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My life so far has been...different. My dad left me and my mom when I was two. But something great came out of that I got an amazing new dad named Bill who we now know has dementia but we'll make it through...My brother is a junior in collage and I can't believe I'm saying this but I upendo him so. My mom is a nurse she's been married twice before Bill there going to get married lets hope soon! I upendo wanyama but I don't have any right now because my kitten got run over kwa a car two days before my birthday..I found out she died the siku after my birthday...all I wanted that mwaka for my birthday was to she her again.I have had ten samaki what can I say there not a real pet but I guess I'm the samaki killer! Now let me tell wewe a little zaidi about me...

Love- I upendo my Marafiki here on fanpop
Alli I hope wewe never stop wrighting and believing in yourself wewe are Beautiful brown hair in all! wewe great soul and I hope that boy au your Marafiki don't break it...P.S wewe tell them that I alisema that and maybe he'll remember to say HI!
Maria You've been through a lot so haven't I but you'll make it through all the pain and hurt and moyo break...you are strong and no one can break you! Your beautiful and one siku wewe will see the light behind the darkness

Hate- When people talk bad about other people...it makes me sick! I've been bullied,called names. But the then that I hate most and the worst I've every been talked about is kwa parents...Yes parents not kids. When I didn't know about my whole eye problem I had bad balance and I was a bad dancer...they would talk about me in the waiting room at dance about how I wound never be as good as the daughter au how I wound never be a good dancer. But look at me now...I'm on a dance team making my way to a solo! And I want those moms to know something...

I Heard Every Word...

Now think about that before wewe talk bad about something because the person your talking about always ends up hearing it.

Love/Hate- My life and how I look. I don't believe that I'm that pretty. When I look in the mirror I see a girl with big blue eyes and thick eye brows, and pale skin with a couple of freckles. A sort of big nose...and big round lips the go down like a frown. And I see uunmanageable hair that goes ten different ways. upendo the color of my hair ever changing but I just wish it wasn't so fluffy and big! I upendo how I'm creative and stuff but sometimes people take avantage of me with my drawings.

My life has been filled with amazement and gifts but is also been a cruse...But somw say all that pain makes wewe stronger...

I've been working on my Book series The Quest For Nova now for six months. I believe that I'm in every character on every page I'm there. I believe that I'm most like Artista because growing up I really wasn't aloud to be myself and we both have Artistic side of us! I believe I'm Viva because of her dark past. But I can't wait to share many zaidi great ideas with my Marafiki here and I hope your ready for Book to of The Quest For Nova called Wanted...and maybe there's going to be a book three? Find out soon...

This poem means a lot to me so I hope wewe like it

A Dancers Dream Ruined

I slip on my shoes
and lace them up.
Knowing that this is the last time.

I step onto the floor,
And stroll to the center.
I look in the mirrors surrounding me.

And think how could I have messed up?
I was only trying to be perfect.
What did I do wrong? I was only doing what the others did.

I find the courage to do my dance one last time.
With people watching me and starting to cry,
I start to feel a tear run down my face.

But then I saw one little girl.
Who reminded me of me.
so I smiled and put on a happy face.

I didn’t want her to give up on her dream.
So I did my dance gracefully,
Better than I have ever done before.

Then when it was over and the light,
Was no longer shining bright.
and,
I Lost control.
My dream of being in that dance was over.

I tried so hard to be perfect, that
I had damaged my dream.
kwa not seeing what was happening to me.

At first I thought this dream had damaged me
But now I see this dream is still with me…
But I live it thought in a new way.

Fierce & upendo

Malmcd au Mallory McDonald
I am any little girl behind that glowing computer screen
An anonymous user name, unknown person
New friends, Chatting with no end
Lies that tear people apart
www.’s and .com’s
Logins and log outs
New passwords galore
New games
All online websites
But know is the time for
Turning off, Logging off
Simply leaving the game
One last click of a mouse
One last Tipeity-Tipe of the keypad
One last close
One last IM
One last internet song
One last good-bye au G2G
So unplug into your own virtual world
~AND FIND YOU~

- kwa Ellen Love: Poem Girl
posted by malmcd
Oh, it looks so yummy!
For it looks so yummy in my tummy!

