2 Days later:
Edward and everyone has gone hunting,i have to stay with charlie all siku incase Victoria comes again.Edward didnt want to go but i made him because his eyes were pitch black,he alisema he was fine but i told him if he doesnt go hunting he would end up hurting me and that would hurt Renesmee,that made him agree to go.Charlie was filling out some papers and i was just sitting there then my phone started ringing.I took my phone out and looked at the caller ID it was mum.
"Hello"i alisema to her wondering why she is calling me.
"Oh bella where are you?"she asked worried.
"I am at the ploice station with dad why?"i asked curious.
"Because i called the house phone and wewe didnt answer and i got worried thougth wewe went in labour au something then i called your mobile and your okay...right?"she alisema unsure at the end.
"Ya im fine just bored"i alisema then sighed.
"Well i think i have the perfect thing for wewe to do,that is if wewe want to "she alisema to me getting excited.
"Okay what is it?"i asked her.
"I was wondering if wewe want to come and visit me and phil we really miss wewe and we havent seen wewe in a while,so will wewe come?"she asked sounding hopeful.
"Ya of corse i will,when?"i alisema to her excited i really do want to see my mum and if i go there victoria will be away from me.
"Well your flight leaves today"she alisema her voice getting lower as she spoke.
"Today!"i nearly shouted.
"Ya honey im sorry,i asked charlie to tell wewe but he must have forgotten"she said.
"Okay,um i better go then and pack my stuff how long am i coming for?"i asked so i know how many clothes to pack.
"A week"she alisema now cheerful that i had excepted her invetation.
"Alright see ya soon mum upendo ya"i alisema to her.
"Love wewe too honey see ya"she alisema then hung up.
"Thanks dad for telling me about me going to visit mum"i alisema to him.
"Oh!i totally forgot i am so sorry"he alisema while hitting his hand off his forehead.
"Its alright can wewe give me a lift nyumbani then to the airport?"i asked because it is kinda hard for me to drive when i cant really see the pedals.
"Ya of corse"he alisema then helped me out of the chair.
We got nyumbani and i packed my clothes,and charlie brought my suitcase into the car and started driving to the airport.
"Dad remember to tell edward that i am gone i have gone to mums house for a week and that i will be safe"i alisema to him
"Yeah yeah"he mumbled he really doesnt like Edward.
"You have to tell him okay"i pushed out to him again he nooded,i have to make sure edward knows i have gone to my mothers house other wise he will think the worst.We got to the airport and i checked in.
"Okay see ya in a week dad"i alisema and gave him a hug.
"See ya bells"he alisema them i left.
1 Week later:
I had a great week,mum got me clothes for renesmee and toys and she alisema she was coming over in about 3 weeks so that will be good.The weather was hot,too hot for me expecially whe youre pregnant it seemes alot hotter.In the middle of the week i got news that Harry Clearwater had died of a heartattack,he was charlies best friend so it was hard on him.I was on the phone to him for a while that day,him funaral is today the siku i get back and charlie is going so i have to get a cab home.I got nyumbani and Jacob was there,oh no this is going to be very awkward,i put my bags down and stood infront of him.
"Not to be rude but um what are wewe doing here?"i asked him.
"I had to wait here until wewe came nyumbani to answer the phone because charlie is expecting an inportant call"he alisema his voice hard.
"Okay then,you can go now if wewe want"i alisema to him.
"Thanks"he alisema then left slaming the door behind him.
I left my suitcases down stairs because i couldnt carry them up,i went up stairs and brang my quilt down.I sat on the sofa and bundled up in the quilt because i was coldand started watching tv,the news was on so i watched that.About ten dakika later i was shocked kwa a loud knock on the door,i got up and answered the door.It was Edward,he looked like he was being burned and was in serious pain.He looked at me started at my feet them got to my face he smiled and fell to his knees.Then started hugging me,then he started sobbing.
"Bella"he breathed then kissed my stomack and carried on hugging me.
"Yes"i alisema in shock what the hell is going on.
"Your okay your alive"he breathed again relief in his voice.
"Yes i am alive maybe a bit shocked but alive"i alisema to him and he carried on sobbing i had never seen edward like this i started patting his head comforting him.
"Maybe wewe should come inside people are staring"i suggested he nodded then came in.We sa down on the sofa edward sitting down beside me,he looked at me and started sobbing again if he was human he would have tears streaming down his face non stop.He was so upset it made me hurt to see him so hurt,i felt so sorry for him all i wanted to do was make him better comfort him.I held out my arms and pulled him in,his head leaning on my chest i held him tight and stroked his hair.
