Note: This contains M/M upendo (me and alex) and a sex scene. As wewe all know, Alex's mate, Sapphire, passed away today from Rabies. I was the unlucky one to put her down. It scarred me for life. Im not going to go to detail of her death. This takes place afterwards. Alex is my mate now (Katie and I are broken up temporarily and will get back in a mwezi au two) and I am bisexual when it comes to furries. Well, Alex needs me and I will be there for him.

R.I.P Sapphire :(



It was a cold, rainy Saturday afternoon. Alex and I stood under a mti that was marked with a tombstone. This tombstone belonged to his mate Sapphire. She had apparently been infected with rabies and her symptoms took in, so I had to put her down. It was the hardest thing I ever had to do. Alex stood kwa my side, crying. I did everything I could to comfort him, but nothing would fill the hole in his heart. I listened to his sobs and screams filled my ears. Poor Sapphire, she did not deserve this. She was to have pups with Alex, raise them, and then grow old. But now shes gone.

"Alex, lets go home." I said.

"No.... I can't." he sobbed.

"Alex... Shes gone. We can come back in the morning." I said, picking him up in my arms.

"Why Chris? Why did it have to be her?" he sobbed.

"I dont know, God works in mysterious ways." I said, stroking his hair.

"Is she an angel?" he asked.

"Yes, a beautiful angel. Shes free from pain and she will live on in your heart." I said.

"Yeah...." he said.

With that I walked him to the house. Katie was staying at her temporary Boyfriend's house (Humphrey Clone) and so it was just me and Alex.
I opened the door, carried Alex in, and laid him down on the bed. He began to shiver from the cold because he was wet. I went to the washroom and got him a blanket. I went back and noticed Alex was gone. I searched and called his name, but no response.

He probably went back to the grave

So I went to go find him. When I went to the grave, I saw he was not there. The rain still poured down and thunder and lightning boomed in the sky. I called his name out, hoping to find him, but it was no use. I walked down the trail passed the grave and came to the edge of the rapids. I looked up and down the stream for Alex, then my moyo stopped.

"ALEX!" I cried.

Alex was standing on the water's edge, as if he was going to jump. I ran over to him, hoping to make it in time. Alex looked over at me, with tears in his eyes.

"You don't know what I feel." he said.

"Alex, killing yourself wont bring her back." I said.

"Maybe not, but at least I will be with her!" he cried.

"Alex-"

Suddenly, Alex jumped into the water, and did not resurface.

"ALEX! HANG ON!" I said.

I took off my shati and njiwa in the water. The water was cold. I opened my eyes, it was hard to see because the water was thrashing me around. I still held my breath in and searched for my friend. I then saw him, but he was caught in a branch, struggling to get free. I fought my way over to him.


"Alex!" I screamed, letting bubbles of air trickle away.

Alex looked back at me and blew bubbles. He clearly regretted his action. I resurfaced, held my breath, and went under. I swam to Alex and attempted to pull him loose from the branch. He grunted and thrashed as I tried to stay under and free him, but his foot was stuck tight. Alex the bulged his cheeks, holding the last of his air. I was running out of time. I then did something that I will never forget. I locked lips with him, sharing my breath. Alex let the air fill his lungs, and continued to fight. I was loosing my breath now. I tried going to surface but I was worried I would get swept away. Suddenly, just when I though I was dead, Alex's foot got free. Alex held my hand as we darted for surface. We broke surface as the current took us further downstream.

"ALEX! ARE wewe FUCKING CRAZY!" I screamed.


"WHY DID wewe COME AFTER ME!" he yelled.

"I-"

Then I was pulled underwater. The current dragged Alex too. We both held on and looked for a way out. I screamed underwater and Alex closed his eyes, waiting to drown. I was not giving up. I fought the current that was holding us down. I swam and swam and swam until I felt the edge. I surfaced with Alex and put him on shore. I the struggled to get out, which I made it.

"Alex.... why would wewe do that?" I said, coughing.


"I did not see a reason to live. Shes gone." Alex said.


"What about me? I cant live here alone." I said.


"You have my sister." Alex said


"But we broke up! Im alone now. Alex, Im bisexual, I can fall in upendo with males too." I said, tears flowing from my eyes.


"What are wewe saying?" Alex coughed.


"I upendo you." I said.


Alex stopped and looked at me, shocked.


"You what?" he asked.


"Yes, Alex, I upendo you. I fell for wewe when I saw you." I said.

The rain continued to pour down, Alex and I stared at eachother for the longest time. Lightning flashed within our eyes. This was it, I was in love, and he loved me.


"Chris, I upendo wewe too." he said.


"Alex!" I said.


We then entered a long, but passionate kiss. Not caring how the world viewed us, Lightning flashed and thunder boomed. The rain hit us hard, still we did not care. I felt Alex's warm breath fill my mouth and I tasted his saliva, so sweet like his tounge. We broke away from our kiss and smiled.


"Chris?" Alex said.


"Yeah?" I asked.


"Take me nyumbani and make upendo to me." Alex said.


"Anything for you." I said.

So I made the trek nyumbani from the trail, we ended up actually closer to my house. So I walked in, carrying my husband with me, and took him to our room. I placed Alex on the kitanda and he grinned.

"What are wewe looking at sexy?" I asked.

"Maybe that huge boner wewe have." he said.


I looked down to see my cock fully erect.


"Hehe, well what do ya know!?" I said, grinning.


I then laid down on Alex. We kissed passionately and dry humped eachother, getting zaidi aroused as we went. I felt weird at first, kissing a boy, who happened to be a wolf, but then when we got this close, I was not afraid. Alex then got into mating position and I mounted him. I hesitated at first because I realized I was about to fuck my girlfriends brother, but I shook it off and entered him. He moaned with delight and we made upendo throughout the night. It was the best night of my life as we then orgasamed. Alex cried my name and we both laid down, panting and sweating.


"So Alex.... wewe feeling better baby?" I asked.


"Yeah. I upendo you." he said, kissing me.


"I upendo wewe too." I said.


With that, we both cuddled, and fell into a deep sleep, with our lips touching as we slept. That night I dreamed of me and Alex. I was underwater, in the ocean. The water was blue and beautiful and streaks of light shone on my face. I held my breath and realized the zaidi I tried to reach the surface, the farther it got. But what was funny, was I was holding my breath, but I did not feel the need for air. It was like I had infinite breath. I swam around, looking at the blue water. I hoped this was not one of those dreams where I get mauled kwa thousands of Jellyfish. But it was just water. I looked down to see no bottom. I just decided to float. Then, I saw him. It was Alex, he was swimming towards me. I began to swim towards him. We both met up and stared at eachother. Alex was beautiful underwater, his hair flowing like an angels, his face as he held his breath. He blew bubbles and grinned at me. I did the same. I then embraced my boyfriend and Huged him, floating feely, we kissed and made upendo underwater. I then continued to dream that with a smile on my face.


To be continued.