Landan,
I don't know how to explicit every detail of my feelings in this one simple letter. How can wewe write down a thousand memories into a few words? How can I make this letter memorable for the rest of your life? These words will stick with wewe forever. As I am uandishi this, my throat feels tight but I know this is what I have to do, something for wewe to remember me by. wewe have filled the last memories of my life with simple moments of clarity. The siku wewe alisema those three words 'I upendo you' I couldn't imagine a zaidi breath taking moment until wewe alisema 'Will wewe marry me?' because then I knew our upendo was infinite, till death do us part... But, not in our case. I know wewe will never forget me as I will be alongside wewe through your life, helping wewe through every bumpy road, guiding wewe down the right path. I will be there kwa your side. wewe gave me an answer that I had been searching for, the answer my moyo needed to find. It isn't to be scared to upendo but rather welcome it with open arms and I am yours forever and wewe are mine. Our upendo is different. I don't think that we're meant to understand it all the time. I think that sometimes we just have to have faith. I will never forget what wewe told me 'I may be irresponsible but I am a good irresponsible' and wewe are my irresponsible. wewe promised me that wewe wouldn't fall in upendo with me but I am happy wewe broke it. Like I alisema 'The problem isn't finding out where wewe are going to go, it's figuring out what you're going to do when wewe get there!' and I think God has a bigger plan for me than I had for myself. Like this journey never ends and wewe were sent to me because I'm sick. To help me through all this. You're my angel, Landan. I hope wewe will read and look back on this letter with joy and know that I did not die in pain but I went with a smile on my face knowing I have your moyo and know that wewe have mine, forever. Our upendo is like the wind, we can't see it but we can feel it and wewe will feel me every step of the way. I upendo you.
Jamie.
THE END
I don't know how to explicit every detail of my feelings in this one simple letter. How can wewe write down a thousand memories into a few words? How can I make this letter memorable for the rest of your life? These words will stick with wewe forever. As I am uandishi this, my throat feels tight but I know this is what I have to do, something for wewe to remember me by. wewe have filled the last memories of my life with simple moments of clarity. The siku wewe alisema those three words 'I upendo you' I couldn't imagine a zaidi breath taking moment until wewe alisema 'Will wewe marry me?' because then I knew our upendo was infinite, till death do us part... But, not in our case. I know wewe will never forget me as I will be alongside wewe through your life, helping wewe through every bumpy road, guiding wewe down the right path. I will be there kwa your side. wewe gave me an answer that I had been searching for, the answer my moyo needed to find. It isn't to be scared to upendo but rather welcome it with open arms and I am yours forever and wewe are mine. Our upendo is different. I don't think that we're meant to understand it all the time. I think that sometimes we just have to have faith. I will never forget what wewe told me 'I may be irresponsible but I am a good irresponsible' and wewe are my irresponsible. wewe promised me that wewe wouldn't fall in upendo with me but I am happy wewe broke it. Like I alisema 'The problem isn't finding out where wewe are going to go, it's figuring out what you're going to do when wewe get there!' and I think God has a bigger plan for me than I had for myself. Like this journey never ends and wewe were sent to me because I'm sick. To help me through all this. You're my angel, Landan. I hope wewe will read and look back on this letter with joy and know that I did not die in pain but I went with a smile on my face knowing I have your moyo and know that wewe have mine, forever. Our upendo is like the wind, we can't see it but we can feel it and wewe will feel me every step of the way. I upendo you.
Jamie.
THE END