"Its okay now edward"i alisema to him in a loving tone he didnt answer he just kept on sobbing slowly stopping.
"Can wewe tell me happened so i can understand what made wewe like this"i asked in a pleading tone.
"I-I thought wewe were d-dead"he answered his voice breaking throughout the sentence,his voice sounded rought human like.
"What gave wewe the idea i was dead?"i asked shocked i really dont have a clue what could make him think i was dead.
"You werent here wewe were gone,i thought wewe were somewhere else i checked everywhere but no sign of you"he murmered.
"I asked charlie while he was going into the police station, he alisema shes gone and i alisema where has she gone and he just alisema shes gone,he sounded so upset i had never seen him like that unless something bad has happened"i alisema again now i know where he is going with this.
"I got nyumbani and thougt about it for a while then i thought bella it has to be bella she is gone dead that is why i cant find her thats why charlie is so upset.I wasnt sure,i left it for a couple of siku until to siku i called pretending to be carlisle asking for charlie but that jacob black alisema he was at a funaral"he alisema getting zaidi worked up.
"And wewe thought it was my funaral"i whispered thinking about how he must have felt,probebly pain sadness anger heartbroken knowing that the one your upendo your all is dead must be the most horriblest things ever.
"I came over her i dont know why,i think to see that jacob to see if he was serious but everything was like wewe were dead i felt like i wasnt there anymore i was just a hollow shell"he said.
"Then wewe answered the door,you were alive walking ,talking,standing and pregnant and my life and my moyo came back to me.I thought i had Lost wewe renesmee everything that means the most to me in this universe.But i didnt i was so happy,relieved and shocked wewe have no idea how i feel right now"he said,he must be and emotional reck after all this,i kissed his hair his head was still on my chest and my arms were tight around him i hugged him tighter.
"Im sorry wewe had to go through that,no one deserves to have to feel what wewe have just felt"i alisema to him.i kept stroking his head and telling him thats its okay now.
"Im sorry but i have to make some chakula i am really hungry"i alisema to him after a minute.
"Its okay ill help you"he alisema standing up.
"Um can wewe help me up please"i alisema to him holing my hand out.
"Oh sorry"he alisema then helped me up,we walked into the jikoni and i made a sandwich,i sat down at the meza, jedwali and ate it.When i was finished we went and sat down on the sofa again i rapped myself in the quilt and sat down.Edward sat down too and looked at me again he looked sad like he wanted to be closer to me,i decided to give him what i wanted.I put my feet up on the sofa when got into a hugging postion.
"Do wewe mind"i asked him.
"No not at all"he alisema putting his arms around me i felt him let out a sigh of relief.
I got comfortable and eventually fell asleep,i was really comfortable which was strange it is really hard to feel comfortable when your pregnant.I dont know when i woke up but i stated to hear voices i didnt open my eyes i just listened.
"Good evening Charlie"i heard edward say.
"Hello edward...what are wewe doing!?"charlie alisema angrlie.
"Bella fell asleep"he alisema back.
"Are wewe alright?"edward asked when i heard dad sit down on his recliner.
"Its been a sad siku i have Lost a good friend"he said.
"Whats wrong with you,you look like hell"charlie said.
"It has been a hard day"edward said.
"Why what happened?"charlie asked but i answered before edward did.
"He thought i was dead"charlie spit out the bia that was in his mouth.
"What! why? what gave wewe that idea!"charlie nearly shouted.
"You did"i alisema to him.
"How?"he asked shocked.
"Well wewe didnt tell him that i was gone to Renes for the week,so he couldnt find me then he asked wewe and wewe alisema shes gone but wewe sounded really upset.You were upset because harry had just died but edward didnt know that,he called here today and jacob alisema he is at a funaral and he thought it was my funaral.All this happened because wewe didnt tell edward where i was right after a told wewe about ten times to tell him."i alisema to him angrlie charlie eyes were wide with shock.
"I-Im so sorry edward i should have told you,for wewe to think that had Lost bella and renesmee must have been really bad"charlie alisema sounding really sorry and simpathic.
"Like i alisema its been a hard day"edward alisema lowly.
"Woild wewe like some chajio, chakula cha jioni dad?"i asked changing the subject.
"Ya i can make it"he alisema getting up.
"If wewe cook wewe will end up breaking the cooker"i alisema laughing a bit.
"Can wewe help me up please"i asked edward he nodded and helped me up.
We all went into the jikoni and i started cooking dad and edward were standing.I saw that edward was looking at me probebly scared that he was imagining everything and i was dead.Then i saw dad look at edward and saw the way edward was looking at me,then dad went over to edward and hugged him.
