I wait...
for 2 years long to reach my happiness, an unaswered swali has been solved out kwa the miracle of its own.
I never feel so happy unlike when I was 12-13 years old, those number is a crack of my flaw and the sorrow of my life but in return...
I always got stabbed in the back kwa those foolish mortals.
Those things were all just my past, those hurtful memories begun to fade away from my scene but the scar on my moyo still marked its pain.
When will it heal for sure? when will this agony vanish forever?
well the answer was this,
zaidi pain I got when I broke my eyes, unfortunately it has happened when exactly in a siku of my brithday so...I went to check up to get a sight glasses.
That sight glasses was my special gift when I turned 14 this mwaka (2010) wewe wanna know why it's special? because it's brought me into a new life, I don't care...and I'm not worry for my new look wearing that sight glasses, they actually fit my face.
What a coincident when I turned 14 and wearing a sight glasses all my life is turning upside down from a cloudy sorrow into a bright sunny one, my behaviour/attitude also change as much!
I was a shy, too polite and a calm girl who'd always let herself hurt, torture, and stab only for some b*tchy Marafiki and now not anymore...
It's not that hard to say "NO" to someone even to the closest person I have (except if they helped me so much) so why should I care about if they return me the same "NO" when I need their helps?
I can stand my own opinion now and I can stand up for myself as possible as I could :)
Since that happened, now I have lots of Marafiki who actually care about me too but some of them are solidarity and one of them is trustworthy au I could say a BESTFRIEND.
I guess this year's birthday was worth it at all! from tears to joy I'm absolutely enjoy the result indeed.
don't blame the world if its already happen, don't ignore miracle even you've never seen one, don't let your circumstances make wewe fall and tare apart, flaws are just one weakness that we can cover it with our self advance, make yourself feel open in free to let them know WHO wewe ARE.
*true story of a life miracle kwa me {xSiVePux/AviTaRi}
for 2 years long to reach my happiness, an unaswered swali has been solved out kwa the miracle of its own.
I never feel so happy unlike when I was 12-13 years old, those number is a crack of my flaw and the sorrow of my life but in return...
I always got stabbed in the back kwa those foolish mortals.
Those things were all just my past, those hurtful memories begun to fade away from my scene but the scar on my moyo still marked its pain.
When will it heal for sure? when will this agony vanish forever?
well the answer was this,
zaidi pain I got when I broke my eyes, unfortunately it has happened when exactly in a siku of my brithday so...I went to check up to get a sight glasses.
That sight glasses was my special gift when I turned 14 this mwaka (2010) wewe wanna know why it's special? because it's brought me into a new life, I don't care...and I'm not worry for my new look wearing that sight glasses, they actually fit my face.
What a coincident when I turned 14 and wearing a sight glasses all my life is turning upside down from a cloudy sorrow into a bright sunny one, my behaviour/attitude also change as much!
I was a shy, too polite and a calm girl who'd always let herself hurt, torture, and stab only for some b*tchy Marafiki and now not anymore...
It's not that hard to say "NO" to someone even to the closest person I have (except if they helped me so much) so why should I care about if they return me the same "NO" when I need their helps?
I can stand my own opinion now and I can stand up for myself as possible as I could :)
Since that happened, now I have lots of Marafiki who actually care about me too but some of them are solidarity and one of them is trustworthy au I could say a BESTFRIEND.
I guess this year's birthday was worth it at all! from tears to joy I'm absolutely enjoy the result indeed.
don't blame the world if its already happen, don't ignore miracle even you've never seen one, don't let your circumstances make wewe fall and tare apart, flaws are just one weakness that we can cover it with our self advance, make yourself feel open in free to let them know WHO wewe ARE.
*true story of a life miracle kwa me {xSiVePux/AviTaRi}
I know some maswali about canada that non-canadians ask about Canada, i'm going to tell wewe the majibu
first, wewe can NOT see polar bears in the mitaani, mtaa and we don't ride the them either we use CARS.
second, we live in houses, not igloos we would probably freeze after awhile
Thats all i know but know wewe won't think canadians live in igloos and if Miley cyrus is kusoma this and did say canada sucks,WELL IT DOESEN'T SUCK!!!!
IT ROCKS!!! i'm proud to live in Canada.
:)
first, wewe can NOT see polar bears in the mitaani, mtaa and we don't ride the them either we use CARS.
second, we live in houses, not igloos we would probably freeze after awhile
Thats all i know but know wewe won't think canadians live in igloos and if Miley cyrus is kusoma this and did say canada sucks,WELL IT DOESEN'T SUCK!!!!
IT ROCKS!!! i'm proud to live in Canada.
:)
I missed my chance.. I'm always one mwaka behind in this show.. But now that their inaonyesha every episode in order, to prepare for the new season 7, so I'm getting my chance.
I'm so excited, especially cause it has Steven Ogg in it now. (AKA, this guy).
It's pretty easy to say that Grand Theft Auto did a lot for this guy, cause now just about everyone knows who he is.
It's weird how he always protrays nutcase's like Trevor, when the real Steve Ogg is such a nice guy from what I can tell.
But still, the guy that portrayed Trevor Phillips.
How can that NOT be awesome for the dark, violent, nature of a onyesha like Walking Dead?
Where, even someone as kind hearted as Rick Grimes has murdered people in cold blood, in newer seasons he doesn't even feel remorse anymore.
But, yeah.. Steve Ogg.. I'm excited :)
I'm so excited, especially cause it has Steven Ogg in it now. (AKA, this guy).
It's pretty easy to say that Grand Theft Auto did a lot for this guy, cause now just about everyone knows who he is.
It's weird how he always protrays nutcase's like Trevor, when the real Steve Ogg is such a nice guy from what I can tell.
But still, the guy that portrayed Trevor Phillips.
How can that NOT be awesome for the dark, violent, nature of a onyesha like Walking Dead?
Where, even someone as kind hearted as Rick Grimes has murdered people in cold blood, in newer seasons he doesn't even feel remorse anymore.
But, yeah.. Steve Ogg.. I'm excited :)