Have wewe ever felt like your entire body was on fire, and there was nothing wewe can do about it? You're in excruciating pain and all wewe can do is lie there and let it happen. That's how it feels to be turned into a vampire.
I didn't ask for this. I honestly would have rather died, but I suppose that wasn't an option ever since Emmett and Rosalie found me. Rosalie must have taken pity in me, being raped, beaten, stabbed and left to die in the middle of nowhere. Right before my spirit almost left my body, I could feel bite marks all over my body. My neck, my legs, my stomach and wrists ached with the feeling that two big needles stabbing into my skin.
"Rosalie, what were wewe thinking?" Emmett asked, furiously.
"I couldn't leave her there. I know I resented Carlisle for turning me, but now that I'm in the same position as he was, I couldn't let her die."
* * * * * * *
When I found that I could control my body again, I immediately grabbed my throat. All I could feel was burning, like someone had thrown lit matches down my esophagus. I was so thirsty. I tried to ignore my thirst for long enough that I was able to look at myself in the full-length mirror in the room. I was beautiful. My black hair had a certain shine, like it did when I'd get it cut and washed kwa my hairdresser, only this looked natural. My skin was pale, the color of snow. I was so glamorous, it hurt a little to even look at myself. All those changes wasn't what shocked me the most, that was the color of my eyes. They were the color of blood, a crimson red that made me gasp.
"You're awake!"
I turned to see a beautiful blonde girl looking at me. Wrapped around her waist was the bulky arm of a handsome, tall, dark-haired man, with a devilish smirk on his face.
"Rosalie," I found myself saying. I really hoped that the girl I was looking at was the girl who saved me.
She smiled. "Yes. That's me, and this is Emmett. What's your name?"
They towered over me. I was short compared to the rest of the girls in my school, but they were even taller than anyone I knew. They were like models. "I'm Charlotte."
They smiled, "Nice to meet you. I know you're probably confused right now... and you're thirsty."
"Yeah, I am. Can wewe get me a glass of water?
Rosalie and Emmett looked at each other and laughed. I was confused, until Emmett looked at me, "Water won't do wewe any good. How's blood sound?"
My throat burned even more. I licked my lips, but at the same time I was lost. Blood? Why would I want blood?
"Emmett, Rose, you're scaring her. She probably has no idea what's going on."
I turned to see a handsome, twenty-something blonde man and a pretty twenty-something brunette walking towards me. I assumed they were married. "I'm Carlisle," the man said, "and this is Esme," he motioned to the woman inayofuata to him, "You're a vampire now."
I burst out laughing. "Vampires aren't real."
Carlisle sighed. "Rose, take her hunting."
* * * * * * *
Hunting made me feel like I was alive. I could run at the speed of light and not get tired, I had the strength of a hundred men. This was amazing.
"Hey, Char, see that deer over there? Kill it, and suck out it's blood. That should keep wewe controlled for a while."
I immediately ran after it, but it saw me. "Damnit!" I screamed.
Come over here
Suddenly, the deer walked towards me. There was blatant fear in its eyes, but it still came to me. It stood in front of me for a few sekunde before I snapped out of my shock and pounced at it, sinking my teeth into it's skin and sucking out all of its blood.
"How the hell did wewe do that?" Rosalie yelled.
"I... I don't know."
"Do it again," she commanded. So I did.
She looked shocked, looking at the sekunde deer to stand in front of me.
"Your eyes are black."
I then stopped thinking about the deer inayofuata to me, and it ran away.
Rosalie looked angry, but mesmerized. "You just hypnotized those deer. Your eyes turned black and when they went back to normal they went back to red."
"Is that bad?"
Rosalie frowned. "We need to tell Carlisle."
We then began to run back to the house, when a smell of stench and blood ran through my nostrils. Suddenly, I found myself running towards the smell. I could hear Rosalie screaming after me, but I was ignoring her.
Then I saw a yellowish colored mbwa mwitu staring back at me. It began walking towards me, I guess due to my control over it.
The wolf, much larger than I was, stood before me. Right before I bit it, I was pushed to the ground kwa what felt like a boulder.
"Seth! Get back to the house with Jacob!" A girl screamed. She was pretty, with dark hair and dhahabu eyes. She was holding hands with a auburn-haired man, who was the most handsome man I had ever seen in my life. The girl glared at me, and then barked at Rosalie.
