I was sitting at my dawati at school, uandishi my krisimasi list. It was hard to think of zaidi than three things, so I wrote down a gift card to itunes, some movies, and a new pair of nike shoes. I'm trying to think of something, and my teacher alisema "Emily it wouldn't be wise to ask for money for a present". When I went nyumbani I was still thinking about my krisimasi list, but then my little sister came up to my face "Sissy, sissy, wewe should ask for a super big princess kit'. Then chajio, chakula cha jioni came, we had roasted chicken. My older brother Eric was bragging about making the mpira wa kikapu team, then my little sister told my mom I want the super big princess kit so we could be twins. "Honey your a big girl now, wewe can't play with toddler toys" mom alisema sweetly. I moaned loudly, "Mom!!". My brother was laughing quietly to himself. "May I be excused?" I asked. "Sure honey see wewe later" mom answered. When I went to my room I looked at me at the mirror and saw my hair was falling out. Later that week I told my mom my hair was falling out, and she alisema she'll take me to the doctor's when I come home.    I went to the bathroom at school and my hair fell out in clumps. When gym came, my stomach hurt so I went to the lockroom and I spited out blood. I could never be in so much pain. The nurse called my mom to come pick me up, then she took me to the doctor's office. After several hours the doctor finally came, he alisema I have some kind of cancer, but it could never be cured only I can expand my life. My mom alisema I dont have to tell anyone, and I decided not to. When we got nyumbani my family and I put up the tree. "Emily do wewe what wewe want for Christmas?" asked Eric. "Maybe just to live" I alisema under my breath. "Emily can I talk to wewe in the family room?" asksed mother. I thought in deep troble. "Honey the doctor called and he alisema wewe have two years to live" mom alisema live for a long time. I wanted to cry, but I was strong I could hold it and alisema "ok". When I went to school    they had tryouts for the cheerleading team at 2:00 today. Two hours before tryouts we had to go to gym, but , I forgot my doctor slip saying I'm not heathly to go outside au do gym. I didn't have it so I had to run. My lungs burn and I asked to go to the nurse, but the coach made me run six extra laps. Then, it felt like a thousand pounds was on my cheast and I was super dizzy, and I collapsed. When I woke up I saw a bright light above me, my mother was to the right of me holding my hand, and a doctor was on his computer in the right corner. "Mom where am I?" I asked. "Honey the doctor and I thought it would be best if wewe were nyumbani schooled". I wanted to say no way I would lose my friends, teachers, and my life, but I knew what was best. "Good idea mom, just what I was thinking". When I got nyumbani I went to bed, it was the first time in three weeks I just fell asleep. I woke to the sound of the smoke dector, and screams. "Emily Emily!" cried my sister. I didn't smell smoke though. I went to the jikoni seeing Eric laughing his head off. "Ha wewe should have saw your face" alisema Eric. "Where's mom?" I asked. "She went to work" Eric alisema back. "Come on June let's go to bed" I took my sister with me. I told my sister something while she layed inayofuata to me. "June our time together is limited, but I will always upendo you". Since I had to go to the doctor's I missed cheerleading pratice, but than again I'm never going to public school again. When went to go and eat at Chucky-Mc Cheeses, the seats were wobbly and the family across from our meza, jedwali was changing a baby's diaper. We went nyumbani and mom gave me an assignment to do, I ignored her and went right up stairs to my room to go sleep. My mom signed me up for tennis at noon everyday. Today I went and I had no idea what to do. So I went up to one of the courts and someone came up to come play. It turns out I'm really good at tennis and the person playing with me was good to. I went to go get zaidi tennis balls and then I blacked out. I woke up and saw my mom and little sister, we were at the doctor's office, he alisema he'll put me into sleep for a bit and then I'll be good and done with cancer, and if I don't wake after they try to help me they'll pull the plug. They took my family to the waiting room, while they put me to sleep. I dreamed that I was a kid opening presents on krisimasi morning, then suddenly my eyes blinked open and I woke up. I thought that I fought cancer, but then I saw the doctor to my mother and then she cried. I heared the nurses say "Lets pull the plug", then I saw a bright light infront of me and a voice calling me. I watched from up from heaven my sister crying and holding my hand, and she alisema "Sis I want wewe back, I want wewe for Christmas". When they buried me in a white satin casket, I watched all of them. I will always upendo and watch over my mother and my siblings.