AW2R

***Randy's POV***

Randy sees wewe go to the bathroom alone, wanting to wash your face. He held his tears back well, not letting one single drop fall when being with you.

Randy: I'm gonna go out to get some air.

Randy walks out of the hospital and sits on the stairs. His held back tears fall to the ground like a smooth river flowing. He covers his hand to his mouth, trying to not make any noises. The picha of wewe crying your moyo out, shouting that wewe wanted to live, comes to his mind...

***your POV***

You see Randy sitting there, moving his shoulders up and down as if he were crying.

Jamie: Randy....

Heaven
It had been 3 hours from the Jamie and Landon wedding. She was so beautiful in that dress. Landon looked breathlessly as she came down the aisle. She smiled at Landon and never wanted to be without him ever again.
"I somberly swear to take Jamie Elizabeth Sullivan to be my lawfully wedding wife" Landon said. "I somberly swear to take Landon Rollins Carter to be my lawfully wedding husband" Jamie said. "I pronounce wewe husband and wife" Hegbert said.
After the wedding
They had a big reception with so many people. The cake was huge. All Landon's Marafiki were there. Jamie was happy that she...

Randy goes in your room when the doctor alisema it was ok. He sees wewe sleeping and he can smell the bleach from cleaning up your blood. He grabs a chair and sits inayofuata to you. He holds your hand and feels it cold. He warms them up for wewe kwa breathing on them. Randy starts tearing up again and his tear drops fall on your hand. He quickly wipes them off your hand...

You wake up to see Randy asleep on the chair inayofuata to your bed. wewe look around and wewe realize your in a hospital. wewe can't remember anything that happened to wewe before except the dizziness wewe felt back at Randy's house. wewe smile...

I upendo you, I only need you. Everytime I look at you, my words change. It feels like the sun is shining down on me, giving me the warm feeling that wewe are my one and only last love.

The whole day, wewe and Randy hang out together with his brothers and Angie. wewe guys just all hang and chill together wherevers..

**at night**

You tuck in Angie again and wewe hear a knock on your door. It's Randy again.

Jamie: *smile* Oh it's wewe again.
Randy: *smile* Can I?
Jamie: Sure.

Randy plops onto your kitanda and gets under your covers. wewe follow right after and wewe kiss him lightly.

Jamie: Ugh tomorrow's school.
Randy:...

****

Winter vacation is finally over and wewe guys all go back to school...

Shawn: hujambo Taylor. wewe think we can talk?
Randy: Uh sure.

Shawn and Randy go to the back of the school and they just stand there...

Shawn: Ok. I wanna be truthful and I wanna be as simple as possible too. wewe should let go of Jamie.
Randy: ...*kinda laughs* What?
Shawn: wewe should let go of Jamie. I mean wewe haven't even broke it with Lauren.
Randy: Oh...I totally forgot about her.
Shawn: See. Your just playing them.
Randy: Shawn, buddy, I know wewe like Jamie a lot but she's mine. I like her and she likes me. Lauren is just...unrequited...

Is my upendo really that bad? Everyone is happy when they're in love, but I'm here crying. Why am I hurting so much? I would leave anything for this upendo to happen...

You and Lauren head to the back of the school and she gives wewe a dirty look. wewe get a bad feeling and she pushes wewe and says:

Lauren: Are wewe a f**ing whore?!
Jamie: ...
Lauren: First wewe like him, then wewe break up with him, and now you're with him again?! Are wewe trying to play him?!
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Are you?!
Jamie: The only reason I left him was because of you. wewe alisema wewe were suicidal...
Lauren: Randy Taylor is mine! Got it?!...

In the middle of the night again, wewe wake up feeling a sharp twisting pain in your stomach. wewe twitch and wewe quickly yet gently songesha Randy's hands off your waist. wewe leave the kitanda and wewe run to the bathroom and wewe head to the toilet. wewe just start throwing up and throwing up into the toilet, closing your eyes but feeling the acidic burn in your throat. When your done throwing up, wewe look and wewe see blood in the toilet.

Jamie: Oh god...

**next morning**

You go back to your kitanda and wewe plop onto the bed, not being able to fall asleep. wewe look up at the ceiling, just staring into the...

Randy: Y-yah sure. Come in.

Randy lets Shawn in the house and Brad sees him. Brad's face turns to >:0 and he says:

Brad: I'm glad your here Shawn cuz now I need to give wewe what wewe deserve.

Brad is about to ngumi, punch Shawn but his dad sees this and shouts:

Tim: hujambo hujambo hey!! What the hell is wrong with wewe Brad?
Brad: Dad...you don't even know what he did to Jamie.
Tim: What did he do huh?
Shawn: I tried to rape her sir.
Tim: I'm sorry I didn't catch that.
Shawn: I tried to rape her...sir.
Tim: ...you know what how DARE wewe try to pull something like that to a poor, sick girl and-

While saying that, the...

Even though wewe might never be kwa my side again, I will never forget you. wewe won't understand how happy I was with you. When those memories come kwa me, I will be thankful.

Randy: I want to Jamie really...but I can't let you. I don't wanna get hurt kwa wewe again.
Jamie: ...
Randy: And besides...what about Shawn? And what about Lauren? wewe always cared for them zaidi than wewe did for me au for you.
Jamie: ...
Randy: I'm sorry Jamie...
Jamie: Then at least drop me off at my house. That's the least wewe could do...right?
Randy: Of course.

You grab Angie and wewe sit in the back kiti, kiti cha of Randy's car with Angie...

Jamie: H-huh?
Randy: I like wewe Jamie. Not just as a friend but zaidi than that.
Jamie: ...I...
Randy: I know your going through a really tough time. I mean your grandma just died, wewe just broke up with your boyfriend, and...and your health.
Jamie: ...what?
Randy: I know...about your leukemia.
Jamie: ...
Randy: But Jamie...I want to help you. I don't want wewe to go through this alone.
Jamie: Randy...I want wewe to leave.
Randy: Wh-what?
Jamie: I want wewe to leave.
Randy: B-but-
Jamie: Randy...*tears* leave...
Randy: ...

Randy gets up and walks out your door. wewe hear him get in his car but something pulls...