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I will upendo wewe forever.
I will never know anyone like I know you.
Nobody will understand wewe like I do.
We share such good times.
You make me feel so alive.
One siku it will end, of this I am certain.
I am glad we have become friends,
You have told me things wewe have never told anyone.
You opened wewe moyo to me.
Everytime I see wewe I know it may be the last.
I savour your touch, every caress, your smile, the longing in your eyes.
When wewe kiss me I never want wewe to stop.
Nobody will ever kiss me like wewe do.
Your kiss captures everything, It's gentle with a growing excitment.
There is hunger and passion...
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posted by Goth-Girl-36
The eyes of an angel
were shown to me today
Chills ran down my arms
Not knowing what to say

Behind those beautiful eyes
Lies the most lovely soul
So warm and so passionate
But not everyone knows

She made me feel special
Sweetly leading me inside
A place were our souls meet
Hearts open as we confide

Modestly she doesn't know
My moyo she has stolen
Makes me soar when I'm down
Warms me when I am frozen

Those eyes shine brightly
Brilliant light in dark skies
I sit and stare motionless
In her sweet Angel eyes
posted by Goth-Girl-36
Screaming.
She listens as it echos through her ears, consuming her every sound.
Blocking out reality, her nightmares some to life.
She fights back the screams with the screams of her wrists.
She silences the echoing with the echo of her blood drip.

r a z o r b l a d e s

Reality is her nightmare, her dreams are her peace.
haunted kwa blocked memories of her mind, she sleeps away time.
Till siku break her terrors come alive,
she'll walk in reality but wish to die.

r a z o r b l a d e s


Alone, she counts the endless pink marks on her skin;
all created kwa knives, fire, razors, and pin.
Every night she asks her...
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posted by Goth-Girl-36
I Have Lost Both Of my Marafiki i have no zaidi Marafiki i have to keep care of my self now! Why couldnt of i Died kwa the Car n not my two freinds trying to save me, why must they of Died Now i Am Getting Picked on 24/7 beucase I am unpopular n now i have no freinds someone help me out here plz! i need someone to hug me au something i have no Marafiki no family i live alone in my house now! Someone Just someone tell me it will be ok! plz i need help i just need help becuase well i lsot everything the rich kid found were i live the jocks now come to my house and bet me up just plz someone help! I have brusies everywhere on my my whole area chest hurt n well i was gang banged kwa the jocks Just help me! I need to hug someone I im losing it i almost killed my self i cut the words Someone Hug Me! on my wrist i just need help *crys* i just need help*crys more*anyone who is kusoma this help me plz i have a bad life now! just plz someone help me!
A moment feels like a lifetime
when I'm so far away.
I can feel my body ache for you
as the morning melts into day.

The lights on the dashboard illuminate
the face, the smooth skin.
The streetlights cast a shadow
on the picha that could have been.

I sit and crave and need,
as time becomes nothing but numbers
and I feel your touch in my silent slumbers.

The want, the temptation,
the absolute need to satisfy the addiction,
the constant reminder of your sweetness;
it can kubeba to description.

Too perfect for words,
too beyond compare.
How do wewe expect me to breathe
when you've stolen my air?

Try to give me a good reason
why I shouldn't want you.
I miss you, no, you've got it all wrong.
I'm lost, and I'm aching with you.
posted by Goth-Girl-36
I was walking in school and the jocks punks and maarufu kids start to bet me up so I was late to class fuck those jocks, maarufu kids(in my school)well as I was saying every passing period I was late for class becuase of them and I dont want to kill them(I dont onyesha how strong I am)so now I have ASD(something I never had)and I have to sit near a "ass-hole" a.k.a a jock in ASD and I going to be pick on kwa him i now that for a fact but even worse its the quaterback of the football team ima ask the woman in ASD if I can have a better spot but I now she I going to say no and well after I got out of school I was pulled back in(by force) and was picked on once zaidi so whwen my parnets came I was all hurt(bleeding down my arm a huge scar on my face and a few punchs in the chest)I was about to cough up blood but I didnt and I still dont now what to do