"Im sorry i made wewe go through that"charlie said,i looked at edward he was shocked and thoughtful.
"Its alright charlie"edward alisema then charlie let go and sat down at the table.I was still shocked edward looked at me and smiled,i shocke my head and gave charlie his dinner.
"I better go nyumbani see ya tomorrow bella"edward alisema then left.
"So why didnt jake say that i was at harrlys funaral"charlie asked while stuffing a potato in his mouth.
"Jake is angry at edward because i am still in upendo with edward and not him,so he knew i wasnt here and decied to toment edward kwa leading on it was my funaral to hurt him"i alisema to him.
"That is really mean edward has never done anything to jake,just because jake likes wewe but wewe like edward doesnt mean he can take it out on edward"charlie alisema angrylie.
"I know"i answered back.
"This is so confusing"he alisema shaking his head.
"I know"i alisema again.
After chajio, chakula cha jioni we watched chajio, chakula cha jioni and i talked to him about harry,it seemed to help him.I decided to go to kitanda at 10,i went up stairs and got changed.I got in my kitanda and layed down,i layed there for a couple of dakika thinking.I know edward is outside i can tell i can feel eyes on me,he doesnt want to leave me not after today.I wouldnt after thinking that everything wewe upendo is gone he must be feeling so torn up.I got out of my kitanda and opened my window:
"You can come in"i alisema and got back in my kitanda a sekunde later edward came in my window and sat in the rocking chair.
"Thank you"he alisema to me.
"Its okay"i alisema and tried to get to sleep.After about half and saa renesmee wouldnt stop kicking and moving so i couldnt sleep,then i got an idea.
"Can wewe come here for a minute?"i asked him,he got up and stood beside my bed,i patted my kitanda and he sat down inayofuata to me.
"Do wewe mind if i use your hands it only works with yours"i alisema to him.
"Um okay"he alisema and held he hands out,i took them and placed them on my stomack renesmee stoped straight away.
"Now i see"he murmered.
"Thanks"i alisema to him.
"She kicks and moves alot when she knows your here,so when youre touching me she stops and settles down"i alisema explaning to him he laughed.
I fell asleep after a couple of dakika it has been a long day,and a very painful siku for many jake for seeing me,charlie because it was his best Marafiki funaral and edward he thought me and his child were dead.I cannot imagine how that must of felt probebly extreme pain.
Edward and everyone has gone hunting,i have to stay with charlie all siku incase Victoria comes again.Edward didnt want to go but i made him because his eyes were pitch black,he alisema he was fine but i told him if he doesnt go hunting he would end up hurting me and that would hurt Renesmee,that made him agree to go.Charlie was filling out some papers and i was just sitting there then my phone started ringing.I took my phone out and looked at the caller ID it was mum.
"Hello"i alisema to her wondering why she is calling me.
"Oh bella where are you?"she asked worried.
"I am at the ploice station with dad why?"i asked curious.
"Because i called the house phone and wewe didnt answer and i got worried thougth wewe went in labour au something then i called your mobile and your okay...right?"she alisema unsure at the end.
"Ya im fine just bored"i alisema then sighed.
"Well i think i have the perfect thing for wewe to do,that is if wewe want to "she alisema to me getting excited.
"Okay what is it?"i asked her.
"I was wondering if wewe want to come and visit me and phil we really miss wewe and we havent seen wewe in a while,so will wewe come?"she asked sounding hopeful.
"Ya of corse i will,when?"i alisema to her excited i really do want to see my mum and if i go there victoria will be away from me.
"Well your flight leaves today"she alisema her voice getting lower as she spoke.
"Today!"i nearly shouted.
"Ya honey im sorry,i asked charlie to tell wewe but he must have forgotten"she said.
"Okay,um i better go then and pack my stuff how long am i coming for?"i asked so i know how many clothes to pack.
"A week"she alisema now cheerful that i had excepted her invetation.
"Alright see ya soon mum upendo ya"i alisema to her.
"Love wewe too honey see ya"she alisema then hung up.
"Thanks dad for telling me about me going to visit mum"i alisema to him.
"Oh!i totally forgot i am so sorry"he alisema while hitting his hand off his forehead.
"Its alright can wewe give me a lift nyumbani then to the airport?"i asked because it is kinda hard for me to drive when i cant really see the pedals.
"Ya of corse"he alisema then helped me out of the chair.
We got nyumbani and i packed my clothes,and charlie brought my suitcase into the car and started driving to the airport.
"Dad remember to tell edward that i am gone i have gone to mums house for a week and that i will be safe"i alisema to him
"Yeah yeah"he mumbled he really doesnt like Edward.
