Present day
I looked at my family and saw they wanted to ask but did not know how to do it. I though it would be my granddaughter who broke the silence but it was Bella. Carlisle ,what happened she asked in astomishment. Carlisle ?Edward asked. I had my mind so closed off Edward couldn’t hear me. Carlisle,Please! I keep getting all kind off different emotions from wewe and Anxious and confusion from Edward because he can’t hear wewe Jasper exclaimed. Sorry son I’ll songesha on to the story I told him. Please because wewe have all the girls listening to you.They never listen to me with such interest Emmett alisema with a tent of anxiousness..Ohh ..Emm..Shh..Rose whispered. Grandpa became like mommy Nessie exclaimed to everyone. That’s right honey I did I told her. Oh Carlisle ,Diane must have been devasted Alice mumered. My mother was devasted. She left my father because she blamed him. Diana cried for days. She didn’t believe I was gone, of course my body wasn’t there so it was even harder to believe. I though wewe couldn’t separate from your spouse back then Emmett blurted out. Every one turned to look at him. Nows not the time Emmett Alice mumbled with tears. Honey he doesn’t understand. His mind isn’t there. He’s confused Jasper said. Heyy!! Emmett growled. Let your father finished Esme cut in.
I did not come into contact with anyone during those inayofuata few days. I stayed in the shadows fighting my thirst. Missing what I had with Diana .Missing my mother. I didn’t know what they were going through then. It was days before I gave into my thirst and I was lucky when someone Lost a goat in the woods. I’m sorry dad but a goat Emmett asked with laughter. Every one turned to look at him. Yes Emmett I was quite desperate I told him. I saw Emmett’s face changed to amusement to knowing. I remembered his mishap with the woman years zamani but for him I knew the memory still burned in the back of his head. Everyone was quiet for a moment until Nessie asked liked the three little goats and the troll under the bridge? I could not help it .I laughed along with everyone else. Sorry dad maybe I should have told her that one when she was older Edward alisema with amusement and embarrassment. Yes sweetheart but I learned to control my thirst and how to feed it. A couple of years later when I was better at what I had become I stayed in the shadows but not far from Diana. As time moved on I saw she hadn’t moved on .She tried falling in upendo with someone else. They conceived a child together but she gave the child to the father and he raised her .She was afraid she wasn’t honoring me. Afraid of what I would think if I was still live. She wondered of what our life would have been together. She couldn’t upendo the father of her child but she kept in touch with him. He named their daughter Sage. God did I upendo her and I knew it was not salama for me to be with her but I could not see her ruining her life like she was. Months later when I was sure of myself .Of what I was about to do. I went to her. I could see Edward and Bella sharing thoughts of what they went through.
I looked at my family and saw they wanted to ask but did not know how to do it. I though it would be my granddaughter who broke the silence but it was Bella. Carlisle ,what happened she asked in astomishment. Carlisle ?Edward asked. I had my mind so closed off Edward couldn’t hear me. Carlisle,Please! I keep getting all kind off different emotions from wewe and Anxious and confusion from Edward because he can’t hear wewe Jasper exclaimed. Sorry son I’ll songesha on to the story I told him. Please because wewe have all the girls listening to you.They never listen to me with such interest Emmett alisema with a tent of anxiousness..Ohh ..Emm..Shh..Rose whispered. Grandpa became like mommy Nessie exclaimed to everyone. That’s right honey I did I told her. Oh Carlisle ,Diane must have been devasted Alice mumered. My mother was devasted. She left my father because she blamed him. Diana cried for days. She didn’t believe I was gone, of course my body wasn’t there so it was even harder to believe. I though wewe couldn’t separate from your spouse back then Emmett blurted out. Every one turned to look at him. Nows not the time Emmett Alice mumbled with tears. Honey he doesn’t understand. His mind isn’t there. He’s confused Jasper said. Heyy!! Emmett growled. Let your father finished Esme cut in.
I did not come into contact with anyone during those inayofuata few days. I stayed in the shadows fighting my thirst. Missing what I had with Diana .Missing my mother. I didn’t know what they were going through then. It was days before I gave into my thirst and I was lucky when someone Lost a goat in the woods. I’m sorry dad but a goat Emmett asked with laughter. Every one turned to look at him. Yes Emmett I was quite desperate I told him. I saw Emmett’s face changed to amusement to knowing. I remembered his mishap with the woman years zamani but for him I knew the memory still burned in the back of his head. Everyone was quiet for a moment until Nessie asked liked the three little goats and the troll under the bridge? I could not help it .I laughed along with everyone else. Sorry dad maybe I should have told her that one when she was older Edward alisema with amusement and embarrassment. Yes sweetheart but I learned to control my thirst and how to feed it. A couple of years later when I was better at what I had become I stayed in the shadows but not far from Diana. As time moved on I saw she hadn’t moved on .She tried falling in upendo with someone else. They conceived a child together but she gave the child to the father and he raised her .She was afraid she wasn’t honoring me. Afraid of what I would think if I was still live. She wondered of what our life would have been together. She couldn’t upendo the father of her child but she kept in touch with him. He named their daughter Sage. God did I upendo her and I knew it was not salama for me to be with her but I could not see her ruining her life like she was. Months later when I was sure of myself .Of what I was about to do. I went to her. I could see Edward and Bella sharing thoughts of what they went through.
i have been with Edward for 2 years and i don't feel like our relationship is going anywhere, all we do now is have sex and that's mainly it. we were better of Marafiki than boyfriend and gorlfriend i mean before we got together we used to talk, hang out and everything. i miss it.
but resantly Edwrad has been distint i mean he comes knocking for me at 1 0 clock in the morning asking me do i want to go out. i can tell if he does that one zaidi time Charlie is going to hit him, so for his benefit he better not do that again.
why do people change?
it's really bugging me. i see him all the time flirting with other girls, but if he caught me flirting with an another guy he would go mad and get all jealous.
why does he care? i mean if he can flirt with other girl's i'm sure i can flirt with other guys.
he is really starting to get on my nerves.
Do i upendo him?
Should i dump him?
i guess i'll find out soon enough. This is his last chance.
Bella's pov
Charlie had been prety bad for weeks but i just put it down to it being the winter man flu, until carlisle told me...
"Bella dont freak out but Charlie ain't good." Edward told me before i spoke to Carlisle, probible to worn me to keep my emotions locked up since i was only a mwaka old, my power still cept me bizzy.
Renesmee came walking not skipping
towords me witch was diffrent for her, so something must have been up with Charlie.
"Mum just do as dad says... wewe need your strength to keep calm for Charlies sake no one elses."
"can somebody just tell me what is going on already, you've been telling me to keep calm for Charlies sake but i'm starting to freak out because i don't have a clue what is wrong with him."
"Mum breath, calm down." Renesmee tried to calm me but the longer it toke for sombody to tell me what was wrong with my dad, I was getting wears.
Charlie had been prety bad for weeks but i just put it down to it being the winter man flu, until carlisle told me...
"Bella dont freak out but Charlie ain't good." Edward told me before i spoke to Carlisle, probible to worn me to keep my emotions locked up since i was only a mwaka old, my power still cept me bizzy.
Renesmee came walking not skipping
towords me witch was diffrent for her, so something must have been up with Charlie.
"Mum just do as dad says... wewe need your strength to keep calm for Charlies sake no one elses."
"can somebody just tell me what is going on already, you've been telling me to keep calm for Charlies sake but i'm starting to freak out because i don't have a clue what is wrong with him."
"Mum breath, calm down." Renesmee tried to calm me but the longer it toke for sombody to tell me what was wrong with my dad, I was getting wears.