END Of Part 2
posted by Goth-Girl-36
wewe may wonder, why i get so afraid
it's only because i know i'm not perfect.
and when i can't seem to ease my worry
it's because i am in need.
i don't know how to poetically,
puts this all into words
but i am afraid of losing you,
your the reason i am alive
if wewe wonder why i freak out,
get close to maybe panicking..
it's because without you,
i am nothing, just an empty shell.
when i frustrate you,
i don't get mad at anyone but myself..
bc i can't mess up..and lose wewe
wewe are the smile on my face
the speed in my pace.
the air that i breathe..
you're everything to me..
i know that wewe upendo me,
i have never doubted that at all
but i'm always afraid..
because i know i'm not perfect
and it scares me to know
i could lose it all..
i need wewe
i upendo wewe
wewe are my life.
posted by Goth-Girl-36
 this is the object made out of pure dhahabu costed my a arm and a leg almost
this is the object made out of pure gold costed my a arm and a leg almost
Well I got the Object and only my Marafiki can see it so me and my two Marafiki can see it only so every person that was with the "popular" rich kid came to me and begged forgiveness and i alisema "ok u can see it as long as wewe stay away from the rich kid" so they did and it only lasted a siku and then the rich kid started romurs about me and my two real Marafiki so we are unpopular once zaidi and now i need to find another plan so we are maarufu once zaidi so well he is being a "popular" rich kid he doesnt now that they only upendo him for his money i now they still upendo me a bit but money is takeing them over so i will make part 5 later...




END Of Part 4
posted by Goth-Girl-36
 this is my 1st freind(animed)
this is my 1st freind(animed)
I only have 2 Marafiki left and they both are goth like me we have made a promise of how much the rich kid bribes us we will not take the money inless the other 2 take it too so im only Marafiki with them and only them we eat alone and well talk to eachothers only and the rich kid trys and heres what we are talking about because he bribes people with good hereing but we whisper will queitly and we just talk about how we want to ngumi, punch the rich kid so badly and leave this school and start a new life but frist we need to find out a plan to get the jocks away from the rich kid.


END of part 3
 this is my 2nd friend(animed)
this is my 2nd friend(animed)
posted by Goth-Girl-36
Well yes I was still GOTH every kid in my school loved me and did almost everything I did, which was great intill this new kid came and starting bribeing my "fans" and now he is the maarufu and he bribed the jocks and other maarufu kids to bet me up everytime I come in school in passing periods and after school and I really hate it so ive been saveing up money(not to bribe but for something else wewe will now what it is on "about my life part 4"but I highly doute it will last a week before he starts to bribe again and where I get bet up again
posted by Goth-Girl-36
Well i was once a maarufu kid in school but now senice the rich kid showed up and bribed People to call me a He-She becuase im a Girl with small boobs and he bribed the jocks and maarufu kids to bet me up my life Sucks now my Marafiki are now enemys And i cant keep a something Persionl to a kid at my school with out them Saying it to the other kids i sit in the back of every class I have all A's but my life Still sucks and i dont now how much longer i can take this the jocks push me around like im a toothpick(beucase i dont wnat to ngumi, punch them to hard au they might cry)so i let them push me around but they will be sorry one siku i will be the one that is better then them.



END of Part 1
posted by Goth-Girl-36
When I think of you,
my moyo smiles.
Then I realize
I havent felt like this in a while.

When I think of you,
my moyo beats fast
and this feeling
I know will last.

When I think of you,
I think of that last kiss.
I guess that is
really what I miss.

When I think of you,
I imagine our time together.
When we were together
nothing else mattered.

When I think of you,
I imagine wewe in my arms
and that you're waiting for me.
Waiting to make me feel salama and warm.

wewe alisema when wewe think of me,
wewe know kwa my side
is where wewe want to be
for the rest of your life.

when wewe think of me,
i hope wewe me miss me.
i hope wewe upendo me.

When wewe think of me,
wewe think of
my gentle touch
and how wewe can't get enough.