"Rose! wewe know it's dangerous bringing a new vampire into the family. Renesmee could be in danger, especially if she almost killed Seth! What were wewe thinking?"
Esme frowned, "Bella, enough. Keep Nessie in your house for a little while. Rose will take her hunting every siku to quench her thirst."
The auburn-haired man gave me a death look. "I'm not keeping my family around this newborn. Bella, Renesmee and I will have to stay with the Denali's until this girl can control herself."
Rosalie went ballistic. "Edward, not all of us can have perfect control like your little wifey. I've adopted Charlotte, and she's part of our family. She's not going anywhere. Leave if wewe want, but she's not."
While all this carried on, my guilt overthrew my thirst. I managed to slip away while they were fighting, following the mbwa mwitu into the house.
When I walked into the house, the mbwa mwitu had turned into an attractive, tan and black haired boy who looked about my age. I walked up and sat down inayofuata to him on the couch. When he saw me, his expression went from pain-ridden, to mesmerized.
"Hi, I'm sorry about that back there. I'm not used to this new appetite... I'm Charlotte."
He looked at me with the same expression, not saying a word. I frowned, not understanding what was happening. That's when another tan boy walked in.
"Oh shit, Seth, no."
I didn't ask for this. I honestly would have rather died, but I suppose that wasn't an option ever since Emmett and Rosalie found me. Rosalie must have taken pity in me, being raped, beaten, stabbed and left to die in the middle of nowhere. Right before my spirit almost left my body, I could feel bite marks all over my body. My neck, my legs, my stomach and wrists ached with the feeling that two big needles stabbing into my skin.
"Rosalie, what were wewe thinking?" Emmett asked, furiously.
"I couldn't leave her there. I know I resented Carlisle for turning me, but now that I'm in the same position as he was, I couldn't let her die."
* * * * * * *
When I found that I could control my body again, I immediately grabbed my throat. All I could feel was burning, like someone had thrown lit matches down my esophagus. I was so thirsty. I tried to ignore my thirst for long enough that I was able to look at myself in the full-length mirror in the room. I was beautiful. My black hair had a certain shine, like it did when I'd get it cut and washed kwa my hairdresser, only this looked natural. My skin was pale, the color of snow. I was so glamorous, it hurt a little to even look at myself. All those changes wasn't what shocked me the most, that was the color of my eyes. They were the color of blood, a crimson red that made me gasp.
"You're awake!"
I turned to see a beautiful blonde girl looking at me. Wrapped around her waist was the bulky arm of a handsome, tall, dark-haired man, with a devilish smirk on his face.
"Rosalie," I found myself saying. I really hoped that the girl I was looking at was the girl who saved me.
She smiled. "Yes. That's me, and this is Emmett. What's your name?"
They towered over me. I was short compared to the rest of the girls in my school, but they were even taller than anyone I knew. They were like models. "I'm Charlotte."
They smiled, "Nice to meet you. I know you're probably confused right now... and you're thirsty."
"Yeah, I am. Can wewe get me a glass of water?
Rosalie and Emmett looked at each other and laughed. I was confused, until Emmett looked at me, "Water won't do wewe any good. How's blood sound?"
My throat burned even more. I licked my lips, but at the same time I was lost. Blood? Why would I want blood?
"Emmett, Rose, you're scaring her. She probably has no idea what's going on."
I turned to see a handsome, twenty-something blonde man and a pretty twenty-something brunette walking towards me. I assumed they were married. "I'm Carlisle," the man said, "and this is Esme," he motioned to the woman inayofuata to him, "You're a vampire now."
I burst out laughing. "Vampires aren't real."
Carlisle sighed. "Rose, take her hunting."
* * * * * * *
Hunting made me feel like I was alive. I could run at the speed of light and not get tired, I had the strength of a hundred men. This was amazing.
"Hey, Char, see that deer over there? Kill it, and suck out it's blood. That should keep wewe controlled for a while."
I immediately ran after it, but it saw me. "Damnit!" I screamed.
Come over here
Suddenly, the deer walked towards me. There was blatant fear in its eyes, but it still came to me. It stood in front of me for a few sekunde before I snapped out of my shock and pounced at it, sinking my teeth into it's skin and sucking out all of its blood.
"How the hell did wewe do that?" Rosalie yelled.
"I... I don't know."
