ^.^

141) Yeah. I mean, it isn't a good idea to go begging for upendo but sometimes it feels like wewe gotta.

142) Sure. Crowds tend to make me feel very lonely

143) Could be worse. Could be better.

144) Yes

145) I'd take what little funds I've got and go see my friends. I'd spend sometime with my mom too, of course. I've been wanting to go visit Dorothy Kilgallen's grave so I'd go do that too.

146) No

147) Night owl

148) No

149)My mom

150) Sure

141. I'm not sure
142. Yes.
143. It could be better.
144. Yes.
145. There are so many things. And I hate thinking of things like that.
146. If it would happen then yes.
147. Night owl, trying to be an early bird though.
148. No, the last time I spent the night in the hospital, I was 3 and I don't think I had thoughts like that, considering I didn't really know what death was at that age.
149. My family and friends.
150. Yes, I really enjoy answering these kinds of questions.

maybe
yes
idk
yes
sleep, knowing that the world wouldn't change with me dying
utopia isn't possible although this era is the one of the most peaceful times we had
owl
no
self
k

141) yep
142) yep
143) been gr8 overall
144) i dont have time
145) watch tv
146) maybe not soon
147) night owl
148) no
149) myself
159) yep

141. Yes.
142. Most times, yeah.
143. Okay. It's had its ups and downs.
144. Sometimes.
145. I'd listen to my inayopendelewa songs with my best friend.
146. No.
147. Night owl
148. Fortunately not.
149. No one.
150. Yeah. wewe make good questions!

141) I agree
142) Maybe
143) Okay. It's a neutral mwaka so far
144) Yes
145) Nothing
146) Yes
147) A bit of both, but to no extreme on either side
148) No
149) My mom
150) Sure

141) Do wewe agree with the statement: "I'm not gonna beg
anyone to upendo me--you either upendo me au I leave..."?
noooooooooooo
142) Do wewe ever feel isolated, even when wewe may be in a house full of people?
yeah
143) How's this mwaka treating wewe so far/
pretty good actually
144) Do wewe still like to watch some of your old TV shows from your childhood?
yeah
145) If wewe knew that tomorrow was the last siku you'd ever see, what would wewe do with so little time?
tell everyone who remotely dislikes me that im about to die and make them feel bad and revel in it
146) Do wewe believe in World Peace?
yeah
147) Are wewe a night owl, au early bird?
night owl
148) Did wewe ever have to stay overnight at a hospital, thinking that THIS is how your life ends?
no
149) Who do wewe trust with your fears, secretes and/or life?
like 2 people maybe
150) Do wewe look mbele to zaidi of my questions?
yeah

141) Do wewe agree with the statement: "I'm not gonna beg anyone to upendo me--you either upendo me au I leave..."?
~~~ Yeah pretty much
142) Do wewe ever feel isolated, even when wewe may be in a house full of people?
~~~ No
143) How's this mwaka treating wewe so far
~~~ Alright
144) Do wewe still like to watch some of your old TV shows from your childhood?
~~~ No
145) If wewe knew that tomorrow was the last siku you'd ever see, what would wewe do with so little time?
~~~ Everything
146) Do wewe believe in World Peace?
~~~ I'd like to believe it's possible
147) Are wewe a night owl, au early bird?
~~~ Night owl
148) Did wewe ever have to stay overnight at a hospital, thinking that THIS is how your life ends?
~~~ Not yet..
149) Who do wewe trust with your fears, secretes and/or life?
~~~ I trust my boyfriend, and also some close Marafiki with my secrets and fears ... But I only trust my family with my life c:
150) Do wewe look mbele to zaidi of my questions?
~~~ Yeah! Even if nobody reads my response, hehe I upendo answering your questions.

141) Do wewe agree with the statement: "I'm not gonna beg anyone to upendo me--you either upendo me au I leave..."?
Yep

142) Do wewe ever feel isolated, even when wewe may be in a house full of people?
Yep

143) How's this mwaka treating wewe so far/
Meh. I guess its good

144) Do wewe still like to watch some of your old TV shows from your childhood?
For nostalgia XD

145) If wewe knew that tomorrow was the last siku you'd ever see, what would wewe do with so little time?
Think about what Id do

146) Do wewe believe in World Peace?
Nope

147) Are wewe a night owl, au early bird?
Night owl

148) Did wewe ever have to stay overnight at a hospital, thinking that THIS is how your life ends?
Nope

149) Who do wewe trust with your fears, secretes and/or life?
Would I really say that out here?

150) Do wewe look mbele to zaidi of my questions?
Sure why not

Yes
All the time
Not very well
Yeah
Nothing probably
No
Early bird
Yes
No one
Yeah

141) Do wewe agree with the statement: "I'm not gonna beg anyone to upendo me--you either upendo me au I leave..."? yes it's very sad & I'm guilty of it myself but after my ex of 23 years, I will never ever beg anyone to upendo me au pay attention to me au anything else, wewe just really really don't understand that when wewe are young

142) Do wewe ever feel isolated, even when wewe may be in a house full of people? Oh Gosh yeah, I've felt like that all my life, I felt that way with my ex, not in the beginning but many years I have felt that way & all of my childhood I felt this way & now I still feel like it cause no one really cares, I can count on my fingers how many people would actually care if I died but it's better to have these people than none at all like some people do, it's really sad!

143) How's this mwaka treating wewe so far? NA

144) Do wewe still like to watch some of your old TV shows from your childhood? OH Gosh yeah, I upendo reruns, sometimes it's better than what's on now but I have alot of shows I like though, have something to watch most nights

145) If wewe knew that tomorrow was the last siku you'd ever see, what would wewe do with so little time? Spend every dakika with my daughter & I would go & make sure she was taken care of after I would be gone cause she's all that matters

146) Do wewe believe in World Peace? I want it but I don't believe we'll ever have it though but always hope I'm wrong

147) Are wewe a night owl, au early bird? night owl

148) Did wewe ever have to stay overnight at a hospital, thinking that THIS is how your life ends? Yes when I was 12 with pneumonia & then after my accident in Dec of 1996 after my car accident, both times were a couple of weeks not one night though, I hate hospitals & hate being in one

149) Who do wewe trust with your fears, secretes and/or life? my daughter & my best friend who lives in California

150) Do wewe look mbele to zaidi of my questions? yes

141)Probably.
142)Yes And I Will Always Be.
143)Indifferently.
144)Of Course.
145)Say Goodbye To The People Close To Me,Have Sex And Await My End On A beach, pwani Seeing The Sky And Thinking About The Universe.
146)Yes With The Right Measures.
147)Mostly A Night Owl.
148)Somehow.
149)No One.
150)Sure I Am !!!!

141. Totally - nobody loves wewe just because wewe ask them to. That's not how it works.
142. Yes
143. Ok - although work has gone downhill recently. I feel sick knowing I have to go back again the inayofuata day.
144. Yeah! Pokemon!!
145. Well since it's unlikely I'd get to Disneyworld in time, I'd just like to have a big party with everyone I upendo so we're all together
146. No somebody always gets greedy and starts a war
147. Definitely a night owl
148. Nope, never been to hospital
149. Family and best friends
150. Yeah they're quite fun