"You have to tell him okay"i pushed out to him again he nooded,i have to make sure edward knows i have gone to my mothers house other wise he will think the worst.We got to the airport and i checked in.
"Okay see ya in a week dad"i alisema and gave him a hug.
"See ya bells"he alisema them i left.
1 Week later:
I had a great week,mum got me clothes for renesmee and toys and she alisema she was coming over in about 3 weeks so that will be good.The weather was hot,too hot for me expecially whe youre pregnant it seemes alot hotter.In the middle of the week i got news that Harry Clearwater had died of a heartattack,he was charlies best friend so it was hard on him.I was on the phone to him for a while that day,him funaral is today the siku i get back and charlie is going so i have to get a cab home.I got nyumbani and Jacob was there,oh no this is going to be very awkward,i put my bags down and stood infront of him.
"Not to be rude but um what are wewe doing here?"i asked him.
"I had to wait here until wewe came nyumbani to answer the phone because charlie is expecting an inportant call"he alisema his voice hard.
"Okay then,you can go now if wewe want"i alisema to him.
"Thanks"he alisema then left slaming the door behind him.
I left my suitcases down stairs because i couldnt carry them up,i went up stairs and brang my quilt down.I sat on the sofa and bundled up in the quilt because i was coldand started watching tv,the news was on so i watched that.About ten dakika later i was shocked kwa a loud knock on the door,i got up and answered the door.It was Edward,he looked like he was being burned and was in serious pain.He looked at me started at my feet them got to my face he smiled and fell to his knees.Then started hugging me,then he started sobbing.
"Bella"he breathed then kissed my stomack and carried on hugging me.
"Yes"i alisema in shock what the hell is going on.
"Your okay your alive"he breathed again relief in his voice.
"Yes i am alive maybe a bit shocked but alive"i alisema to him and he carried on sobbing i had never seen edward like this i started patting his head comforting him.
"Maybe wewe should come inside people are staring"i suggested he nodded then came in.We sa down on the sofa edward sitting down beside me,he looked at me and started sobbing again if he was human he would have tears streaming down his face non stop.He was so upset it made me hurt to see him so hurt,i felt so sorry for him all i wanted to do was make him better comfort him.I held out my arms and pulled him in,his head leaning on my chest i held him tight and stroked his hair.
"Its okay now edward"i alisema to him in a loving tone he didnt answer he just kept on sobbing slowly stopping.
"Can wewe tell me happened so i can understand what made wewe like this"i asked in a pleading tone.
"I-I thought wewe were d-dead"he answered his voice breaking throughout the sentence,his voice sounded rought human like.
"What gave wewe the idea i was dead?"i asked shocked i really dont have a clue what could make him think i was dead.
"You werent here wewe were gone,i thought wewe were somewhere else i checked everywhere but no sign of you"he murmered.
"I asked charlie while he was going into the police station, he alisema shes gone and i alisema where has she gone and he just alisema shes gone,he sounded so upset i had never seen him like that unless something bad has happened"i alisema again now i know where he is going with this.
"I got nyumbani and thougt about it for a while then i thought bella it has to be bella she is gone dead that is why i cant find her thats why charlie is so upset.I wasnt sure,i left it for a couple of siku until to siku i called pretending to be carlisle asking for charlie but that jacob black alisema he was at a funaral"he alisema getting zaidi worked up.
"And wewe thought it was my funaral"i whispered thinking about how he must have felt,probebly pain sadness anger heartbroken knowing that the one your upendo your all is dead must be the most horriblest things ever.
"I came over her i dont know why,i think to see that jacob to see if he was serious but everything was like wewe were dead i felt like i wasnt there anymore i was just a hollow shell"he said.
"Then wewe answered the door,you were alive walking ,talking,standing and pregnant and my life and my moyo came back to me.I thought i had Lost wewe renesmee everything that means the most to me in this universe.But i didnt i was so happy,relieved and shocked wewe have no idea how i feel right now"he said,he must be and emotional reck after all this,i kissed his hair his head was still on my chest and my arms were tight around him i hugged him tighter.
"Im sorry wewe had to go through that,no one deserves to have to feel what wewe have just felt"i alisema to him.i kept stroking his head and telling him thats its okay now.
"Im sorry but i have to make some chakula i am really hungry"i alisema to him after a minute.
"Its okay ill help you"he alisema standing up.
"Um can wewe help me up please"i alisema to him holing my hand out.
"Oh sorry"he alisema then helped me up,we walked into the jikoni and i made a sandwich,i sat down at the meza, jedwali and ate it.When i was finished we went and sat down on the sofa again i rapped myself in the quilt and sat down.Edward sat down too and looked at me again he looked sad like he wanted to be closer to me,i decided to give him what i wanted.I put my feet up on the sofa when got into a hugging postion.
