The title says it all.
And no, I'm not leaving. That's not to say that I'm not pissed off at all wewe people. And I'm warning wewe now, wewe might hate this. wewe might get offended, wewe might hate me, but I don't give a flying Grayson about that. wewe guys have taught me just how stupid online drama is, and just how important it is NOT to let yourself get affected kwa it. So flame me all wewe want. I just need to rant.
Seriously, when did all this shit start happening? First our lovely Esmerelda decides to "leave forever" (anyone wanna count the number of times he's alisema that? Good. I didn't think so). Then everything's calm again. Then this morning. I watch the new YJ episode, spend the siku alternating between obsessing about it on tumblr and doing homework, then come on here. BAM. Drama. What the hell guys?
But let me say this. I'm not disappointed because I think wewe all are too mature to stoop to this level. wewe may think wewe are, but I've only been on fanpop for less than a mwaka and I KNOW you're not. wewe guys have torn yourselves apart with the drama too many times. And I'm not disappointed because I upendo wewe sooo much that I can't imagine ever hating you. Because I've come to realize that I really DON'T idolize you. I still like wewe guys, and there are people on this club who I really do upendo and care about, but there are people that I don't. And we have to realize this. This isn't a perfect community. There are cliques, there are fights, there is drama, and we can't upendo everyone. But that doesn't mean we have to act like bitches to each other. And that doesn't mean we have to run away, and give a goodbye note filled with sob stories created for the specific purpose of making us all feel soooo bad for you, and fall on our knees begging for wewe to come back.
Onto my inayofuata point. Fighting. Now wewe all probably think I'm a total hypocrite for this. I know you're thinking, "wait, but she fights too! She fights all the time!" Let me clarify. I don't fight ALL THE TIME. I pick and choose my fights. In fact, the only person I enjoy fighting with, Esmerelda aka 66 aka The_Writer is gone. There's a distinction between fights with him and fights with everyone else. Fights with him are zaidi like trolling the trolls (and come to think of it, probably should be avoided. It's never good to feed the trolls). But when wewe guys fight, it's like the definition of girl drama. Backstabbing, name calling, secrets, blame games, and just endless stupidity that is so upsetting. Basically, this club is a bad soap opera.
I know this rant pissed wewe guys off. I know it was stupid, and I know that I kinda went all over the place. But that's just my mind. And I just needed to let out what I'd been feeling for awhile. I could go on for ages about this. But I'll spare wewe guys from having to read it, so I'm done here. Just everyone sit back and think about what you've done. No one is exempt from this. Everyone has played a part in this stupid soap opera, even me, even you. So just take a step back, log off and cool down, and think.
That's all I've got.
Stay whelmed.
Rae out.~
And no, I'm not leaving. That's not to say that I'm not pissed off at all wewe people. And I'm warning wewe now, wewe might hate this. wewe might get offended, wewe might hate me, but I don't give a flying Grayson about that. wewe guys have taught me just how stupid online drama is, and just how important it is NOT to let yourself get affected kwa it. So flame me all wewe want. I just need to rant.
Seriously, when did all this shit start happening? First our lovely Esmerelda decides to "leave forever" (anyone wanna count the number of times he's alisema that? Good. I didn't think so). Then everything's calm again. Then this morning. I watch the new YJ episode, spend the siku alternating between obsessing about it on tumblr and doing homework, then come on here. BAM. Drama. What the hell guys?
But let me say this. I'm not disappointed because I think wewe all are too mature to stoop to this level. wewe may think wewe are, but I've only been on fanpop for less than a mwaka and I KNOW you're not. wewe guys have torn yourselves apart with the drama too many times. And I'm not disappointed because I upendo wewe sooo much that I can't imagine ever hating you. Because I've come to realize that I really DON'T idolize you. I still like wewe guys, and there are people on this club who I really do upendo and care about, but there are people that I don't. And we have to realize this. This isn't a perfect community. There are cliques, there are fights, there is drama, and we can't upendo everyone. But that doesn't mean we have to act like bitches to each other. And that doesn't mean we have to run away, and give a goodbye note filled with sob stories created for the specific purpose of making us all feel soooo bad for you, and fall on our knees begging for wewe to come back.
Onto my inayofuata point. Fighting. Now wewe all probably think I'm a total hypocrite for this. I know you're thinking, "wait, but she fights too! She fights all the time!" Let me clarify. I don't fight ALL THE TIME. I pick and choose my fights. In fact, the only person I enjoy fighting with, Esmerelda aka 66 aka The_Writer is gone. There's a distinction between fights with him and fights with everyone else. Fights with him are zaidi like trolling the trolls (and come to think of it, probably should be avoided. It's never good to feed the trolls). But when wewe guys fight, it's like the definition of girl drama. Backstabbing, name calling, secrets, blame games, and just endless stupidity that is so upsetting. Basically, this club is a bad soap opera.
I know this rant pissed wewe guys off. I know it was stupid, and I know that I kinda went all over the place. But that's just my mind. And I just needed to let out what I'd been feeling for awhile. I could go on for ages about this. But I'll spare wewe guys from having to read it, so I'm done here. Just everyone sit back and think about what you've done. No one is exempt from this. Everyone has played a part in this stupid soap opera, even me, even you. So just take a step back, log off and cool down, and think.
That's all I've got.
Stay whelmed.
Rae out.~
*Shrugs* Cheer, cry, be happy, sad, angry, dunno.
Too much drama, feelings feelings feelings, this is all gonna be fluff, so if wewe need the point of this article, skip to the bottom.
upendo wewe guys, really do, but this drama is toooooo much.
So, me and my OC's are going on a... vacation.
wewe can still post on my wall, IM, kasha pokezi me, ect.
Just takin' a break from the club.
And if I'm a depressed emo faggot to you, not your fault. Stuff has happened, I should be fine in a bit.
Anyways,
Fly on~
-Raven, gone.
"So you're just going to let him leave to D.C.?" Lexi stared at her older brother.
"Yup."
"You're stupid! That's crazy wewe idiot! He'll get himself killed!"
"No he won't."
"Yes he will Jaime! He'll kill the President, be banned from the Military and THEN die!" Lexi folded her arms across her chest.
"He won't kill the President Lexi, stop daydreaming."
"Then wewe obviously don't know him."
"Actually I do, but wewe don't. Dad is going to D.C. for a meeting with House of Representatives, and the President to talk about what was stolen from the Navy." Jaime put his hands in his pockets, staring and his little sister.
"And what makes wewe think he won't go crazy?"
"Nudge will keep him under control. Trust me." Lexi almost dropped the phone that was in her hand.
"Nudge? I thought she retired."
"Nope, and Jack will be with her. Things will be fine." Jaime opened his wings an soared upwards. "You coming nyumbani au what?" Lexi sighed and followed him.
"Yeah."
"Yup."
"You're stupid! That's crazy wewe idiot! He'll get himself killed!"
"No he won't."
"Yes he will Jaime! He'll kill the President, be banned from the Military and THEN die!" Lexi folded her arms across her chest.
"He won't kill the President Lexi, stop daydreaming."
"Then wewe obviously don't know him."
"Actually I do, but wewe don't. Dad is going to D.C. for a meeting with House of Representatives, and the President to talk about what was stolen from the Navy." Jaime put his hands in his pockets, staring and his little sister.
"And what makes wewe think he won't go crazy?"
"Nudge will keep him under control. Trust me." Lexi almost dropped the phone that was in her hand.
"Nudge? I thought she retired."
"Nope, and Jack will be with her. Things will be fine." Jaime opened his wings an soared upwards. "You coming nyumbani au what?" Lexi sighed and followed him.
"Yeah."