You have probably heard these words,
For wewe know what that feeling is,
For it is called hunger.
I am hunger to the extreme;
I am one of the Seven Deadly Sins.

I make wewe hungry,
And yet not only hungry,
But famished to insanity.

Hunger is such
A short word for what I do
To you,
For in fact,
It is an understatement
Of what I do to you.

I make wewe so greedy
When wewe eat at the dinnertable
That wewe eat everything in plain sight.
You eat zaidi than wewe can take,
Just like some of the Israelites did
When they wandered for forty years in the desert
In the Book...
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posted by malmcd
One of my best Marafiki name is Summer Wilson. She crazy funny and people think we're twins. But you'd never think that someone like her would have a sad story for a live...


Summer at the moment is in her sekunde foster nyumbani with her real sister Sam, her "mother's" name is Heather and "dad's" name is Dan. When wewe first meet Heather and Dan wewe think there nice and sweet and have a nice nyumbani with a cat and dog and pool, But really something else is going on...Her "parent's" HATE her. I'm not lying au bending the truth they HATE her and they even alisema it to her face. On the other hand they think...
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posted by snootygirl50701
Winx Club-

At Alfea,the Winx club girls talk about what their going to do the past weekend.

Musa: what are we going to do during this weekend?

Stella: Maybe we can go shopping!

Bloom: au go see the guys!

Flora: why not both?

*All of the girl highfives each other*

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Meanwhile at Redfountain ...

Sky: ya,sure! We'll do that!

Riven: so its the SilverBound?

Timmy: yep,its the hound dog with a unleashing mind that creates chaos.

Sky: were is the hound?

Timmy: Its at the Verdonie Forest!

Riven: Then...
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When I blink my eyes open, I'm curled in the bay window, Anneri Sleeping on my chest. When I wake she stirs and blinks her eyes. "Darka! Finally your awake, it's already noon!" Noo, mom will be gone to work for a pocket of change and Dad'll be out drinking it away. Anneri climbs over me and I sit up warily. She reaches into her pocket and pulls out a deck of cards. I laugh softly, Anneri was a wiz at cards mostly, poker. She smiles and opens the deck pulling out a peice of paperwork it and unfolds it. "Well Darka wewe better get playing cuz after yesterday's terrible failure it's Anneri 35 and...
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CHAPTER TWO- The Dream Diary Of Sara Holds


    She Kept on kusoma the sentence over and over again in her head, “All I want is Peace.” She wondered what she meant kwa make all my dreams come true, did she mean that what she wanted Peace? Which now a day’s seems so far away, peace and harmony the things she wished for the most. The book felled nice against her hands as she rubbed it trying to see what the cover of it said. She managed to make out to words in fancy lettering.

Dream Diary

    She walked past another burning building her once white hair...
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posted by wolfcat343
There's a story behind all of us
A story sad au happy
Finding your own story might be difficult
Every siku is a page...

Mysteries can go unsolve-able
But the truths behind shouldn't fade
Its your choice
Are wewe going to live in the light au the shade

Can wewe see?
You're uandishi every page of your story
Even if it is of pain
Only makes it zaidi interesting
STORY PAGES- written kwa wolfcat343

See the stars out tonight?
In this dim moonlight
Would it help at all to keep out of sight?

Show yourself
Be courageous
Stop being ashamed
Come out for your sins have been paid!

You can't erase wewe past
Stop trying to make it...
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 Montsers and Theives in My Closet
Montsers and Theives in My Closet
Chapter 1 - Normal

Sometimes she couldn't decide who she was. No. She could never decide who she was. She was odd, different, awkward and dying inside. Maybe she had thought about hanging herself on her closet rack a few times too many. Her own voice was destroying her. Searching endlessly for the one crack in this dark closet of a life she had. The little crack that she could squeeze into just to see the ounce of light. To feel the touch of another person who she could interact with. Maybe that would never happen. Maybe she tried to hard - changed herself too much - was too scattered to appeal...
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posted by malmcd
Pride

I am one of the Seven Deadly Sins,
One of the human instincts,
One of the dark sides of human nature,
And one of the daemons from the Pit.