"Do it again," she commanded. So I did.
She looked shocked, looking at the sekunde deer to stand in front of me.
"Your eyes are black."
I then stopped thinking about the deer inayofuata to me, and it ran away.
Rosalie looked angry, but mesmerized. "You just hypnotized those deer. Your eyes turned black and when they went back to normal they went back to red."
"Is that bad?"
Rosalie frowned. "We need to tell Carlisle."
We then began to run back to the house, when a smell of stench and blood ran through my nostrils. Suddenly, I found myself running towards the smell. I could hear Rosalie screaming after me, but I was ignoring her.
Then I saw a yellowish colored mbwa mwitu staring back at me. It began walking towards me, I guess due to my control over it.
The wolf, much larger than I was, stood before me. Right before I bit it, I was pushed to the ground kwa what felt like a boulder.
"Seth! Get back to the house with Jacob!" A girl screamed. She was pretty, with dark hair and dhahabu eyes. She was holding hands with a auburn-haired man, who was the most handsome man I had ever seen in my life. The girl glared at me, and then barked at Rosalie.
"Rose! wewe know it's dangerous bringing a new vampire into the family. Renesmee could be in danger, especially if she almost killed Seth! What were wewe thinking?"
Esme frowned, "Bella, enough. Keep Nessie in your house for a little while. Rose will take her hunting every siku to quench her thirst."
The auburn-haired man gave me a death look. "I'm not keeping my family around this newborn. Bella, Renesmee and I will have to stay with the Denali's until this girl can control herself."
Rosalie went ballistic. "Edward, not all of us can have perfect control like your little wifey. I've adopted Charlotte, and she's part of our family. She's not going anywhere. Leave if wewe want, but she's not."
While all this carried on, my guilt overthrew my thirst. I managed to slip away while they were fighting, following the mbwa mwitu into the house.
When I walked into the house, the mbwa mwitu had turned into an attractive, tan and black haired boy who looked about my age. I walked up and sat down inayofuata to him on the couch. When he saw me, his expression went from pain-ridden, to mesmerized.
"Hi, I'm sorry about that back there. I'm not used to this new appetite... I'm Charlotte."
He looked at me with the same expression, not saying a word. I frowned, not understanding what was happening. That's when another tan boy walked in.
"Oh shit, Seth, no."
Slow, we paddle through the lake
Straight to the very center of the darkest water
Where we can embrace the shadows on the surface
The eyes that look up lifeless from our twins below
And though your arms and legs are under
upendo will be the echo in your ears when all is Lost and plundered
My upendo will be there still
True, it's chilling to behold
Up close we stumble backwards laughing in our boat
Till the image sinks away to someplace far but certain
A land of mere suspension where someday we must go
And though your arms and legs are under
upendo will be the echo in your ears when all is Lost and plundered
My upendo will be there still
Though your arms and legs are under
upendo will be the echo in your ears when all is Lost and plundered
My upendo will be there still
Straight to the very center of the darkest water
Where we can embrace the shadows on the surface
The eyes that look up lifeless from our twins below
And though your arms and legs are under
upendo will be the echo in your ears when all is Lost and plundered
My upendo will be there still
True, it's chilling to behold
Up close we stumble backwards laughing in our boat
Till the image sinks away to someplace far but certain
A land of mere suspension where someday we must go
And though your arms and legs are under
upendo will be the echo in your ears when all is Lost and plundered
My upendo will be there still
Though your arms and legs are under
upendo will be the echo in your ears when all is Lost and plundered
My upendo will be there still
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Life on earth is changing
Life on earth is ending
And time on earth is ending
And time on earth is changing
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Life on earth is ending
Life on earth is changing
And time on earth is changing
And time on earth is ending
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Life on earth is changing
Life on earth is ending
And time on earth is ending
And time on earth is changing
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
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La, da, da
Life on earth is ending
Life on earth is changing
And time on earth is changing
And time on earth is ending
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
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It's all hats off now, all drum rolls and applause
kwa slight of the hand wewe will turn them into dust
A face to face wewe will lead them kwa the fall
A track fiend and the saw dust
You're allowed to stare it out
It’s all good luck charms
All trying to understand
Indeed inside me will always hope for worse
wewe say wewe keep them close by
They're closer than wewe think