"Do wewe mind"i asked him.
"No not at all"he alisema putting his arms around me i felt him let out a sigh of relief.
I got comfortable and eventually fell asleep,i was really comfortable which was strange it is really hard to feel comfortable when your pregnant.I dont know when i woke up but i stated to hear voices i didnt open my eyes i just listened.
"Good evening Charlie"i heard edward say.
"Hello edward...what are wewe doing!?"charlie alisema angrlie.
"Bella fell asleep"he alisema back.
"Are wewe alright?"edward asked when i heard dad sit down on his recliner.
"Its been a sad siku i have Lost a good friend"he said.
"Whats wrong with you,you look like hell"charlie said.
"It has been a hard day"edward said.
"Why what happened?"charlie asked but i answered before edward did.
"He thought i was dead"charlie spit out the bia that was in his mouth.
"What! why? what gave wewe that idea!"charlie nearly shouted.
"You did"i alisema to him.
"How?"he asked shocked.
"Well wewe didnt tell him that i was gone to Renes for the week,so he couldnt find me then he asked wewe and wewe alisema shes gone but wewe sounded really upset.You were upset because harry had just died but edward didnt know that,he called here today and jacob alisema he is at a funaral and he thought it was my funaral.All this happened because wewe didnt tell edward where i was right after a told wewe about ten times to tell him."i alisema to him angrlie charlie eyes were wide with shock.
"I-Im so sorry edward i should have told you,for wewe to think that had Lost bella and renesmee must have been really bad"charlie alisema sounding really sorry and simpathic.
"Like i alisema its been a hard day"edward alisema lowly.
"Woild wewe like some chajio, chakula cha jioni dad?"i asked changing the subject.
"Ya i can make it"he alisema getting up.
"If wewe cook wewe will end up breaking the cooker"i alisema laughing a bit.
"Can wewe help me up please"i asked edward he nodded and helped me up.
We all went into the jikoni and i started cooking dad and edward were standing.I saw that edward was looking at me probebly scared that he was imagining everything and i was dead.Then i saw dad look at edward and saw the way edward was looking at me,then dad went over to edward and hugged him.
"Im sorry i made wewe go through that"charlie said,i looked at edward he was shocked and thoughtful.
"Its alright charlie"edward alisema then charlie let go and sat down at the table.I was still shocked edward looked at me and smiled,i shocke my head and gave charlie his dinner.
"I better go nyumbani see ya tomorrow bella"edward alisema then left.
"So why didnt jake say that i was at harrlys funaral"charlie asked while stuffing a potato in his mouth.
"Jake is angry at edward because i am still in upendo with edward and not him,so he knew i wasnt here and decied to toment edward kwa leading on it was my funaral to hurt him"i alisema to him.
"That is really mean edward has never done anything to jake,just because jake likes wewe but wewe like edward doesnt mean he can take it out on edward"charlie alisema angrylie.
"I know"i answered back.
"This is so confusing"he alisema shaking his head.
"I know"i alisema again.
After chajio, chakula cha jioni we watched chajio, chakula cha jioni and i talked to him about harry,it seemed to help him.I decided to go to kitanda at 10,i went up stairs and got changed.I got in my kitanda and layed down,i layed there for a couple of dakika thinking.I know edward is outside i can tell i can feel eyes on me,he doesnt want to leave me not after today.I wouldnt after thinking that everything wewe upendo is gone he must be feeling so torn up.I got out of my kitanda and opened my window:
"You can come in"i alisema and got back in my kitanda a sekunde later edward came in my window and sat in the rocking chair.
"Thank you"he alisema to me.
"Its okay"i alisema and tried to get to sleep.After about half and saa renesmee wouldnt stop kicking and moving so i couldnt sleep,then i got an idea.
"Can wewe come here for a minute?"i asked him,he got up and stood beside my bed,i patted my kitanda and he sat down inayofuata to me.
"Do wewe mind if i use your hands it only works with yours"i alisema to him.
"Um okay"he alisema and held he hands out,i took them and placed them on my stomack renesmee stoped straight away.
"Now i see"he murmered.
"Thanks"i alisema to him.
"She kicks and moves alot when she knows your here,so when youre touching me she stops and settles down"i alisema explaning to him he laughed.
I fell asleep after a couple of dakika it has been a long day,and a very painful siku for many jake for seeing me,charlie because it was his best Marafiki funaral and edward he thought me and his child were dead.I cannot imagine how that must of felt probebly extreme pain.