You may find me in your life
If wewe are narcissistic,
If wewe are selfish,
If wewe are pompous,
Stuck-up,
Snotty,
Snobbish,
Self-centred,
Rude,
Snarky,
Self-serving,
Sarcastic,
Elitist,
Or just plainly proud.

I am the reason wewe may brag
All the time,
And why people do not like
To be around you.

I am the reason that you
Always have to be the centre
Of every conversation,
Because wewe think
You are so important.

I am the reason that you
Like to onyesha off all the time,
Because wewe think...
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posted by malmcd
I smile, after being beaten senslessly kwa people I once loved.
I smile, when I'm locked outside in the rain for hours
I smile, when my boyfriend lies to me
I smile, as people laugh at me for being different
I smile, when my parents fight
I smile, when I'm called broken
I smile, when I cry
I smile, as people call me names even satan wouldn't dare to say
I smile, as my world crashes down on me
I smile, to hide the sharp pain biting my soul
I smile, for YOU.

Do wewe know what this means?
Do wewe know how it fells?
Who are wewe to to say these things?
For wewe don't know there story au life,
wewe know nothing.
wewe know no pain,
For wewe are pain.
wewe know no hurt.
For wewe are hurt.
And who are wewe to say I am no one?
Because I am.
I am me
And nothing can change that...


Fierce & Love
Poem Girl
posted by SongGirl50701
 What Is To Come
What Is To Come
The People

Chapter One- Anna

"Daddy, didn't wewe say that Alice was a big dreamer?"
"Yes," the man nodded, "she crossed over the border line of dreams in fact. That's how much she loved dreaming."
"So she broke the rules?"
"Well I wouldn't say broke the rules," he smiled at his daughter as he tucked her in, "she just bent the rules."
"Am I able to do that daddy?"
"Why would wewe want to do that, Anna?"
"Well, Daddy, I have my own world! It's really pretty and I was thinking that maybe I could visit it. Like Alice did, in real life too."
"Anna," he moved a tangle of her hair back from her face,...
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posted by malmcd
Ana (Anorexia)

I hate wewe because you're taking over me,
but I upendo wewe 'cause you're making me the girl I want to be.
Why do I upendo wewe when all wewe do is put me down?
Making me starve 'till I fit into the smallest gown.
With the loss of each pound I'm closer to my goal,
with your help I will make this broken girl whole.
Filled with fear at every bite I take,
my plan will be ruined with just a bite of that cake.
Counting calories and fearing how much I weigh,
I am beginning to learn that wewe are here to stay.
My reflection has become something I fear,
I dread the time when I will look into that mirror....
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added by wolfcat343
posted by LightSoul99
Life is important and it is precious
Without life, all there would be is a giant wingu of evil and darkness
There will be no universe and no earth
We wouldn't be here today, if not without God and life's worth

Life is but a fragile type of being
It's not one we must take lightly for we are temporary living
Life is too short to experience such negativities we shed
Don't waste your time on people who don't accept wewe from your toes up to your head
God will place hot coals upon them until they realize their mistake

Life is one long, big road with signs
It takes wewe to places unexpected, far and wide
Brings...
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A/N: This is a whole different story and so far, this is my fourth story but I haven't been able to finish my other ones. I may need help with them... :) Anyway, enjoy this chapter and please maoni on it!
I'd like to hear your voices in what wewe think of the chapter! :)
Take Care & God Bless,
Anniewannie/Florannie

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added by snootygirl50701
added by malmcd
posted by BooBooBear981
Within the furthest reaches of the moyo lies those desires whose name one dares no speak. So seductive, so intoxicating, so indulgent, our most private passions burn at the molten core of our being, luring us to the very highest of ecstasy to the depths of despair. Through the ages, the words impassioned lovers have transformed a virginal sheet of paper into a sanctuary for a restless heart. Each of the pages in this journal awaits the expression of your own desires- Unedited, Undiluted, Uninhibited.... Abandon yourself....

~IF wewe DARE~