A track fiend and the saw dust
You're allowed to stare it out
inayofuata spring will bring wewe back again
You'll sigh and crack the whip for us
And maybe wewe will be the one
Who'll draw the line in the sand
For us to crawl
It's all past bats now
All painting gorgeous time
And maybe when the night comes
You'll open up the cage
You'll open up the cage
kwa slight of the hand wewe will turn them into dust
A face to face wewe will lead them kwa the fall
A track fiend and the saw dust
You're allowed to stare it out
It’s all good luck charms
All trying to understand
Indeed inside me will always hope for worse
wewe say wewe keep them close by
They're closer than wewe think
A track fiend and the saw dust
You're allowed to stare it out
inayofuata spring will bring wewe back again
You'll sigh and crack the whip for us
And maybe wewe will be the one
Who'll draw the line in the sand
For us to crawl
It's all past bats now
All painting gorgeous time
And maybe when the night comes
You'll open up the cage
You'll open up the cage
Your lips are nettles
Your tongue is wine
Your laughter’s liquid
But your body’s pine
wewe upendo all sailors
But hate the beach
wewe say come touch me
But you’re always out of reach
In the dark wewe tell me of a flower
That only blooms in the violet hour
Your arms are lovely
Yellow and rose
Your back’s a meadow
Covered in snow
Your thighs are thistles
And hot-house grapes
wewe breathe your sweet breath
And have me wait
In the dark wewe tell me of a flower
That only blooms in the violet hour
I turn the lights out
I clean the sheets
wewe change the station
Turned up the heat
And now you’re sitting
Upon your chair
You’ve got me Tangled up
Inside your beautiful black hair
In the dark wewe tell me of a flower
That only blooms in the violet hour
In the dark wewe tell me of a flower
That only blooms in the violet hour
Your tongue is wine
Your laughter’s liquid
But your body’s pine
wewe upendo all sailors
But hate the beach
wewe say come touch me
But you’re always out of reach
In the dark wewe tell me of a flower
That only blooms in the violet hour
Your arms are lovely
Yellow and rose
Your back’s a meadow
Covered in snow
Your thighs are thistles
And hot-house grapes
wewe breathe your sweet breath
And have me wait
In the dark wewe tell me of a flower
That only blooms in the violet hour
I turn the lights out
I clean the sheets
wewe change the station
Turned up the heat
And now you’re sitting
Upon your chair
You’ve got me Tangled up
Inside your beautiful black hair
In the dark wewe tell me of a flower
That only blooms in the violet hour
In the dark wewe tell me of a flower
That only blooms in the violet hour
When these pillars get put down
It will be wewe who wears the crown
And I’ll owe everything to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
How much pain has cracked your soul
And how much upendo would make wewe whole
You’re my guiding lightning strike
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
And she attacks me like a Leo
When my moyo is mgawanyiko, baidisha like Rio
And I assure wewe my debts are real
I can’t find the words to say
When I’m confused
I traveled half the world to say
wewe are my muse
Oooohh
Oooohh
Oooohh
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
It will be wewe who wears the crown
And I’ll owe everything to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
How much pain has cracked your soul
And how much upendo would make wewe whole
You’re my guiding lightning strike
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
And she attacks me like a Leo
When my moyo is mgawanyiko, baidisha like Rio
And I assure wewe my debts are real
I can’t find the words to say
When I’m confused
I traveled half the world to say
wewe are my muse
Oooohh
Oooohh
Oooohh
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
So pretty, so smart
Such a waste of her young heart
What a pity, what a sham
What’s the matter with wewe man
Don’t wewe see it’s wrong, can’t wewe get it right
Out of mind and out of sight
Call on all your girls, don’t forget the boys
Put a lid on all that noise
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
wewe stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I hear you’re living out of state
Running in a whole new scene
wewe know I haven’t slept in weeks
You’re the only thing I see
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
wewe stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
wewe stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
No matter what wewe do
Yeah I’ll be true to you
Such a waste of her young heart
What a pity, what a sham
What’s the matter with wewe man
Don’t wewe see it’s wrong, can’t wewe get it right
Out of mind and out of sight
Call on all your girls, don’t forget the boys
Put a lid on all that noise
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
wewe stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I hear you’re living out of state
Running in a whole new scene
wewe know I haven’t slept in weeks
You’re the only thing I see
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
wewe stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
wewe stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
No matter what wewe do
Yeah I’ll be true to you