Everything was crashing down.
My heart
My mind
My soul
My entire being
My very existence
All of them used to lie before her, at her feet. Now, they lay crushed on the ground.
I never knew heaven could exist on earth before I met her.
I never knew happiness.
I never knew beauty of life.
I never knew hope – blind fierce hope
I never knew love.
I never knew pain – pain that gnaw my insides slowly, excruciatingly.
I never knew tears.
I wish this very moment in my tormented life that gravity never existed so that it never learned how to pull water from my eyes. So that at least for this very instance, when I am in great pain, I wouldn’t need to cry.
My tears fell noiselessly on the ground.
How did I let this happen?
How did I let myself hope? Hope that she could upendo me, Hope that I could stay beside her so that I could pretend.
How could she upendo me when she didn’t know the truth about me?
If she knew the truth…she wouldn’t dare…
I should have known better than to let myself fall for her.
But how could I not fall for her?
I existed because she does.
I was created for her.
I breathe because she breathes.
But falling in upendo was not part of the plan.
Seduce her
Make her fall in upendo with me
Then, ask au force her to jiunge us
That was the plan.
The plan that was doomed to fail because I refused to hurt her. I would rather face death than hurt her.
How could I hurt her when she made this frozen moyo of mine come to life? How could I when I fell immediately in upendo the moment I laid my eyes on her?
How could I cause her pain when I wished she was mine?
How could I not wish she was mine when my ears wish to hear only her voice, when my hands yearned to touch only her face, when my lips craved to drown in the sweetness of her lips?
My will
My strength
My purpose in this damned existence
They were stripped away from me, pulled away kwa the gravity of what I feel for her.
Only my moyo remained.
Though badly bruised, though hopeless, it continued to beat.
Each beat offered to her.
Only to her
She who can never be mine
She who belonged to another
She who showed me happiness, life, love, hope and now pain.
Renesmee. My enemy. My love.
My heart
My mind
My soul
My entire being
My very existence
All of them used to lie before her, at her feet. Now, they lay crushed on the ground.
I never knew heaven could exist on earth before I met her.
I never knew happiness.
I never knew beauty of life.
I never knew hope – blind fierce hope
I never knew love.
I never knew pain – pain that gnaw my insides slowly, excruciatingly.
I never knew tears.
I wish this very moment in my tormented life that gravity never existed so that it never learned how to pull water from my eyes. So that at least for this very instance, when I am in great pain, I wouldn’t need to cry.
My tears fell noiselessly on the ground.
How did I let this happen?
How did I let myself hope? Hope that she could upendo me, Hope that I could stay beside her so that I could pretend.
How could she upendo me when she didn’t know the truth about me?
If she knew the truth…she wouldn’t dare…
I should have known better than to let myself fall for her.
But how could I not fall for her?
I existed because she does.
I was created for her.
I breathe because she breathes.
But falling in upendo was not part of the plan.
Seduce her
Make her fall in upendo with me
Then, ask au force her to jiunge us
That was the plan.
The plan that was doomed to fail because I refused to hurt her. I would rather face death than hurt her.
How could I hurt her when she made this frozen moyo of mine come to life? How could I when I fell immediately in upendo the moment I laid my eyes on her?
How could I cause her pain when I wished she was mine?
How could I not wish she was mine when my ears wish to hear only her voice, when my hands yearned to touch only her face, when my lips craved to drown in the sweetness of her lips?
My will
My strength
My purpose in this damned existence
They were stripped away from me, pulled away kwa the gravity of what I feel for her.
Only my moyo remained.
Though badly bruised, though hopeless, it continued to beat.
Each beat offered to her.
Only to her
She who can never be mine
She who belonged to another
She who showed me happiness, life, love, hope and now pain.
Renesmee. My enemy. My love.
one eager look from wewe and kwa moyo starts to soar.
i dont know how it could be. that i would upendo wewe more
a taste of time right here in my hands words cant describe
what my eyes can.
side kwa side.i want all of wewe forever.no less time will ever do
wewe say how can wewe ask me to take your life.oh edward that was long zamani when
i looked into your eyes.
its apart of wewe and always will be.without you.i am incomplete
so take me kwa the hand and lead me anywhere.with wewe my time is yours to share. i upendo you
bella
i dont know how it could be. that i would upendo wewe more
a taste of time right here in my hands words cant describe
what my eyes can.
side kwa side.i want all of wewe forever.no less time will ever do
wewe say how can wewe ask me to take your life.oh edward that was long zamani when
i looked into your eyes.
its apart of wewe and always will be.without you.i am incomplete
so take me kwa the hand and lead me anywhere.with wewe my time is yours to share. i upendo you
bella
Okay beacause I am a huge Twilight shabiki I have joined this club. I fell in upendo after the first 3 chapters of Tiwilight and I am still in the process of kusoma the books. If wewe could please at least say in the beginning of your makala that it is concerning X books. That would help me out soooo much because I only have a limited amount of time I can read because of school and homework. The mentioning of things that I have not read yet is making me want to read the vitabu so much zaidi and it has caused me to get in trouble at school for kusoma when I shouldn't be. Thank wewe so VERY much.
okay so we all know that edward is the best charcter in twilight. why? because of how loving he is. He treats bella like if she were dhahabu and his biggest treasure.Many of us wish to have a boyfriend au girlfriend like edward. It makes someone really happy to be loved so greatly.
Edward is amazing. That is why he is the best character of twilight because he really shows how much hes in upendo and protects bella through alot of troubles. Another reason why we would upendo edward would be because he is so hot!! hes the best looking in the movie! He is so GOOD looking...We all think that right? Cuz its so true!! hes awesome!!
okay so i havent read any of the vitabu yet...but im judging from all the previews ive seen of the movie. Dont worry, ima read the book this week...ima go buy it at the store to read it! im so excited...!!!!! >.<
thank wewe for taking your time to read this (if u did read it...) please maoni of wat u think of my article...=þ
Edward is amazing. That is why he is the best character of twilight because he really shows how much hes in upendo and protects bella through alot of troubles. Another reason why we would upendo edward would be because he is so hot!! hes the best looking in the movie! He is so GOOD looking...We all think that right? Cuz its so true!! hes awesome!!
okay so i havent read any of the vitabu yet...but im judging from all the previews ive seen of the movie. Dont worry, ima read the book this week...ima go buy it at the store to read it! im so excited...!!!!! >.<
thank wewe for taking your time to read this (if u did read it...) please maoni of wat u think of my article...=þ
thanks for kusoma im really new at this as some of guys can tell