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…………Merry Christmas! ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita

HOW DARE wewe TO COME HERE AND NOT EVEN SAY HI??? ripoti NOW!!!!!!!!!!! ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita

Thank you, not only for your kind words, also for checking on me; but I don’t want to pull wewe down, I just needed wewe to know that I don’t have a problem with you. It is just that nobody can help someone as long as that person doesn’t want to feel better and allows help. And I get a satisfaction from my suffering, I don’t want to lose my loyal true self, and deep mourning is the exclusive acceptable way for me and the only thing that causes me to not break down completely. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita

I didn’t want wewe to think that I keep my distance because of you, because the problem is only that I am deeply Lost in suffering and pain. And although I am aware of how lucky I am in life, I am too broken to appreciate what I have left. Delena got me through the last years and I feel like they are everything that I care about, and I haven’t felt happiness and joy and haven’t laughed au smiled in zaidi than half mwaka now – and I still can’t imagine a change even after so many months. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita

Any chance I could get wewe to vote and maybe leave a maoni in this Disney kura ya maoni I made here:

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I'm trying to get as many Fanpoppers to vote and maoni and your vote could really help a lot :) I'd really appreciate it as every little vote counts :) ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita

My existence is pretty zombie-like for almost three months now, because my mind threw me in an almost emotionless state for protection. I am a rational and not very emotional person otherwise anyway, and only my two obsessions – Delena and Damon – got me to involve my moyo and soul so deeply. So, I somehow still function now, but I avoid to feel much, what is at least interesting to examine in a scientific way. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita

Well, I will give wewe some time and wait for wewe to tell me when your exams will be over. But don’t worry, it is normal in your situation to fear forgetting everything, but it normally none the less doesn’t happen, and if wewe have never had a blackout before, it is most likely to stay like that. And to your privacy point: I guess that zaidi people follow wewe on tumblr than come to my fanpop profaili that isn’t visited hat much since you, Thana and Iva left. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita

I never write on open spaces what I don’t want others to read, and our walls on fanpop can also be seen kwa the other people around here. So, wewe really don’t need to come back if wewe already moved on from this community, because I would never destroy wewe being at peace with what wewe do. I will let wewe decide if wewe feel zaidi under surveillance there au bothered to come here, while I just enjoy talking to wewe no matter where. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita

I am also always happy to hear from wewe and hope that we can stay in touch kwa trying to keep up writing. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita

I have so much to do with work lately, and I also miss wewe so very much. I feel terrible because wewe again had to come after me, but I am still really glad that wewe did. wewe should read the makala on link until I will be finished with exams and have less tax duties in the office in between those. ilitumwa zaidi ya mwaka mmoja uliopita