When wewe think of me,
I hope wewe think of the girl I was
instead of who I appear to be.

I hope wewe think of me.
posted by Goth-Girl-36
Your hands make me tingle
Your touch is divine
Your lips make good shapes
When attached to mine

Your legs give me Goosebumps
Touching mine in bed
wewe arms wrap, upangaji pamoja around me
No words need be said

Your fingers delight me
Those nails on my skin
Your hair sometimes tickles
And warms me within

Your bum feels so perfect
When laying as spoons
My cock fits so nicely
Between those half moons

Your body’s getting smaller
Not too small I pray
I like it's proportions
It's movement and sway

Your Tongue is divine
And gives me such pleasure
What your body gives
Is impossible to measure

But my darling I state
Of all these body parts
The one that is precious
Is your bottomless heart.
posted by Goth-Girl-36
When wewe left,
you took my heart.
I knew we were meant to be
from the very start.
Though we were separated
by a great distance
to those who wanted me
I put up a passive resistance.

Then one day
one glorious day
you returned to me.
Everything was the way
it was suppose to be.
You grabbed my waist
lifted my feet of the ground.
You spun me around.
We fell in sync.
And all I could think
is that I wanna be
right here for the rest
of my forever.
I know there's know one better.

Laying on your chest
feeling your gentle breath
hearing the fast but steady sound
of your moyo beat
taking in your beautiful aroma
gripping your...
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posted by Goth-Girl-36
Well as wewe can see it is the late summer n i havent made any Marafiki still becuase i am a freak i have meet someone with abvise parents could use some help n i could use some help still but no one has been helping me becuase they think i am mean n other stuff i have thought of suidiced n well people dont care about me so i might jusst quit doing this aobut my life n end it all for once. If I dont stop I means i have found someone that cares about me, So Wish me luck on friending someone n not kill myself
posted by Goth-Girl-36
well i still cant get over theres death n well now i really am made fun of badly! becuase im not maarufu n all that n the newest reason is beucase i have no Marafiki with me so i just want to be loved n wanted to be left alone that is very werid i know but i just want both! i need help bady n well ill make another part of my like called "life in the asylum" dammit i cant get there deaths off my mind someone help! i just want love!*look at hand*just someone love/help me plz*crys* i cant stop crying either just someone tell me it will be ok in my life tell me i can do better then this just someone help me with my life! i cant tak it longer no noe will wnat me beucase i was in a asylum!
posted by Goth-Girl-36
 Rosario + Vapmire
Rosario + Vapmire
Well there is something i have to tell u guys now i was raped when i was 15 snd im 17 now and i still hate my life the new school is great made new Marafiki have a hot!!! Vampire boyfriend and well so do my other 2 Marafiki and so well hardly have homework still becuase we are smart :p my brother Shadow(acct name Xenomorph) is doin great and well he can turn demon as well becuase we are family.Oh and im readin this manga called ROSARIO + VAMPIRE it is a great manga to read i upendo it n my Marafiki do too!
 GOW2 Rocks!(This is B.Carmine)
GOW2 Rocks!(This is B.Carmine)
posted by Goth-Girl-36
well he still hasnt found out but we have a new school so we are up 24 7 most of the time now so i wont be on as much as i did, we started out as unpopular kids in the new school but we gained it so we are maarufu kids in that school so we dont care about the rich kid anymore n hell i dont care for the name He-she a little but i still hate the name Anyway The jocks still bet us up i have a few new scars on me zaidi hits in my chest one of them hit my boob n it hurts like hell!so ya i wont be on alot anymorethis is Nyteshade Miller Signing out.
posted by Goth-Girl-36
I just found out that I have a sceret about myself and only some people now about it and well I can't have ture upendo and Marafiki au family I have to watch over me self I am part demon and human i can onyl be a 16 mwaka old girl and im a 29 mwaka old blood goddess i am not lieing its very werid and i think i have powers so ive been keeping low and my two friend I found out something about them they are also demons so we have something in common so we all have been keeping a low profaili and now the rich kid wants to now why we are not trying to to a scam to be maarufu once more