Lovely

I upendo wewe
But i like/love him
And him
Wat do i do?
There's too many!
I feel the connection between everyone
Maybe it's not really there
I am so confused
I feel horrible
Sick to my stomach
Cuts on my wrist
I want to cry
Why are there so many?
I shed tears for each one
I don't know what to do
Some people don't like the one i love
The others want me with the one i like/love
Most people don't even know about the other guy
Why me?
Being loved is good,
But when it comes to your moyo breaking FOR loving people
It sucks a lot
I upendo you
But i like/love him
And him

ok. this is a poem i dedicate to everyone who is havin a tough time with upendo now... au not. au just heartbroken.. au devastated. okkk it can be confusing but that;s how my life is.. juz read it and give me your review... ps: i could go with some heshima tooo. hihi

all this times...
you've known all along...
where we are heading..

you've known all along
that this path we are taking,
is dead end...

you've known all along
that this won't work...

you've known all along
that i'll be hurting inside
when i got to know about her

yet......
wewe chose to lead me
trough all the roller coaster rides..

yet wewe keep playin this game along.
but now...
i realised..
i've faced up and downs alone before...
now...
i'll do the same without you....