It's been about three months seen Tala has seen her dad, so this weekend, we are going to fly up to Maine and see him.
"Be good Tala." Sue alisema to Tala and gave her a hug. She stood up and wrapped her arms around me.
"Now remember what the doctor said." She told me in her motherly tone.
"I Know Momma Sue:get plenty of sleep and no lifitng over fifty ponds." I said. She hugged me again and we boarded our plane.
We landed in upstate Maine a couple of hours later. I carried Tala out the gate and to the luggage carousel. I saw Nessie there, waiting for us. He ran over and gave me a hug, and took Tala out my arms.
"Lanise, look how big you've gotten!" She sqeauled.
"Do wewe know what it is?" She asked as I pulled our luggage of the carousel.
"Can wewe take the luggage for me?" I asked her. She handed Tala back to me and Took the luggage."I'm having a boy." I alisema as we walked towards the exit. She smiled.
"I bet Seth is super excited!" He said. I frowned a little.
"Well, he doesn't know, so don't tell anyone!" I told her. She shook her head and we got in the car.
We pulled up to the house about an saa later, Tala was still sleep. I look at the house and saw Seth running out. He smiled at me and I smiled back. I got out the car and he stopped in his tracks. He looked at me and walked over slowly. His hands where out and he touched my stomach, and the baby kicked him. He looked at me with bewilderment on his face.
"He's gonna be a soccer player." I joked.
"WE're having a boy." Seth said. I shook my head yes. he walked over to the car and grabbed the luggage. Nessie already grabbed Tala and took her inside.
After we got settled in and put Tala in bed. We sat on the kitanda and relaxed.
"So, after the baby is born, wewe could send Tala back and in a couple of months wewe could have them both." I said. Seth looked angry.
"Lanise, why are wewe doing this to us?" He asked.
"Stay here with me, I miss you, I miss Tala. I don't want to miss your lives." I looked at him.
"I miss wewe too, but I don't want to leave my dad." I said.
"You can't be serious.You left him before, besides I heard he has a girlfriend." I rolled my eyes.
"I'll think about it." I said...I was gonna say yes, but I would tell him that later. We sat there and turned on the t.v. A couple of dakika later Nessie,Leah,Jake and Matt, Leah's imprint walked in and sat across from us.
"What are wewe going to name him.?" Leah asked. I9 glared at Nessie. She shook her head no. Leah saw my face.
"Mom told me."She said. I rolled my eyes and sighed.
"Well, I was thinking about Lucas Cole Clearwater." I said. I looked at Seth was was now smiling.
"I like it." He alisema and agreed. I looked at the clock and got up and started to walk towards the bedroom.
"Where are wewe going?" Seth asked me.
"I have to go to bed..Doctors orders." I glanced at Leah"But I'm sure wewe already know." I said. She just smiled and laughed at me. I laughed back and continued walking towards the bedroom.
"Be good Tala." Sue alisema to Tala and gave her a hug. She stood up and wrapped her arms around me.
"Now remember what the doctor said." She told me in her motherly tone.
"I Know Momma Sue:get plenty of sleep and no lifitng over fifty ponds." I said. She hugged me again and we boarded our plane.
We landed in upstate Maine a couple of hours later. I carried Tala out the gate and to the luggage carousel. I saw Nessie there, waiting for us. He ran over and gave me a hug, and took Tala out my arms.
"Lanise, look how big you've gotten!" She sqeauled.
"Do wewe know what it is?" She asked as I pulled our luggage of the carousel.
"Can wewe take the luggage for me?" I asked her. She handed Tala back to me and Took the luggage."I'm having a boy." I alisema as we walked towards the exit. She smiled.
"I bet Seth is super excited!" He said. I frowned a little.
"Well, he doesn't know, so don't tell anyone!" I told her. She shook her head and we got in the car.
We pulled up to the house about an saa later, Tala was still sleep. I look at the house and saw Seth running out. He smiled at me and I smiled back. I got out the car and he stopped in his tracks. He looked at me and walked over slowly. His hands where out and he touched my stomach, and the baby kicked him. He looked at me with bewilderment on his face.
"He's gonna be a soccer player." I joked.
"WE're having a boy." Seth said. I shook my head yes. he walked over to the car and grabbed the luggage. Nessie already grabbed Tala and took her inside.
After we got settled in and put Tala in bed. We sat on the kitanda and relaxed.
"So, after the baby is born, wewe could send Tala back and in a couple of months wewe could have them both." I said. Seth looked angry.
"Lanise, why are wewe doing this to us?" He asked.
"Stay here with me, I miss you, I miss Tala. I don't want to miss your lives." I looked at him.
"I miss wewe too, but I don't want to leave my dad." I said.
"You can't be serious.You left him before, besides I heard he has a girlfriend." I rolled my eyes.
"I'll think about it." I said...I was gonna say yes, but I would tell him that later. We sat there and turned on the t.v. A couple of dakika later Nessie,Leah,Jake and Matt, Leah's imprint walked in and sat across from us.
"What are wewe going to name him.?" Leah asked. I9 glared at Nessie. She shook her head no. Leah saw my face.
"Mom told me."She said. I rolled my eyes and sighed.
"Well, I was thinking about Lucas Cole Clearwater." I said. I looked at Seth was was now smiling.
"I like it." He alisema and agreed. I looked at the clock and got up and started to walk towards the bedroom.
"Where are wewe going?" Seth asked me.
"I have to go to bed..Doctors orders." I glanced at Leah"But I'm sure wewe already know." I said. She just smiled and laughed at me. I laughed back and continued walking towards the bedroom.
Preface
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the moyo which will stop beating soon, the moyo which was the reason for me to live, the moyo which she had aliyopewa to me to keep salama just like how I had aliyopewa her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the moyo which will stop beating soon, the moyo which was the reason for me to live, the moyo which she had aliyopewa to me to keep salama just like how I had aliyopewa her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.